Lara:
Ever since Kash left, I had been very anxious. He did not give me a kiss or hug me before leaving.
I was anxious for a few seconds until I spoke to myself and asked why he would do that. He had clearly told me that he wanted me and that he loved me.
There was only one answer. It was not easy for him to go back home and send the mother of his children away.
He was probably upset and feeling guilty that others would question him for being a bad father for sending his children away as well.
To be honest, I was reminded that when this happens, men usually feel a certain way toward the woman they are doing it for.
He was not being intimate with me to hide his own guilt about choosing me over his fated mate and children.
He would come around the moment he had sent her away. Once the guilt faded, he would hold me in his arms and we would be a happy couple again.
