She used to be was now a word Kaylie was familiar with, whenever she acted bad and angry in front of her mom's friends, her mom will laugh hysterically and say "she was not always like this", sometimes Kaylie just wants to be is the way she was before it started, before the ruin started, she didn't like disappointing her mom but it seemed to be all she did, she just wanted to be like herself again, loved and always happy but now the anger of losing herself cannot make her loved and happiness, how can she get that when she is like this, but it all started from her first fall