So he can compartmentalize Xia Yue's death in a corner of his mind, viewing it with a calm perspective.
So he can ask Si Yujie, "Don't you find it strange?"
So he can sit here with a clear conscience.
May I ask?
... Can this really be okay?
"..."
Because he hadn't typed on the keyboard for a long time.
The screen of the laptop in front of Chen Lusi went to sleep and darkened, reflecting his face.
He looked at his own face on the screen, and a question came to mind.
Clearly, Xia Panqiu and Wu You are very scared. Si Yujie isn't much better off, yet in such a situation, they still remind me to stay safe, tirelessly advising me not to use the Authority Ability, thinking of my safety.
In some way, Xia Yue died protecting me, but I've 'frozen' his death, compartmentalizing it in a corner of my mind, viewing it from an absolutely calm perspective.
Clearly, I am also a member of the Third Squad.
They are giving it their all without holding back.
Yet I'm sitting here.
