{Pre-reading Note : All the character in this novel will sometimes be smart and sometimes stupid. If you ask me why, i can't say anything but I'm incompetent! I'm not going to make any excuses... My skill and knowledge is limited, and i hope to learn as i keep writing.
So i kindly remind all of you to check your brain and if possible leave it here, before you read further.}
{This prologue can be skipped if you want.}
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Human... They're a social creature that needs others to survive. Sure it's possible to survive alone, but you can't say that as living either.
Why? Because being alone is lonely... You may deny it as much as you want. But the truth is just that plain and simple.
Speaking about loneliness, i can't help but get reminded again... Yes, as you have guessed, I'm feeling really lonely right now. So lonely that i can't help but get depressed and want to die...
"This is my fault... I deserve this... It's my punishment, i can't complain about it..."
Those words came out of my mouth in a low breath... My eyes empty with no light could be seen in it, as dead as it could be...
This depressed bastard dressed in rags, messy black hair that hasn't touched water in a long time is me. Zuria Benedict Kalion, that's my name...
What? You think my name is badass? Yeah, i think so too... Too bad I'm just a homeless hobo... Must've been a disappointment huh?
I'm 29 if you want to know my age. And now you must be curious why i become like this right?
"Shut up brain..."
Come on Zur, you don't have anything to do anyway. Might as well think of something to pass the time yeah?
"True enough... And i really wanna die anytime soon if possible.. think of something that can help me die without any pain..."
Not possible! I'm scared of pain to go and off myself! And a painless death needs money, lots of it...
Now I'm not feeling like thinking or coming up with anything anymore... Too depressed to think...
"As expected of me!" I said with a monotone and an expressionless face. "Let's just stay here and starve to death..."
Maybe I'm going to die of dehydration before dying of starvation... By the way, the sky is so bright and blue... Where's the cloud? Isn't it too bright for me to die right now?
It would be great if it started raining anytime now... Not that I'm thirsty or anything... I just think that, dying while it's raining is beautiful... Feels like the world is crying for me...
".... Am i trippin or is the world start spinning?" A frown graced my dirty, pale and emancipated face.
I felt a little scared but decided to just let go... Ignoring it.
Rather than feeling better, i think it's getting worse... My stomach hurts, my throat is burning, my head is dizzy and my body is weak, like I'm underwater.... Help I'm under the water...
My stupid brain decides to get playful it seems... I think I'm about to die yet still think of some old meme...
"It's.... Ge.. thi..ng.. dark... N.. ow.." I managed to let that out with difficulty. With ragged breath and a cracked voice before it all staring to get blurry and slowly the world turned dark....
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Unknown times, unknown places.
"I thought i died? How am i still talking and feeling really energetic?! And why is it so dark here?! Did i go blind or something? Anyone? Someone? My dick is ten meters long!!"
Yeah right. No ones here ...
I tried to shout and scream like a bitch but still got no response. I was inside a forest when i died? Been staying there for like, 5 days before i kicked the bucket...
Gotta keep the street clean yeah? Don't want to get someone else's shoes dirty after all.
Anyway, I'm sure that i was so weak i couldn't even stand up. But now i can jump around and filled with excess energy, to the point where i feel troubled by it.
Putting that aside, it's really dark here.. Like, super duper DARK! I can feel, hear, breathe, and swallow my saliva. But i don't know if i can see, cuz it's really dark here... Important points need to be repeated a few more times yo~
I do know that I'm standing on even grounds, it feels like concrete but I'm not sure...
"What a pathetic insect."
A sudden voice echoed all around making it difficult for me to know where it comes from.
The voice was male, sounding deep and strong.
A frown started to appear on my face, not because of the insult, but because I'm really scared of pain.... What if he wants to torture me or something... Anyway joke aside, I'm not scared, but i do feel confused right now.
"Who are you?" I shouted back, with my body standing as straight as a pole, ready to run and fight back if necessary.
"Putting you here is an insult to me... To think he dares to put an insect in my domain! HOW INSULTING! SO INFURIATING!" The voice echoed again in a rage.
This time, his voice was guttural and filled rage as he roared the last part. It made my ears ring like he was shouting just right beside my ears.
Rather than fear, i strangely felt nothing and just stood there like a statue. With a frown on my face.
"Like, who the hell are you dude? I can understand you're angry cuz I'm here uninvited. But you need to know that i don't even know where i am and how i get here! I do know that i died... At least i think i should've died...."
I complained. My tone a bit annoyed, and filled with helplessness.
Who cares if he got even more angry at me! I was depressed enough to want to die so, i guess it's even better if he kills me now? So without waiting for his reply i continued.
"I don't know what your issue is, but can you stop shouting? It's fucking loud and annoying. If you understand me, I'd rather us talk it out like a being with intelligent... Better than just shouting at each other like a bitch, yeah?" I taunted him more.
"GET OUT!"
He roared so loud that i could feel the earth(?) I'm standing started to shake. A strong gust of wind blew me away from behind, making me tumbling around, rolling on the ground(?) painfully before something hard hit my head causing me to be dizzy and losing my consciousness.