I am jack i am suffering from depression but trust me i was a very jovial and carefree person back in high school
I was always attracted to boys,how did i know? you say?i don't know probably when i found myself enjoying watching two men make out or should i say it turned me on and made me have scenarios of getting fucked by a physically built man i was 14 by the way
So yeah,i was gay in the closet not even my family was aware i was to scared or should i say i was not ready to let the world know my secret..
And then there was tom every girl wanted him..he was into sports he was the star of our school and trust me i also wanted him i started crushing on him...and i thought to myself why don't i confess''worst mistake you should ever make" i wrote a letter sent it to tom and been a jerk he let the whole school know
I was so ashamed i was called ''delulu gay" by girls in school i didn't think he was the type of peraon to do such a thing my family found out
I was treated differently by teachers...so yeah that was one of the reasons why i was depressed
I felt like dying..and i hated tom well at least i thought i did