Then we both looked at each other for a while and then we both burst into laughter. Then I said, "Yuan, I know that Pa must be preparing himself because you just said that you are going to marry me, so I know how protective and emotional he is about me."
Then he looked at me and said, "Indeed, he needs to prepare himself for that."
"Why?" I asked him a bit shockingly.
"Why are you asking why? Don't you know what I have just said to your Pa about our marriage?" he said.
"So you were really serious about it?" I asked him.
"Yes, of course. Then what do you think? That I was joking about us in front of your Pa? Do you think of me as a teenage boy?" he asked me.
"No, I mean I was just shocked by what you said just now," I said.
Then he looked at me with his very expressive eyes and said, "I am a twenty-nine-year-old grown-up man. I am not immature like you," he said while tapping my forehead with his fingers in his usual style.
Then we both walked on the roads of Chongqing together hand in hand with each other, and then I tried to put my head on his shoulder, because I was not able to reach his height at all. I am still too short for that.
Then I said, "Yuan, do you know how many girls are going to break their hearts? I really don't know how much they are going to curse me, but are you sure you are really ready to give your whole life to this fangirl?" I asked him.
But he kept moving with me while holding me and said, "Do you know love has its own way of reaching people, and when love finds its way, we can't and we should not say no to it. We can't disrespect love like this. You know that love is the most cherished feeling in this whole world and only a few are able to get it, a few lucky ones. And you know, silly girl, how many hurdles we have crossed to make our love come this far, and more than half of the time you have taken the whole burden of our love on yourself. But from now on let me... let me have a chance to love you, silly girl. I know I can't love you more than you love me, but I can at least love you enough that you won't feel insecure when I shoot with other girls in the future. I will love you enough to make you feel secure every time."
I smiled and looked at him and said, "Yuan, your love is always enough for me. Whether you are with me or not, your love is the only thing that protects me from everyone. No matter how far away you'll be from me, your love... your love has ways to reach me because it's living inside me forever and ever," I said while moving with him step by step.
Then he said, "You are so fond of me, aren't you?"
"Indeed, you know this pretty well," I said while smiling and blushing like a silly girl, like just my Yuan's silly girl.
Then suddenly a boy passing nearby stared at me for more than a second and then passed from there, but Yuan noticed it. Yuan immediately turned my face towards him with his hands and I knew that my possessive boyfriend was back.
Then he said in quite a cold tone carrying a bit of anger in it, "No one dares to look at my girl. I don't know why everyone always stares at you like you are the only girl in the world."
I laughed a little and said, "Because they don't know that I am captivated by you," I said while my whole face was still turned towards him, completely hidden in him so that no one was able to get a single glance at me.
Then he said, "I think I should hide you from everyone forever."
I laughed a little more while blushing because my Yuan Yuan looked so cute, in fact too cute to handle, when he was in his angry mode.
Then I pulled his cheeks with my hands and said, "Oo my too much cute Yuan, you look like a cherry tomato when you get this much angry."
Then he smiled and said, "But right now I am angry, and in this situation I look more like a hot pot than a cherry tomato."
"Hot pot or cherry tomato, whatever you say, my Yuan Yuan is just too cute to be handled in his anger," I said.
Then he smiled shyly after listening to this.
Then we walked further hand in hand with each other.
Then time passed so, so quickly that we didn't even get to know about it. There was a day when Yuan came to confess his feelings for me in front of my Pa in Chongqing, and today Yuan and I were going to say our wedding vows to each other in front of everyone in Shanghai.
Today's weather was just like I like it, my favorite rainy season. It seemed that it was about to rain anytime.
Then I was fitting myself into my beautiful white wedding gown that Yuan himself brought for me from among lots of gowns, and finally it was done.
I sat on the chair in front of the mirror where Wang Ruoxi was doing my makeup, and she said, "Finally a fangirl is going to marry her celebrity C-drama actor crush. Don't you think, Zhao Shiza, that your story needs to be written into a novel?"
I smiled and looked at her and said, "Wang Ruoxi, you better do my makeup right now. Stop imagining things. Today is really a big day, a big day that I always dreamed of," I said while getting lost somewhere.
Then Wang Ruoxi said, "You know what, Zhao Shiza? I have seen a bride for the first time who is not nervous on her wedding day. In fact, instead of being nervous, she is eagerly waiting to get married to her boyfriend. You are really such a case, Zhao Shiza."
I smiled and looked at her and said, "When my boyfriend is Xu Yuan, the C-drama actor, how could I keep myself calm about getting married to him? I just want it to happen sooner and faster. I want to live my dream in reality, even when this reality itself seems like a dream to me."
Then the time had finally arrived. Pa took me with him to where Xu Yuan was standing, and when we came there there were only our close ones, just relatives, close relatives of both of us.
Pa handed my hand over into Yuan's hand, and Yuan's grandparents and his mother were sitting in front of us to witness our big day and give their blessings to us, and Yang Lulu was being my bridesmaid for the day.
Then when I looked at Yuan, who was wearing a black suit with a white shirt and his hair always falling on his forehead, he looked like he had come out of a wedding scene from one of his dramas, and I smiled while looking at him.
Then he looked at me suspiciously and said, "You know what, silly girl? If you keep looking at me like this the whole time, then people over here might think this bride is in such a hurry to marry this handsome man."
I smiled shyly and said, "Indeed, it's true."
"It's a half truth then, because I am also in a hurry to make my silly girl forever mine, and if I say it properly then I am in a hurry to make Zhao Shiza forever Xu Yuan's," he said.
I smiled again and then the Father arrived and said the wedding vows to us:
"Is Xu Yuan ready to support, love, and care for Zhao Shiza for his whole life, no matter how many problems come in their way? Are you both willing to stand beside each other forever and ever?"
Then we both looked at each other and smiled stupidly, and together we said:
"I do."
Then we exchanged our rings, and I finally got the witness of love on my finger, that from now onwards today he made me his and made him mine forever and ever, and then...
