The first day have gone rather quiet as i think i might have spend the hole day more isnide my head then actually tryingf to see if i could see anything that looks of.
My chest have actually smoothened out. Its weird as today morning it had looked like a normal healing tattoo while today it looked fully healed. Its strange it also lookes less muted and sometimes if its bit darker and i look at it i can swear it had a weary light glow to it.
Today i had also booked a husky sled ride since its winter time and i alwasy thoought it would looks awasome. The dogs where all super friendly and some of the other guests where even bit jealuse of how friendly the dogs where towards me. The owner a lovley man named Sander said i had to had a good connection with animals. Kay the main dog of the sled team i got was even protective over me when other guests wanted to walk over to look at them.
Sander had just laughted and saied it looked like Kay have choosen me so i would have no other choice then take him and his team. Kay was one of the professional competition dogs that they had. He had lovly blue eyes that looked really inteligent and so nice and warm fur.
The tour was amazing how it looked. The sound of the paws running true the snow and the wind howling in the hair. The cold did not bite either today as hard as it had yesterday as i had arrived. Maybe it was because i had managed to get some sleep even if it had been really weird.
Yet i think that Sander was really kind. He was sweet and reminded me kind of the dogs that he had. Like how much he smiled when i told him about how fantastic the dogs where. It was so nice to see how much pride he put in them. Some people would properly never understand how much work it takes to train them.
The itch in my chest had not really bin right there had been like weird. Like a fire in the chest that had been burning and spreading true my body. It was like the fact that when i rewalized i had forgotten my glowes when walking out. Sander had even asked me if i had wanted to borrow from him as he thought i had to be cold.
When i got back from the trip i got some food but really had not been interested. The food was kind of blant and even if i knew that i was supposed to be hungry yet i eat just half of it. My brain had quiet down and i feelt kind of empty inside of me. Like the restlessness that i always though was part of me was just gone. There was rather a more quiet calculated feeling. Like the thing that usually drove me out to do stuff was gone.