I never liked my family . People say family , home is peace but not for everyone , at least not for me . My mom is 40 and my dad is 42 they had a arrange marriage . My brother is 15 . It's a normal not so rich family everything is simple or it seems . Never had peace in my house , mom and dad would always fight my brother would always ignore me they always fight , school would insult me for not paying fee and when I told my family about school problems they again started having fight . At one point I felt like I was the problem had sucide thoughts but still wished everyone in my family to die .
I don't know what feeling was that why did I wished that and why it became real and here I am at the funeral of my family , no one survived . But I am feeling sad even other people will support me with career but still I am feeling sad but I wished fo it or may be I wished for peace not for everything to be destroyed .
The moment I came to know everyone is dead . The feeling was weird . The moment I heard it I couldn't process anything then I felt like the ground was gone suddenly tears can no control on emotions everyone is crying don't know why but I hate to see th scene I wanted peace but the cry was too loud .
Then I didn't feel anything the only thing I could feel was guilt, shame. Th moments when I had fight with them came to my mind repeatedly . Thus the day of hot summer was so cold .
5 years gap
Here I am in the orphanage , it was peaceful no one talked to me I almost become a person who ha voice but said nothing.
They believed I was mute but I couldn't or ha nothing to talk. I was 16 when my family died I was in 12th class . I was raised in this orphanage and now I volunteere here .
By profession I am a tour guide in the mountains. Mountains are my dream my love because it has peace but I still feel nothing . After the death of my family I only opened once in front of someone , someone who healed me but I don't know where he is. Is he alive or not , does he remember me or not . I don't even know who I am , what have I became so what are my dream just feel like days ar passing death will come on day .
That's it . My house with 2 room , comfort and a foodie dog is my everything now .
My dog momo , I found her on the street. She was one month old and now she is 2 years old. I didn't know how days past . Me and my momo are living happily but I still want to meet the person who healed me . I just want to thank him .
19 September 2025
Romi - momo , momo where are u come and eat food . Come fast otherwise I will give it to the cat . ( She hates the cat whom I call meov , so creative name right 😏 )
When I opened the door 🚪 I saw few boxes, finally I have a neighbour , would be better if someone is young I could find a friend . Then someone opened the door a young who looked 25 or younger than that 184cm tall ( almost ) 54cm shoulder ( sure about it ) that face wow 😲 focus 😑 . I don't judge people on looks sometimes I don't otherwise usually I do . Then when I was ready to imagine everything I heard a girls voice.
Nova - Baby ! Where are my things.
I fall on the ground form the sky . No wonder beautiful people will always have beautiful partner . She was tall , perfect skin , body , face , voice . I was confused who should be my crush ( 🧐 wa still the boy ) . But then without looking I walked the I heard a voice -
Hello miss I am Martin or I can calle momo . I am your new neighbour .
Wow the voice 🥵