What the Days Hold is the diary of someone who loves with everything they have, but quietly fears that love is no longer returned the way it once was. Each day is a conversation with themselves—sometimes hopeful, sometimes heavy—as they try to make sense of a relationship that feels both alive and slipping away.

It’s not a story of answers, but of waiting. Of holding on when the heart is unsure. Of wondering if the distance between two people can be crossed, or if it’s already too late.

These pages carry the raw thoughts of someone standing in that fragile space between hope and heartbreak, looking toward a day that may change everything—when they meet again, and discover if love will bring them closer… or leave them to walk alone.

I don't know what these pages will become. Maybe they'll read like a love letter, maybe like a slow unraveling. All I know is that I need a place to put what my heart cannot hold in silence anymore.


I love them. That much is certain. But love has become a weight I don't fully understand—sometimes it feels like warmth, sometimes like ache. And lately, I find myself wondering if I'm the only one still carrying it.


So I'll write. Every day until October 4, when we meet again. Until that day, these words will hold me, even if they can't hold us.


I don't know if we'll be closer, or if I'll have to learn how to let go. All I know is that these pages will tell the truth of how it feels to wait, to hope, and to fear. This is not a story with answers—it's just a record of what the days hold.


Chapter 1 - Prologue