His eyes blinked as the rays of sunlight poured out unto him from the woody windows. He stretched and moved, as he opened his eyes. The memories came pouring back, her body, her scent: He loved them so much, but regret swept through him like a heavy cloud, what happened to his shell? His protection against feelings?
But where was she? He stretched forth from his bed, resting his back against the wooden bed end as his eyes searched through the room but no sign of her.
The scent of freshly made sandwich filled the air, he perceived bacon , and he got up and walked to the kitchen, his chest bare against the chilly wind.
There she was, glorious in his sight as she straightened over the counter and tossed the fresh meat in the pan. His shirt hung loosely over her body and her thick hair swayed to the breeze.
She was beautiful and she was dangerous, to his life, to his feelings..
"Aren't you gonna come help me here, or u gonna just stand there and look at my bare butt?" She screamed out, a laugh followed behind as she turned and their eyes met.
She saw guilt in his eyes and her face darkened..
" Are you regretting having me?" she asked, staring deep into his eyes.
He walked over to her and took the spoon from her as he turned over the meat in the pan.
"What happened between us yesterday was a mistake, you should be like a sister to me, alzira" He muttered, the smoke rushing into his face.
" Sister, c'mon Zion, we didn't grow up together and I'm sure mama tee wouldn't mind". she blurted.
He put out the steak into a plate and put off the fire.
"You never liked me alzira. what changed? why do u think I'm capable of keeping something on between us? " He asked her as he brushed her hair down her back.
"I just didn't like u coming into my life like that Zion but for loving me,that's your decision to make Zion. But you and I can't just deny the attraction" she said as she ran her hands over his bare chest.
"I'm not capable of loving you, alzira.".he said, staring out the window.
" So you're just gonna say that to me after having a taste of my pussy? "
" You didn't reject it, c'mon girl " He said, moving away from her.
" And I am damn stupid for that". She said and walked past him, heading into the dark, warm room.
She felt used. She felt stupid. She felt ashamed.
She was bold for him, and shown him how bad he wanted her, and he was gonna put it all down in her face. Hell nah.
She picked up her dress , and slipped it back on.
Zion walked in on her and held her hands.
" Hey stop, you're not gonna eat? "
" I don't wanna eat, not after you treating me like a damn slut". She said and snatched her hands away from him.
"I...."
Her phone rang. Her mama. They both looked at each other and he sighed and stepped away from her.
"I gotta go, Zion." she said , picked up her bag and walked out the door.
He stared at her as she left, his soul leaving with her, and he felt so empty now. He wanted to hold her and comfort her and love her, but his mind didn't know how to love. He hated to see her broken, sad and dejected.
He wanted to have a taste of that sweet pussy again, he wanted to feel those soft breasts , and ran his hands over her soft, bold lips.
His rod rose in agreement with his thoughts and he pulled his short down and ran his hand over his thick length. He needed her, he knew it.
He replayed those moments in his head as he jerked his cock hard in his hands, his lips pulsing and his moans loud in his room. He stroke himself hard until he came jerking and pouring his seed into his hands.
He cleaned up himself and ate his breakfast.
"You such a nasty bitch!". Alzira could hear mama tee curse as she cut into the road heading to the house. She rushed faster and there she was, mama tee arguing with Petura, the landlady.
"Mama, What's happening here" she rushed to her, holding her hands and pulling her away from petura.
" This lady here is asking us to pack the fuck out". mama tee said, pointing her fingers at the slender old lady staring madly at her.
"You gonna ask your mama to have some damn manners, girl. You bitches ain't paying me rent for the past two months" She said, her voice loud over the roof.
" petura, we are gonna give you your money okay, but you shouldn't trouble mama. she ain't any younger" Alzira said her voice filled with concern.
" And you bitch, where were you over last night? you out now sleeping around? " mama tee asked, facing alzira and her face filled with anger and rage.