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Chapter 71 - Suppressed desire

The next eighteen minutes were a blur of frantic, quiet activity. I scrambled into the fresh clothes that had been left for me, soft, expensive lounge wear that was a far cry from my own things but thankfully not hospital-style. I splashed water on my face and finger-combed my hopelessly tangled hair.

Knox moved with a silent, efficient grace, transforming the room from a scene of intimate disarray into something presentable. He straightened the duvet, opened a window to let the morning air dilute our mingled scent, and even placed the discarded water glass from the nightstand onto a tray.

We met in the hallway outside my guest room. He looked every inch the controlled Alpha again, though his hair was still damp from a quick shower and his eyes held a reassuring warmth when they found mine. He offered me his arm, not his hand, a formal, chivalrous gesture that felt both old-fashioned and deeply protective.

"Ready?" he asked, his voice low.

"No," I said honestly, but I took his arm, letting the solid strength of it steady my nerves. "But let's go."

We descended the stairs together, a united front. The doctor was indeed in the living room, her expression professionally neutral, a file in her hands. Jack stood near the front door, a sentinel ready to receive guests. The air still hummed with the aftermath of crisis, but it was now layered with a new, determined normalcy.

Just as we reached the bottom step, the doorbell rang.

Knox's arm under mine was unyielding steel. He gave my hand where it rested on his forearm a subtle, reassuring squeeze.

"Showtime," he murmured, just for me.

I dug my heels in, stopping us just before Jack could reach for the door. "Wait!"

Knox looked down at me, a question in his eyes.

"New plan," I hissed, my voice a frantic whisper. "No kissing. No touching. And for the love of all that is holy, *do not answer any of their questions*. They are way too curious. Just… act like you just helped me. Like a… a concerned acquaintance. A… a helpful neighbor!"

He stared at me, his expression utterly blank for a second as he processed the sheer absurdity of the request. A helpful neighbor. Who had just spent the morning wrapped around him in bed.

A slow, dangerous, utterly delighted smile spread across his face. The challenge, the ridiculousness of it, clearly appealed to him on some perverse level.

"As you wish," he purred, the words a velvet promise of mischief. He gently extracted his arm from my grip, putting a careful, respectable foot of space between us. His posture shifted, the possessive Alpha melting away into the image of a polite, slightly reserved host. The transformation was terrifyingly complete.

The doorbell rang again, more insistently.

"Jack," Knox said, his voice now a model of neutral courtesy, "please let Mr. and Mrs. Redmere in."

He didn't look at me again. He was already in character. I was left standing alone, my heart hammering, as Jack opened the door to reveal my parents, and I faced the terrifying prospect of navigating their scrutiny with a panther pretending to be a tame house cat at my side. This was going to be a disaster.The door swung open. My father's broad frame filled it, a box of bakery pastries in one hand, his expression a careful mix of concern and simmering vigilance. Mom stood beside him, her gaze instantly finding me, scanning for damage.

"Bella!" Mom stepped forward first, pulling me into a tight, floral-scented hug. "You look better, sweetheart."

"I feel better, Mom," I mumbled into her shoulder, my eyes darting over to Knox.

He was a masterpiece of restrained civility. He gave my parents a slight, respectful nod. "Alistair. Jessica . It's good to see you. Please, come in." His voice was perfectly modulated, polite, but not warm. The voice of a man fulfilling a social obligation, nothing more.

He stepped aside, giving them a wide berth. No attempt to touch me. No lingering looks. He was, as requested, the picture of a helpful neighbor who had, regrettably, been dragged into a medical drama.

Dad's eyes narrowed as he handed the pastry box to Jack and stepped inside. His bear's senses were clearly working overtime, trying to reconcile the sterile, controlled environment with the faint, undeniable traces of *something else* in the air, the ghost of our morning, perhaps, or just the raw, living scent of Knox himself, now tightly leashed.

"We appreciate you looking after her, Knox," Dad said, his tone carefully neutral, testing the waters.

"Of course," Knox replied smoothly, clasping his gloved hands behind his back. "It was the least I could do, given the circumstances. The doctor is here to provide you with a full update."

He gestured toward the living room where the doctor waited, effectively handing off the conversational hot potato. He didn't offer his own opinions. He didn't elaborate. He was a conduit, a facilitator. It was maddeningly, brilliantly done.

I caught his eye for a split second as my parents moved past him. The faintest glint of purple amusement shone in his gaze before it was shuttered behind a mask of polite attentiveness. He was enjoying this. The panther was playing house cat, and he was finding it a delightful game.

I followed my parents, my mind reeling. This was so much worse than him being possessive. This was him being *perfect*. And I had no idea how to play along.

Knox's POV:

The civility was an exquisite torture.

Every fiber of my being screamed to close the space between us. To put my hand on the small of her back as she walked ahead of me. To stand behind her chair, a living barrier. To lean down and inhale the scent of strawberries that was now a permanent, haunting melody in my blood.

Instead, I stood with my hands clasped behind me, the leather of my gloves creaking softly with the strain of my grip. I was a statue of polite attention as the doctor detailed Bella's recovery to her parents. I nodded at the appropriate moments. I offered a single, concise answer when directly asked about the air filtration system.

But inside, I was burning.

I wanted to trace the line of her jaw where the morning light caught it. I wanted to feel the flutter of her pulse under my thumb, to prove to myself she was truly here, truly recovered. I wanted to pull her into my lap and bury my face in her hair and let my purr vibrate through her until every last echo of fear was gone.

Every laugh from her mother, every low rumble from her father, was an intrusion on *my* space, with *my* mate. The helpful neighbor was a cage I had willingly stepped into, and the bars were made of her pleading whisper and my own desperate need to prove I could do this, that I could be what she needed in the harsh light of day, even if it meant starving my every instinct in the process.

I met her eyes across the room as she accepted a pastry from her father. A flicker of understanding passed between us. She saw the quiet agony beneath my calm facade. And in that look was a promise, a promise that this performance had an end. And when it was over, the panther would be fed.The torture continued through coffee and pastries. Bella sat between her parents on the large sofa, a bastion of familial normalcy. I took the single armchair opposite, a respectful distance away, a silent observer in my own home.

Her father, Alistair, finally turned the conversation from medical updates to the inevitable. "So, Bella tells us you… encouraged her to rest. Made sure she ate."

I gave a modest, one-shouldered shrug, the picture of diffident courtesy. "It seemed the prudent course. Her recovery was the priority." My voice was a study in neutrality. I did not look at Bella. Looking at her would crack the facade.

"That's very… diligent of you," Elara said, her human eyes missing nothing. She took a delicate sip of tea. "And your own rest? Bella mentioned you hadn't been sleeping."

*Little traitor.* A flare of heat, part pride, part panic, shot through me. I kept my expression bland. "The situation was concerning. Sleep was a secondary consideration."

"It's not secondary if you collapse," Bella interjected, her voice soft but firm. She was playing her part too, the grateful patient nudging her caregiver toward self-care. But her eyes held a challenge, a secret shared.

*See? I can play this game too.*

"She's right, you know," Jessica added, her tone gentler now, a mother's instinct overriding her suspicion. "You can't help anyone if you're running on fumes."

Alistair watched this exchange, his bear's gaze moving from his daughter's earnest face to my carefully composed one. He was piecing it together, the concern in her voice that went beyond gratitude, the rigid control in my posture that spoke of a restraint far greater than mere politeness.

He set his coffee cup down with a soft *clink*. "Well," he rumbled, the word heavy with unspoken conclusions. "It seems you've both been looking out for each other."

It wasn't approval. It was an observation. A wary, reluctant acknowledgment of a bond he couldn't quantify. The helpful neighbor narrative was fraying at the edges, revealing the complex, desperate truth beneath.

Bella met my gaze again, and this time, a faint, understanding smile touched her lips. The performance was almost over. The audience was beginning to see the real actors behind the roles. And the panther, starving in his polite cage, felt the first glimmer of hope that the curtain might soon fall.The visit wound down with a palpable shift in the air. The initial frost of Alistair's suspicion had thawed into a gruff, watchful acceptance. Jessica's gentle probing had softened into genuine, if still cautious, concern. They'd seen their daughter safe, healing, and, most importantly, asserting her own will in the midst of it all.

As they stood to leave, the performance reached its final act.

"Thank you again, Knox," Alistair said, offering his hand. A bear's handshake was never just a handshake; it was a test of grip, of steadiness, of intent.

I took it, my gloved hand meeting his bare one. I matched his pressure exactly, firm, respectful, revealing nothing. "It was no trouble," I replied, the lie smooth and effortless.

Jessica hugged Bella one last time, whispering something in her ear that made my rabbit blush and nod. Then she turned to me. "Take care of yourself, too," she said, and for the first time, her smile held no hidden edges, only a mother's simple advice.

"I will," I promised, and meant it.

Jack saw them out. The door clicked shut, sealing away the world of parental scrutiny.

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