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The Car Ride Home
The car hummed softly as it wound down the long private road away from the Bellamy estate. Claire sat alone in the back, leather seat pressing against her shoulders, but she couldn't find comfort. The tinted window blurred the city lights, streaks of neon and gold bending into abstraction as the driver carried her silently through the night.
Her father's voice still clung to her ears. "That kind of fire doesn't warm, Claire. It consumes."
She crossed her arms over her chest, pulling herself tight. Normally, after a confrontation with Richard, she would retreat behind her own practiced silence, walling herself off until the storm inside her passed. But tonight, silence pressed too hard.
Because for once, she wasn't only replaying his words. She was replaying Michael's face.
He had been trembling, his body failing him, yet there had been something in his eyes—stubborn, raw, unpolished—that unsettled her more than all the cold logic her father had hurled at her. She didn't want to be drawn to it. She didn't even know if she trusted what she saw.
But she couldn't unsee it.
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Eleanor's Shadow
The blur of lights outside the car pulled her backward, years into the past. She was twelve again, standing in a hospital room that smelled of bleach and decay.
Her mother, Eleanor, lay pale against white sheets. Even sick, she had tried to smile, to hold Claire's hand and squeeze it weakly as if promising she wasn't leaving. Claire had clung to that hand as if it were a rope keeping her from falling.
Her father had been there, always there—but not there. He managed the doctors, barked at the nurses, signed the checks. He was present as stone, immovable, necessary, but never soft. Not once had he sat and let Claire lean against him while the machines beeped. Not once had he cried.
When Eleanor finally slipped away, Claire had waited for him to break. To show even a crack. But he never did. He only built walls higher and higher, burying his grief in empire. And Claire had learned to do the same—because what else could she do when warmth itself had vanished?
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Bellamy Steel
At eighteen, desperate to escape the estate's suffocating silence, she had enlisted. The military had been a shock to her system. Mud caked her boots, sergeants screamed until their voices broke, drills stripped her body to exhaustion.
But in the mud, she found something Richard's empire never gave: honesty. Soldiers yelled, cried, laughed, bled—no walls, no masks.
Her first scar came during a training exercise, a misstep that sent her tumbling and left a jagged mark along her knee. She remembered her commanding officer looking at her afterward, not with pity but with blunt recognition. "You're Bellamy steel, girl. Won't break easy."
She had carried those words like armor. And in the quiet of the barracks at night, she had whispered them to herself, almost as if she were whispering them to her father, begging him to hear. See me. I'm strong. I survived. Aren't you proud?
He never said it. But she remembered the folded letter slipped under her door the night before she left: "Make yourself strong enough to survive, because the world won't care you're my daughter."
It wasn't love. But it was something.
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Back to the Present
The car turned, city blocks giving way to the glowing skyline. Claire leaned her forehead against the glass, coolness grounding her.
Why, then, had Michael Rivers unsettled her so deeply?
He was nothing like Richard. He didn't command with power or control. He didn't stand tall behind walls of certainty. He was fragile—his body visibly breaking under the strain of obsession. He shook as he worked. His voice cracked. And yet… he didn't hide it.
That was what disturbed her most. He didn't hide.
Where Richard built fortresses, Michael left his wounds on the table for anyone to see. It was dangerous, reckless, even pathetic in its way—and yet it felt real. More real than the polished, hollow men her father paraded through boardrooms.
And that reality stirred something Claire couldn't name. Not attraction. Not yet. More like recognition. She knew what it meant to be cracked open and left to survive.
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Conflict of Loyalties
Her father's words battled inside her: "He consumes."
She should listen. Richard had spent his life surviving the kind of men who burned out. He knew the price of weakness. He had lived longer, seen more.
But Eleanor's shadow whispered something else. Her mother had believed in light, even when dying. She had taught Claire that walls may shield you, but they also starve you.
Claire sat back, heart caught between those voices—her father's stone and her mother's warmth. And Michael… Michael was the question mark between them.
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Decision
The car slowed as it approached the estate gates. Claire sat straighter, composing her face into its practiced mask. Richard would see her again in the morning, and he would see steel, not cracks. He would never know what churned inside her.
But beneath the mask, Claire made a quiet vow.
She would see Michael Rivers again.
Not because she trusted him. Not because she desired him. But because something in his trembling defiance demanded to be understood.
And perhaps, in understanding him, she might finally understand herself.