Hi I'm Netty. Thanks so much for having me. Alright so this is how it all started.....
I woke up feeling free and happy, until I took my phone to check my messages. I couldn't believe what I saw, it was a text from Joel, saying;we're done. Wanting to believe what I was seeing isn't the message Joe was sending, I texted him asking;are you break up with me?. His answer was very swift and cold,'YES'. Wanting to know what I did to make Joel break up with me, I called him several times but there was no response.
I immediately called Happer, who told me to take it easy on me. How am I supposed to do that, when he's the only person I've ever truely loved?, I asked. You know he never really deserved you, Happer said as she hunged up the call.
Seconds turned into minutes, minutes turned into hours, hours turned into days and days turned into weeks as I kept hiding away from the world. Wondering what I did for Joel to break up with me.
Then, Hayden came into the picture, I was very excited I had a shoulder to lay my head on. I told him everything that happened and he assured me he was going to be there for me. We talked a lot and shared a lot of secrets.
Later, I found myself becoming closer and closer to him ,till we saw ourselves as 'personal persons'. He convinced me into doing something I regret today and will always regret.
I agreed not thinking about the consequences and the impact it could make on my life. My reputation?, I didn't think about that too. I just wanted to get Joel out of my head and start a new life.
Sending videos of ourselves to each other wasn't such a big deal for me, until I told Happer about it.