Prologue
The glass was cold against my back, but I barely felt it. I was beyond cold. I was dressed in silk and suit fabric that should have felt like armor, but it was just a flimsy costume now, stained with the gray dust of demolition and the metallic scent of rain-washed blood.
Below us, the city was a screaming wound. Sirens stitched the darkness, marking the locations of the final, bloody skirmishes—the chaos of the three-way war settling into the ashes we had promised. We were three hundred feet above the carnage, standing untouchable on the Thorne penthouse balcony, watching our new kingdom be born in fire.
I was victorious, yet I felt utterly hollow. My mind, usually a fortress of logic and calculation, was echoing with the spectral voices of the men I had sacrificed, the evidence I had buried, and the memory of my own father I had finally, fully destroyed.
I had spent days building a perfect legal fortress, using my genius to meticulously frame the now-dead Xerxes and shield Xavier from Detective Sato's final, desperate attempt at justice. I had traded the last piece of my soul for the continued heartbeat of my brother, Phil. The deal was done.
He came up behind me, silent as always. Xavier Thorne. The man who had taken everything—my innocence, my moral compass, my safety—and replaced it with a terrifying, absolute devotion I could not deny. His presence was an anchor of heat and ruthless possession.
"Look at them," he murmured, his voice the gravel and velvet that still held the keys to every lock in my body. "Look at the ruin you built, Thelma. The Morettis are broken. My brother is ash. The law is neutralized. This is the price of legacy."
I finally turned to face him, the effort monumental. "The price was paid with my life," I whispered, my words tasting like copper and betrayal. "I signed the death warrant for the last vestiges of my family's honor to save my brother. You got what you wanted: the ultimate sacrifice."
Xavier's emerald eyes, usually piercing with cold strategy, held a possessive heat that burned through my exhaustion. "The sacrifice was necessary, but your choice was not," he corrected, his voice dropping, challenging the very foundation of my actions. "You could have walked away. You could have destroyed me with Sato's files. But you stayed, and you perfected the lie. You didn't choose vengeance, Thelma. You chose power."
He gripped my jaw, forcing my eyes up to his. "You know the truth, and yet you stand here with me. You know what I am, and you are mine."
I looked out at the lights of the city, at the silent, imposing silhouette of the Thornecliff tower. The rage was still there, but it was now laced with an undeniable, horrifying truth.
There was no going back to the naive lawyer who sought justice. I had crossed the line and found a terrifying satisfaction on the other side.
"They will never find the truth," I breathed against his neck, the lie I had manufactured now cemented as my reality.
He pulled me into a kiss that was not soft or loving, but final—a sealing of the bargain, an affirmation of their shared damnation. "I know, my sword," he whispered back, his triumph absolute. "And I know you hate the man who killed your father."
I leaned into the kiss, answering his power with my own terrified, rising hunger, acknowledging the woman I had become.
"I don't hate you," I breathed against his chest, the admission a promise of eternal, shared damnation. "I love the way we lie."