Tonight feels heavy, far too deep,
A pain that will not let me sleep.
No message comes, no memory calls,
Just silence echoing through walls.
My heart, it carries weight unseen,
A thousand thoughts caught in between.
I type, erase, then write once more,
To calm the ache I can't ignore.
The words i write are how i breathe,
The only truth i still believe.
I think of all we didn't say,
How laughter quietly slipped away.
I still wonder where you are,
If you still wish upon the stars.
If you are fine, if you still smile,
If peace has found you for a while.
Though maybe now you never care,
My heart still whispers that you're there.
I wish this missing heart would cease,
I wish my thoughts would grant me peace.
But here i am, just tired eyes,
And hopes that fade like midnight skies.
Writing to ease what words can't mend,
To make this weight feel light again.
Wherever life has carried you,
I hope the world is kind and true.
You may not read these lines tonight,
But you once made my soul feel light.