hey sooo I had relatives over! yeah! it was nice they arrived Thursday about 21 and left Saturday Morning(when I'm writing this) and when I was using the bathroom I realized I don't have anybody, My Father might have given up on Alcochol and he's way more present, only at Home, but not in My Life. I might have Purple hair but also jealousy issues, but why does it matter when I can't even be My own Person and have to be a Perfect doll that's Exactly like The Mother I look down at? Like The Mother that's so close yet so far away? Why do I have to Love the same Father that I prefered when went out at Night and didn't pay attention to Me? Why don't My Friends understand how I feel and say "er ist noch immer dein Vater". They might be Biologically Family, but they'll never be Emotionally. I'm Alone, am I not?
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We were laying on The Leaf's, his Head next to mine, He was laying upside down and we were holding hands and talking, we decided to Team up.
"So, what Exactly do you plan on doing?" He asks.
"I joined the dance break competition with My Bestfriend." I answer.
"The Dance Break?" He asks as he scootched closer(I used google don't judge) to Me while staring at Me:"where is it gonna be? Can I come watch?"
"Yes, it's in Wisteria." I answer.
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Wisteria: a Land in The south near were Kim-yo and Suki(the other one) are laying(in a Forest), it's very Popular and were most concerts are, it's where all the cool stuff is, like Tokyo, Seoul or Beijing.
Dance Break: The Dance break's work differently! It's when People that want to be dancer's, singer's or Idol's go to so after an Idol performs they go on Stage and do some Dance to give The Idol's a break and get a chance to be more Popular, if the audience is impressed they'll become Dancer's and then maybe Idol's if they want to.
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He sits up and looks at Me before shouting:"Wisteria?! There?! That's so cool I wish I could go there!" Excitedly.
"Yes, there, you sound more excited than Dae." I say as I sit up and look him in the eyes, I can see his eyes sparkling as if he was a Little boy that got Ice cream on his first day of Kindergarten.
"Who are you performing after???" He asks and I answer:"I think it's gonna be that band where one of The Member's came out as Trans and Non-Binary!"
"The one with Coconut?!" He asks and I smile even wider, I'm just Happy that someone likes The same Things I like.
"Yes!" I yell happily and then My Phone buzzes, Suki stops smiling and raises an Eyebrow, then says:"can you give Me your Number before you go atleast?" And I answer:"next day same Time?" And then go back to The demon world and look at The Message, Dae, of course.
"Where are you at this Time?" He texted, of course he can't mind his own business.
"Coming" I reply before walking to that bitchass Shrine.
Knock knock, no one answers, KNOCK KNOCK. still no one, BITCH KNOCK KNOCK- oh he answers.
"Where were you at?" He asks and I answer:"I went over to Romance since I got bored." He raises one of his non-existing eyebrows and asks:"Romance? The one everyone calls Romantic even though he's still single? That one?" DAMN DIDN'T KNOW DAE HAD THAT MUCH BEEF WITH MY BSF. "Yeah, Bích."(I know exactly what I was doing there) "yeah that one, anyway, come in." He says as he steps aside and I come in.
"It was just some practice since it got moved onto Monday next week, and you?" I answer him.
"Why should I tell you? It's not Like YOU need to know, Kimmy." He answers with his usual attitude and Locks The door. "It's not Like The Empress needs to know anything The Emperor does, does he?" He tells Me as he gently takes My Chin up and forces Me to Look up at him.
"Yes, dear." I answer knowing that answering something else would mean guilt tripping Me into Sex.
"Sit down with Me and have a Drink." He says as he sits down on The Couch with a Smirk, I do as I'm told to and sit down next to him, leaving some distance in between us. He pulls Me closer by My waist, keeping his Hand on My waist and pouring himself what I can guess is some kind of Alcochol, I take The other Glass and take whatevers in there. Tastes like whiskey and it's probably safe, I mean, he wouldn't go far enough to literally DRUG Me, even HE wouldn't go that far. I look up at him, then at his Hand on My waist. "It's Nice when you aren't being all whiny, isn't it?" He Tells Me. OH?? OHHHH????? RICH COMING FROM HIM !
"Rich coming from The same Person who gives Me The silent Treatment just because I wouldn't stay over at his House." I clap back and he taps My Head playfully, Dae seems in a weirdly good Mood today, that's a surprise but good For Me ig! He pinches My Cheeck as if I were a child.
"Let go!" I yell and he just chuckles softly and actually does Let go, then asks:"want another drink?" As he pulls Me even closer. "Sure." I answer as I kiss his cheeck, trying to be a bit sweeter so he'll pour Me more than before. I watch as he pours Me The Full Glass this Time, then happily take a sip and put The Glass back down.
"Thanks for that." I tell him and he says:"The kiss already said "Thank you Daeeee", didn't have to repeat it."
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About 2 Hours Later we're in his Bedroom, getting ready for Bed, already wearing our Sleepwear, Dae left to get Me a Glass of water. He finally comes back and gives it to Me.
"Thanks." I say and he just stares at Me as I drink it, I was already a bit dizzy because of The Alcochol but it just got worse, I put The Glass down before falling down, The last thing I saw before passing out was Dae catching Me with a Smile.