The screams of pain bouncing around the cement walls are getting a tad annoying.
Sometimes it sucks being the hacker and the enforcer. I really fucking enjoy
hurting people, but tonight, I have no goddamn patience for this whiny asshole.
And normally, I have the patience of a saint.
I know how to wait for what I want most. But when I'm trying to get some real
answers and the dude's too busy shitting his pants and crying to give me a
coherent response, I get a little testy.
"This knife is about to go halfway through your eyeball," I warn. "I'm not even
going to show you any mercy and shove it all the way through to your brain."
"Fuck, man," he cries. "I told you that I just went to the warehouse a few times.
I don't know anything about some fuckin' ritual."
"So, you're useless is what you're saying," I surmise, inching the blade
towards his eye.
He squeezes them shut as if skin that's no thicker than a centimeter is going to
prevent the knife from going through his eye.
Fucking laughable.
"No, no, no," he pleads. "I know someone there that might be able to give you
more information."
Sweat drips down his nose, mixing with the blood on his face. His overgrown
greasy blonde hair is matted to his forehead and the back of his neck. Guess it's
not actually blonde anymore since most of it's painted red now.
I had already cut off one of his ears, along with ripping off ten of his
fingernails, severed both Achilles heels, a couple of stab wounds in specific
locations that won't allow the fucker to bleed out too quickly, and too many
broken bones to count.
Dickhead won't be getting up and walking out of here, that's for damn sure.
"Less crying, more talking," I bark, scraping the tip of the knife against his
still-closed eyelid.
He cringes away from the knife, tears bubbling out from beneath his lashes.
"H-his name is Fernando. He's one of the operation leaders in charge of
sending out mules to help capture the girls. He-he's a big deal in the warehouse,
b-basically runs the whole thing there."
"Fernando what?" I snap.
He sobs. "I don't know, man," he wails. "He just introduced himself as
Fernando."
"Then what does he look like?" I grind out impatiently through gritted teeth.
He sniffles, snot leaking down his chapped lips.
"Mexican, bald, has a scar cutting across his hairline, and a beard. You can't
miss the scar, it's pretty fucked looking."
I roll my neck, groaning as the muscles pop. It's been a long fucking day.
"Cool, thanks man," I say casually, as if I haven't been torturing him slowly for
the past three hours.
His breathing calms, and he looks up at me through ugly brown eyes, hope
radiating from them in spades.
I almost laugh.
"Y-you're letting me go?" he asks, staring up at me like a goddamn stray puppy
dog.
"Sure," I chirp. "If you can get up and walk."
He looks down at his severed heels, knowing just as well as I do if he stands,
his body will go pitching forward.
"Please, man," he blubbers. "Can you help me out here?"
I nod slowly. "Yeah. I think I can do that," I say, right before I swing my arm
back and plunge the entirety of my knife through his pupil.
He dies instantly. Not even all the hope has vanished from his eyes yet. Or
rather, his one eye.
"You're a child rapist," I say aloud, though he's no longer capable of hearing
me. "Like I'd let you live," I finish on a laugh.
I slide my knife from the socket, the suction noise threatening to ruin any
dinner plans I had in the next several hours. Which is annoying cause I'm hungry.
While I do enjoy myself a good torture session, I'm definitely not a dickhead that
gets off on the sounds that accompany it.
The gurgling, slurping, and other weird noises bodies make when enduring
extreme pain and foreign objects being plunged into them is not a soundtrack I'd
ever fall asleep to.
And now for the worst part—dismembering it into bits and pieces and
disposing of them properly. I don't trust other people to do it for me, so I'm stuck
with the tedious, messy job.
I sigh. What is that saying? If you want it done right, do it yourself?
Well, in this case—if you don't want to get caught and charged for murder,
dispose of the body yourself.
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It feels like ten o'clock at night, but it's only five P.M. As fucked as it is after
dealing with human body parts, I'm in the mood for a mean ass burger.
My favorite burger joint is right off of 3rd Avenue, and not too far of a drive
from my house. Parking is a bitch in Seattle, so I'm forced to park a few blocks
away and walk there.
A storm is rolling in, and soon sheets of rain will be descending on our heads
and shoulders like icepicks—typical Seattle weather.
I whistle an unnamed tune as I walk down the street, passing shops and an
array of stores with people bustling in and out like a bunch of worker ants.
Ahead of me, there's a bookstore lit up, the warm glow shining onto the cold,
wet pavement and inviting passersby into its warmth. As I near, I notice it's
packed full of people.
I spare it a single glance before moving on. I don't care about fiction books—I
only read the ones that are going to teach me something. Particularly about
computer science and hacking.
By now, there's nothing those books can teach me anymore. I've mastered and
then surpassed it.
As I'm turning my head to look at some other shit, my eyes get caught up on a
board right outside the bookstore, a smiling face beaming back at me.
Without permission, my feet slow until they're glued to the cement sidewalk.
Someone bumps into me from behind, their smaller stature barely knocking me
forward, but it does manage to jolt me out of the weird trance I fell into anyway.
I turn to glare at the enraged guy behind me, their mouth opening and gearing
up to cuss me out, yet the second he gets one look at my scarred face—he takes
off into a half-walk, half-run. I'd laugh if I weren't so distracted.
Before me is a picture of an author that's hosting a book signing.
She's fucking incredible.
Long, wavy cinnamon hair brushed over dainty shoulders. Creamy, ivory skin
with freckles dotting her nose and cheeks. Light and sporadic without
overwhelming her innocent face.
Her eyes are what draw me in. Sultry, slanted eyes—the type that always look
seductive without trying. They're nearly the same color as her hair. A brown so
light, it's unusual. One look from this girl and any man would be on their knees.
Her lips are pouty and pink, stretched into a radiant smile with straight, white
teeth.
I note the name below the picture.
Adeline Reilly.
A beautiful name fit for a goddess.
She doesn't have that plastic beauty you see lining the magazine rack. Though
she could easily make it on one of those covers without photoshop and surgery,
her features are natural.
I've seen a lot of beautiful women in my life. Fucked a lot, too.
But something about her captivates me. It feels like a hurricane is at my back,
pushing me towards her and leaving no room for resistance. My feet are carrying
me into the bookstore, my black boots soaking the welcome mat at the entrance.
The only lingering scent filling the air is one you attain from used books—
though convoluted from the large group of people congesting the area. This small
structure wasn't built to house more than the ten large bookshelves lining the left
side of the room, the small checkout desk on the right side, and maybe thirty
people. Now, there's a large table in the middle of the room where the author sits,
and at least double the occupancy limit packed in the stuffy store.
It's too hot in here. Too crowded.
And one asshole beside me keeps picking his nose, his dirty hand touching all
over the book he's holding. I glimpse Reilly on the cover.
Poor girl. Forced to sign a book that probably has boogers all over it.
I open my mouth, ready to tell the fucker to stop looking for treasure in his
nostrils when it feels like heaven's gates open up.
In that second, the people in front of us seem to part at the perfect angle,
providing me with a clear view. I only see her from the corner of my eye at first,
but the small glimpse is enough to send my heart into a tailspin.
My head turns like one of those creepy bitches in an exorcist movie—slow, but
instead of an evil smile, I'm sure I look like I just found out that there's evidence
the earth is actually flat or some shit.
Because that's also fucking laughable.
Oxygen, words, coherent thoughts—all that shit escapes me when I get my first
look at Adeline Reilly in the flesh.
Shit.
She's even more exquisite in person. The sight of her has my knees weakening
and my pulse racing.
I don't know if God really exists. I don't know if mankind has ever walked on
the moon. Nor do I know if parallel universes exist. But what I do know is that I
just found the meaning of life sitting behind a table with an awkward smile on her
face.
Taking a deep breath, I find a spot against the wall in the back. I don't want to
get too close yet.
No.
I want to watch her for a while.
So I stay in the back, peeking through dozens of heads to get a good look at
her. Thank god for my height because I'd probably barrel through everybody if I
were short.
A tall, willowy woman hands my new obsession a microphone, and for a brief
moment, the latter looks like she's ready to bolt. She stares at the mic as if the
woman is handing over a severed head.
But the look is gone in seconds, barely there before she slides her mask in
place. And then she snatches the microphone and brings it to her wobbly lips.
"Before we start…"
Fuck, her voice is pure smoke. The kind you really only hear in porn videos. I
suck in my bottom lip, biting back a groan.
I lean against the wall and watch her, absolutely enthralled with the little
creature before me.
Something inexplicably dark arises in my chest. It's black and evil and cruel.
Dangerous, even.
All I want to do is break her. Shatter her into pieces. And then arrange those
pieces to fit against my own. I don't care if they don't fit—I'll fucking make
them.
And I know I'm about to do something bad. I know that I'm going to cross
lines that I will never be able to come back from, but there's not an ounce of me
that gives a fuck.
Because I'm obsessed.I'm addicted.
And I will gladly cross every single line if it means making this girl mine. If it
means forcing her to be mine.
My mind has already been made up, the decision fortifying like granite in my
brain. At that moment, her wandering eyes slide right onto mine, clashing with a
force that nearly sends my knees to the ground. Her eyes round in the corners
ever-so-slightly, as if she's just as enraptured by me as I am by her.
And then the reader before her is pulling her attention away, and I know I need
to leave now before I do something stupid like kidnap her in front of at least fifty
witnesses.
No matter. She won't be able to escape me now.
I've just found myself a little mouse, and I won't stop until I've trapped her.
April 10 1944
My visitor is here, outside my window, watching me while I write. My hand is trembling, and I cannot tell if it's from fear or not. I couldn't explain this feeling if I tried. I've attempted to write down these feelings. Explain them. But no words seem to suffice. I suppose the best way to describe it is thrilling. I don't know what is wrong with me. But something is very wrong, needless to say. When our eyes connect, my breath shortens. My blood catches fire. It feels as if an exposed wire is resting on my flesh. It's a visceral reaction, and I fear I'm becoming addicted to it. He's coming closer now. I keep meeting his eyes, getting distracted from my writing. It's becoming more common now. My distractions. John has begun to notice. He peppers me with questions, asking what's on my mind. How do I tell the man I love I'm thinking of another? How do I tell him I've begun to picture another when my husband kisses me? When he touches me? My visitor is retreating, slipping off into the darkness. I fear this man.
But yet, I am still far too intrigued.
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