I knew I lost control. I totally lost it when I kissed her, and she pushed me away. I'm not going to lie but the feeling hurt. She was right, I am going crazy because for some reason I needed her with me.
The possessiveness and jealous within me started soaring and I could not let her walk away from me. Will she hate me and not talk to me after today? I stood there, by the stairway looking at her walking past me to get back to her friend.
They both started walking out of the bar as quickly as she could get away from me. I scare her away and now, I'm hoping she might forgive me when I send her a text message.
'I'm sorry. I really am. I just hope we could still be friends, and you won't ignore me, please' – Damien
Now, I'm starting to sound desperate. Ashton came to me, looked at me and my phone, and he just shook his head. We walked towards my car, and he drove me home. I let him take my car with him since we don't stay near each other and I was the one who dragged him out when I initially refused him. I kept glancing at my phone, hoping for a reply but there was none. I knew she was probably angry and confused as to why I did that.
"Chill out man. Give her some space, let her cool her mind down. She'll come around you when she's ready," Ashton said that after dropping me off at my house. I muttered a thanks and walk inside to the elevator to my apartment. I knew I messed up badly because I was still waiting for her response and by then, it's past midnight. I got into the shower again and take a quick bath before heading to bed.
Hoping tomorrow I could catch up with her since it's the weekend. By the morning, I got up around 6am to head to the gym. My usual routine as usual before I could start my day.
This time round, I did something else. Instead, I picked up my phone and started looking at her Instagram profile. Thank goodness she didn't unfollow me yet after the crazy stunt I pulled on her. I go through her profile again after countless of times doing so.
I saw all her pictures, from when she was in secondary school, to her college and intern. I could recognise the company she was interning at because its one that my company work closely with. Well, technically it's my brother's company since he's doing the Marines, but I know where to find her already. I knew I just had to wait till Monday to see her again.
That thought excites me and until then, my mind is filled with her face, sensational lips and the way her body responds to my touches.
I finished my gym session and got a sudden call from my mother. I usually just hang up because I know she's going to talk about that matchmaking she's trying to get me to agree with. I feel like I'm not ready for a long relationship commitment, but know looking at Nadia's face in my mind, I know I want her for sure.
"Hi Mom. To what can I help you with?" I reluctantly answered the phone because I know she might spam me again.
"Well finally someone answered my phone call. Are you avoiding me?" I know my mom was being sarcastic with me,but I just played along.
"No, I'm just busy these days. You need something?" yup 'busy'. Busy thinking about that sweet girl again.