When Pressure Outweighs Pride
The week after Education Week was supposed to be a time for rest.
For celebration.
For breathing.
But for Samantha Faye Lopez, rest was a luxury she couldn't afford.
The fair had ended in triumph—Northvale's most successful event in years. Teachers praised its flawless organization, students cheered, and both the Student Council and Science Club received a special certificate of recognition from the principal. Their photos had been pinned to the school bulletin board: Jason and Faye standing side by side, medals glinting in the flash of a dozen cameras.
Everyone saw perfection.
Only Faye felt the cracks.
---
"Congratulations again, Ms. Lopez," Mr. Valdez said as he passed her in the corridor. "You and Blake set quite the example."
She smiled politely. "Thank you, sir."
Her voice was steady, but her heart wasn't.
Midterm exams for the third quarter were just around the corner, and every teacher reminded them daily:
"Your standing for the Cambridge scholarship depends on this quarter."
Cambridge.
The word echoed in her head every night, blending with her mother's voice.
"Don't stop now, Faye. You're almost there. This is your chance to prove everything we've worked for is worth it."
The pressure was suffocating.
She studied until her vision blurred, rewriting formulas, memorizing theories, rehearsing essays until her hand ached.
Every page of her notebook was lined with perfect handwriting—orderly, meticulous, mechanical.
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In contrast, Jason seemed... unchanged.
He still laughed easily in class, still cracked jokes when the atmosphere grew too heavy. But lately, there was a subtle difference—his humor carried edges of exhaustion.
He stayed later in the council room, papers and reports scattered before him. Faye had caught glimpses of him asleep on his desk more than once.
"Blake's really taking things seriously lately," Mira whispered one afternoon as they passed the council office.
Faye's fingers paused on her pen. "He should," she said quietly. "We all should."
But her chest tightened when she caught sight of him through the glass—his usually carefree expression replaced by quiet concentration. He was working harder now, not because of pride, but because of need.
She didn't know that Jason's father's small printing business had been struggling for months, or that the Cambridge scholarship meant more than prestige for him—it meant security for his family.
He never told her.
He never told anyone.
---
The tension between them grew again as the quarter wore on.
Study sessions turned into silent contests.
Group projects became battlefields of perfection.
"Faye, you're overcomplicating it," Jason said one afternoon as they reviewed their physics experiment.
"And you're underestimating precision," she shot back, not even glancing up from her notes.
Jason exhaled sharply, rubbing his temple. "You've been tense since the fair ended. You're allowed to breathe, you know?"
Her pencil froze. "Not everyone has that luxury."
The words came out sharper than she intended. Jason blinked, caught off guard.
"Faye—"
"Just finish the computations, Blake." Her tone was clipped, final.
For the rest of the period, neither spoke. The only sounds were the tick of the wall clock and the scratching of pens.
---
Later that night, Faye sat at her desk, textbooks spread wide, her lamp casting a soft halo of light over tired eyes. Her mother's message pinged again:
"Your cousin got into a top university in Japan. Make sure you're not left behind, Faye, do your best as always."
Her breath hitched. She stared at the screen until the words blurred.
A soft knock echoed on her window. She startled slightly, only to see Mira outside, holding a thermos.
"Hey," Mira said through the half-open window, smiling sheepishly. "Brought you coffee. You've been studying since lunch."
Faye hesitated, then accepted it with a small nod. "Thanks."
Mira leaned on the windowsill. "You know, it's okay to slow down sometimes. Even machines break if you run them nonstop."
Faye forced a small smile. "Maybe. But machines don't have scholarships on the line."
Mira sighed but didn't argue. She just said softly, "You're not alone, Faye. Even if you think you have to be."
When Mira left, silence settled again. Faye turned back to her notes—but her hand trembled slightly as she wrote.
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The next morning, she found Jason asleep in the library, a stack of books half-falling from his lap. His pen was still in his hand, formulas unfinished.
For a brief moment, Faye just… looked at him.
The same boy who always smiled like nothing could touch him now looked almost fragile under the morning light.
She placed the pen gently back into his fingers before walking away.
Jason stirred slightly, murmuring in his sleep—her name, maybe—but she didn't turn back.
Her steps were steady, but her chest ached.
Because deep down, she knew—
both of them were breaking under the same weight,
just in different ways.
---
That night, Faye's phone buzzed again.
Another message from her mom, another reminder, another weight.
She set it down face-first on her desk.
Her reflection stared back in the dark window glass—composed, determined… and tired.
"Cambridge is waiting, fighting!"her mother had said.
Faye whispered to herself, voice barely audible—
"Then I'll get there. Even if it breaks me first."