"I like you too"
"I know you like her and that's okay with me so.....wait what?"
I looked up at him, suprised and in disbelief. Does he really like me or just pranking me.
Not in a million years or even the end of time, this guy really like me.
I stuttered in confusion and he scoffs at me with a smirk.
What is this guy thinking?!
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"Hey biyah, do you wanna come after school at the school event? We can get additional grades from it and there's free food"
Joan asked, a friend of mine who I'm not close to but talks to me often. I rejected her invitation since I never liked going to other events or activities after school.
"No thanks, I'd like to catch up some sleep"
"Ok then, suit yourself"
She then left with her friends. I just continued arranging the chairs and cleaning the board as more of my classmates walk out and also the cleaners of the day.
I came last and locked the door on my way out and head home as usual.
This days repeat over and over again like a never ending cycle.
Wake up. School. Study. Get passable grade at best or not. Clean classroom. Go home. Do homework. Scroll phone or read some mangga. Then sleep.
All that repeats again and again.....
It never changes and I liked it since I was little. I was quite the quiet type that would like hate talking to other humans accept for my pet dog, Tim, who passed away.
I did try some activities but quickly came to a halt and stopped doing those and walked back in my comfort zone.
I never tried to go out again and do what I usually do.
This life felt like an empty cycle with a roller coaster of emotions but most of it was minding my own business and survive school and allowance I received to buy food at the end of the day.
By my side, was my phone, pillow and blanket and also my phone. Where I can watch anime and read some novel or mangga of course.
I do have friends but not that close.
My parents, are nice but busy at work so I'm alone most of the time and same as my older brother, busy with college and his athletic competitions.
All in all, I'm still in my comfort zone.
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Until I decided to change. Why?
Freshman year
Yes, freshman year, meaning I'll be an adult soon and things will get a lot harder that I really need to be on the top or I won't be able to find a job or worse, earn money.
So I decided to change for the better good before I enter my freshman year and have a better life.
Deciding to change myself and come out to my comfort zone slowly.
I started something light by eating less and healthy food and exercising just by walking enough, 30 minutes was good enough to start the day.
Taking naps by the afternoon.
But my biggest challenge before end of school year and before I go to public university.
Was confessing to my long time crush that I kept deep inside for a long time.
His name is....