Podium of existence
They call me God i am not.
They call me omnipotent i am not.
They pray for me i am not
They suffer for me i am not
They love for me i am not
They hate for me i am not
All i ever did was the creation of existence now that the only thing i can i will do.
I sit on this podium forever looking down on my creation.
I exist for all i can sit and watch my creation live and dies i am tried i am to tried all i want all i yearn for is Death but that concept do not exist within me.
They call me God i am not.
They call me omnipotent i am not.
They call me God i am not.
They call me omnipotent i am not.
———
But as I repeated myself to the end of infinity.
I broke it.
I thought of something.
Something i never thought of.
Something i ponder why i never thought of.
A new life.
A child.
A friend.
A new me.
So I created her.
A child my child that bore everything.
Jin.
As i begins to realize she already 8.
"Mom! Look Look i got B+ on the Exam!"
"Oh you usually get a C what happen this time."
"….Did you forget?"
"Haha I'm playing with you Look behind you."
"Huh."
Sitting there in a box a Cat pop up.
"Meowww."
"Wahh you really did bought it!"
She cuttle it affectionately.
"Tank mom!"
"I'm glad you like it but remember you take care of it yourself."
"O-k!"
"I will be naming you ko!!"
What a sight.
Times passed.
"Mom! I'm off!"
"Don't come late for dinner This time!"
Sip
What you wants cat. Outside?
Chirp
Chirp
Walking.
Hours passed.
We been at many places.
The park.
"Meow."
Why do you have rat in your mouth.
The school.
"Meaww."
"Heyy ko wach you doing here."
Pat
"Mom what you doing here."
"Just saying hi to my daughter."
A cafe.
Sip
Door creaking
"Mom I'm home."
"Just in time give me a second."
"Here's your favorite, lasagna."
"Mom, …have you ever leave this house? …As long as I remember you been but… only in my memory i- never never saw it."
"That it, you're doing great."
She smiled.
…what was i doing again?
"Here's your favorite, lasagna."
"Lasagna?! Is it a special day or something?"
Nom
———
"Jin, why are you in to dancing suddenly."
"Don't you see it mom, it's beautiful."
"…Indeed, you are beautiful."
"…."
Dancing Dancing as i watch through the night, i decided to join her.
"W-hat M-Mom?! What are you doing."
Ours hands touched
"I will lead."
"Your lacking."
"I-m Trying."
"Why are you so good at this."
"..I used to dance in high school, but dancing isn't a good career choices."
"But do you love it?"
"I… love it."
"I will buy you a turntable tomorrow."
"You don't have to do that mom."
"It lovely is it not? …you are almost as tall as me now."
"Soon you will move out, buy a house, start a family, maybe even have kids."
"Mom i'm 14."
But that time will always come.
"It's 5pm already, you should go to sleep now."
"Just a bit more."
She's trying hard to fallow my movements.
….
Failed.
"Ouch. Why did you suddenly sped up."
Pat
"It's certainly great that you found your thing but listen to your mother alright?"
"o…k…"
…."You're ruining my hair Mom!"
"Hoho. It alright you're going to bed anyways."
"Don't wake up late!"
"I know Mom!"
Sip
"You certainly don't have much time left, Cat."
Sip
"...Wish?"
Sip
———
Ding Ding
"Welcomes."
"I want a turntable what do you recommend."
"uh. I recommend that one behind you that will cost you tho."
"How much?"
"1000."
"Ok."
———
Sip
"I'm home… Mom.. can i have a friend come over? -Petty pleasee."
"What for?"
"Practice."
"She's right behind the door isn't she."
"HeHe...So?"
Sip
"Alright."
"Hello jin mother nice to meet you."
"Don't mind her she just speak a little weird."
"You both look so alikes."
"Way to start a conversation love."
"Mew."
"Nice to meet you to cat."
Sip
…."Please make yourself at home."
"I will be going outside for a bit."
"Where are you going mom?"
"The store."
Thud
Time passed.
"Why are you both look so alike?"
"Idk genes?"
Time always passed.
Ding
Milk -0.99
Grabs
Ding
"THIS IS A ROBBERY HAN—————————."
Candy -0.5
Grabs
"Is that all?"
"Yes."
Knock knock
…
Click
The house fill with air of music.
This air is comforting.
Comforting.
"Welcome home mom!"
"I'll make some food for both of you."
"What particularly would you like Gaia."
"Huh? Oh whatever you like madam I'm the guest here."
"Hm alright."
10 minutes later
"I smell lasagna."
"Lasagna? I never had lasagna before."
"Oh? If it really lasagna I'll share."
"You don't have to do that."
"I insist i really insist."
"Thank you."
"If it, of course."
20 more minutes later
"Here."
":o." It really lasagna and for both of us too.
"Thank you madam."
"Ahhh huh oh."
.…"why are you both praying."
….
"Alright."
Sip
…No problem.
"Thank again of this food madam."
"Madam?"
"Isn't she just right here?"
"Boo!"
!
"I'll do the dishes."
"I thought i do the dishes."
"Not today you don't."
Swishhh
Hmm~Hmm~
"Let me help you madam."
"Sure~"
"Welcome."
"To this house i mean."
"I'm the one most Welcome."
"You're smiling very weirdly madam."
"Thank you."
"It's will be great if we could talk more, but look like the dishes are finish."
"Thank you."