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Chapter 3 - The Shepherd

Jacobo was awake when the candles bent.

He was always awake before dawn. Sleep was a habit of the young, and of men with clean consciences, and he had stopped being either a long time ago. He liked the hour before the bells, when the Sanctum was still and white and the only sound in his chamber was the scratch of his own pen. It was the hour when the world belonged to no one. He found it restful to be the first to claim it.

He was writing a letter to the Duke of Nisbal about the price of wax when the flame beside his hand leaned.

It didn't flicker. It leaned over sideways, as if someone had opened a door, though the door was shut and the air in the room hadn't moved. Jacobo set down his pen. He looked at the candle. Then he looked up.

Every candle in the chamber was leaning the same way. The ones on the desk, the ones in the iron stands by the window, the tall votives in front of the icon of Dreidar on the far wall. Dozens of small flames, all bowed in one direction, like a congregation turning toward a voice.

South.

They held there for the space of three breaths. Then they straightened, all together, and the room was ordinary again.

Jacobo did not move.

He was not a large man, and he was not an impressive one. Visitors who came expecting a prophet tended to find something closer to a parish baker: bald, round-faced, cheeks still pink from a fondness for good bread, hands soft as a child's. He had learned long ago that this disappointed people, and that their disappointment was useful. Men speak carelessly to someone they have already decided not to fear.

He cupped his hand around the nearest flame, shielding it from a draft that wasn't there.

"There, now," he murmured. "There. You felt it too."

He rang for his secretary.

The young man came in still buttoning his robe, eyes puffy with sleep. Jacobo did not reprimand him. He simply asked for the morning reports from the southern coast, and for the bird cages to be watched, and for a pot of tea. Then he went back to his letter about wax, and finished it, and sealed it, because he had never once let a strange moment ruin a morning's work.

The bird arrived a little after midday.

It came from Calad, which was three days' ride but only half a day on wings, and the message tied to its leg was written in the cramped, careful hand of a man who did not enjoy writing. Jacobo knew the hand well. He had chosen its owner himself, years ago, from a line of novices, because the boy had been the only one who didn't flinch when the blade was first placed in his palm.

Your Grace, Lukas had written. At the Purification of Calad this morning the fire bowed to a girl in the crowd. White hair. Perhaps fourteen or fifteen. The blade turned toward her of its own accord. I lost her in the harbor. Something hid her from the steel. I have never seen that.

She travels with a man. Grey at the temples, scarred face. He killed two of our brothers in the fish market. Under the strap, through the throat. Your Grace will remember who used to kill that way.

I believe the Kingslayer is alive.

I await your instruction.

Jacobo read it twice. The second time he read it more slowly, the way he read scripture, letting each word settle into place.

Then he folded the paper very small, placed it inside his robe against his heart, and rose.

"Cancel my audiences," he told the secretary. "All of them. I'll be below."

The young man's face went pale. No one on the upper floors of the Sanctum ever said below lightly, and no one ever asked what was there.

The stair began behind a plain wooden door at the end of the chapel of Saint Orrel, a door so ordinary that pilgrims walked past it every day without a glance. Beyond it, the steps went down in a tight spiral, and the white marble of the Sanctum gave way to older stone, grey and sweating, worn into shallow cups by centuries of feet.

Jacobo descended slowly. He always did. His knees were not what they had been, and there was no reason to hurry toward a thing that had never once tried to leave.

The air grew colder with every turn. Then, somewhere past the hundredth step, it grew warmer again, and the hum began.

Up in the halls, the faithful called it the Breath of the Sanctum. They felt it when they prayed: a faint vibration in the floor, a pressure behind the eyes, a sense of being held. Pilgrims wept at it. Old soldiers came back year after year just to kneel in it for an hour. It was, the priests told them, the presence of the Light itself, living in the stones of its holiest house.

Down here, the hum had a source.

The stair ended at an iron door with no lock. A Keeper stood beside it, an old man in grey with his eyes sewn shut and his ears stopped with wax. He did not need to see or hear. He bowed as Jacobo approached, sensing him the way the blind sense a warm stove, and pulled the door open.

The chamber beyond was round, and high, and lit by nothing but her.

She hung in the center of the room, a body suspended in a cradle of chains. The chains glowed faintly from within, pale blue-white, the color of the sky an hour before snow. Dozens of thin tubes ran from her: from the insides of her arms, from her chest, from the back of her skull, where they disappeared into a tangle of hair gone the color of ash. They rose into the darkness of the ceiling and spread along it like the roots of a tree growing upside down, and every one of them pulsed with the same slow rhythm, carrying her up through the stone into the Sanctum above, into its swords and its water and its prayers.

Her eyes were half open. They did not move when he came in. They never did.

"Good afternoon, my dear," Jacobo said.

He walked to the brass instrument that stood at the edge of the chamber: a column of glass filled with a dark liquid, and inside it a single silver needle that rose and fell with her pulse. The Keepers read it three times a day and wrote the numbers in a ledger that only Jacobo was permitted to open. He opened it now and ran a soft finger down the morning's entries.

There. At dawn. The needle had leapt so high that the Keeper on duty had pressed his pen through the page.

The same moment the candles bent.

"You felt her," Jacobo said softly. He closed the ledger and looked up at the woman in the chains. "Didn't you? Another one. Somewhere in Calad, a little girl heard you crying, and you heard her hear you."

The woman did not answer. The tubes pulsed.

"I know what you think of me," he said. "I don't blame you. But you must understand, the Light is not a gift. It is a flood. Left alone, it drowns everything it touches. Children who carry it burn their villages. Cities that worship it unguided tear themselves apart. Someone must build the channels. Someone must decide where the water goes." He smiled, a little sadly. "I didn't choose to be that someone. I simply noticed that nobody else was willing."

He crossed to a small desk set against the wall, the only furniture in the room, and took out paper and ink. He wrote standing up, in a clear, round hand.

Lukas,

Bring her to me alive. Whatever hid her from the steel, I want it whole and unbroken. Do not let her near water or fire if you can help it. Be gentle. Be patient. She will be frightened, and frightened children are dangerous.

As for the man: he had his chance to kill me once, and he chose not to. Do not give him another.

The Light sees you.

J.

He blotted the page and folded it. When he turned back to the chamber, he paused.

The woman's lips were moving.

In all the years she had hung there, he had heard her make sounds. Moans, at first, long ago. Later, when the moaning stopped, a kind of soft weeping that came and went with the seasons. Never words. The Keepers said the words had burned out of her long before they had brought her below.

Jacobo stepped closer. He held his breath.

What came out of her was a breath with a name in it, dry as paper, so faint it could have been the hum.

"Gemma."

Jacobo stood there for a long time.

Then he unfolded the letter, dipped his pen, and added a single line at the bottom.

Her name is Gemma.

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