I don't even know
what i'm feeling right now.
It's confusing, heavy,
and new all at once.
In my whole life,
I've only fallen in love once
and yet, in such a short time knowing you,
it feels like my heart has opened in ways i never expected.
There's something about you that makes everything feel
easy, light, and natural.
The way you care,
the way you make me laugh,
the quiet comfort of your presence even from afar,
it's rare,
and it caught me completely off guard.
Sometimes i catch myself
thinking about you
at the smallest moments
when i hear a song,
see something that reminds me of you,
or just in the quiet where my mind wanders.
And each time,
it feels like my heart
remembers you even before i do.
I don't know if this is love,
or longing,
or something somewhere in between.
All i know is that in this short time,
you've left a mark on me
A gentle, unforgettable one.
Even if i can't fully understand it yet,
I need to acknowledge it
because pretending it isn't there feels impossible.
I find myself wishing
for nothing more than
to see you happy,
even if that happiness
doesn't directly involve me.
And yet, I can't help but hope for the small moments that let me be close to you,
even in the simplest ways.
I'm not writing this to pressure you,
or to ask for anything in return.
I just needed to let these feelings out, because carrying them alone has become too heavy.
Keeping them inside
feels like holding the sky in my hands
beautiful, yes, but impossible.
Thank you
for being someone who made my heart feel this way,
so unexpectedly,
so deeply.
I may not have the words to explain it fully,
but i couldn't let these feelings remain unspoken any longer.