my name is Yuna and when I was a young girl there was a wrong in my live, I'm not sure if the wrong on me or in the world but I think the wrong in the people, I was born in a Racist world there was
a big difference about the Black and white, when I was little my mom died when I was young and my dad, He threw me into the orphanage cuz he could effor my expins and no one in the orphanage
loved me and my name in the orphanage is the hated Her father threw her, her mother died because of her, you murderer no one need you No one wanted to adopt me
I think this is because how I look The maids did not want to touch me because they were afraid of me I'm just 6 years old sometimes It hurts me and the Manger beats me because no one wants to adopt me and I sleep without dinner and they don't let me sleep on the bad I sleep with the animals in the barn I cry all Night all this is because I'm black
I wasn't black I was brown I lived in a small village, and my biggest dream was to leave it to go to the city. I did not know many things but when I need to clean the barn
I go to a small library in the village I can't read but there was a beautiful woman she was so kind, and her name is Lamar she always takes care of me that way I can't live she teach me lot
something she was like my mom I got attached to her and she was the thing that drives me in life and in one day there was a woman she want to adopted a baby girl and the nannies were trying to get rid of me and saying I was talented but the woman looks so scary after a long time she adopted me and I ran away to the library to tell Lamar and
she tries to hide me, but the woman come and try to take me to her home, but I cry so loud, and Lamar try to calm me down and after all the women take me and all the way
I just crying Lamar was confused, and unfortunately, I ended up having to say goodbye to Lamar. It was a sad farewell, and that was the hardest moment in my life. The lady's house was very far away, but it was in the city and Before I left, Lamar whispered my blame in my ear and said, "Your dream will come true."
but one of this dream is to take Lamar with me When we arrived, my fear was justified. This woman adopted me to make me work in her store. I thought I had come out of hell, but I had just entered another level but I think I have a little luck there was a big library `I can't reed very good because Lamar but That woman noticed that I could read at a young age, so she enrolled me in a school to benefit from me in the future, but I refused because I wanted to study in the library, but she refused so strongly that she hit me, forced me, and threatened me that I would never go to the library again. She was very mean I was encouraging myself to make friends, so I told myself that if I was going to school, she would have to buy me school supplies. Fortunately for me, she was selling them in her store, otherwise she would not have bought them for me in the day of the school she take me and all the kid's They were crying, but I was calm because I had already lost my mother, so I didn't care if this woman disappeared. I never loved her in the first place But I will not lie, I was afraid, and when I arrived, the children were playing in the yard with their friends, but I was sitting in the chair watching them without moving, and suddenly they all entered their classrooms and left me alone because of my extreme fear. I looked at the school gate and it was open. I went to it quickly, and when I left, I did not know where it was. I go, but the school supervisor came and took me to the principal's room, and they knew that I was the new one, so they gave me two ID pins and took me to my class It was the tensest moment in my life. No one applauded me. I almost cried, and then several days later, so quickly that I did not realize it. My impression of school was that it was the scariest thing in the world, and the woman or my new mom name is Lina i call her aunty My aunt pulled me to school the other day because I refused to go but the other day is not that bad there was a kind A wonderful teacher who used to help me with my assignments and try to get close to me and not let anyone bother me. In a few days, I became social and had a lot of people. My two best friends, Jessica and Sarah, were the best two before I knew who they really were, but there was a much worse girl called Brunka did not leave anyone alone. She would hit the boys, bite the girls, and sometimes pinch her. The teachers were afraid of her because of her face. She was so pale that everyone was afraid of her One day, the nice teacher got angry because Brunka pushed me down the stairs and I almost fell, but the teacher caught me and grabbed Brunka and took her to class and said to all the children, "What did Brunka do to you today? If someone says, 'she hit me,' she hits Brunka. And since that day, I haven't seen Brunka. I think." She hates me, but since that day the students have loved me more Since that incident, I became a social person and my relationship with my adoptive mother is good and she stopped making me work in her store. She must have been upset because of her lover's betrayal of her. She was trying to show me off to her lover's girlfriend, but it didn't work. This was nerve-wracking but she became a bit calm, but she becomes scary when she gets angry and when I was seven, of course, we didn't have a party, but my mom brought me a strange box, and when I opened it, there were schoolbooks. I discovered at that time that she didn't care about anything except that I was successful in my studies, but I didn't care, but there was one thing that mattered to me, which was that I didn't like my name, so I wanted to change it. When I told my mom about this, she was trying to distract me because she was busy, and she said, of course, what do you want it to be? I said happily, I want it to be lama, so she said, great, and she left. And on the day of school, we had a new angry teacher, she was scary, she wanted I quickly got to know the students and asked about their names, and when it was my turn, I said proudly: Lama. The whole class laughed, and my colleague approached and said: Don't lie, this is not your name. Then the teacher said: What is your real name? I said: This is my name and I was insistent. Then a beautiful and wonderful girl approached and said: It is none of your business. This is how she wants her name to be. Leave her alone at that moment I didn't know where to focus: me procrastinating the lesson, the woman who lied to me about changing my name not causing me any problems, or the kind girl who helped me get out of depression at the last minute. The teacher got angry because I was disturbed, so she took the kind girl and me to stand outside. While my tears streamed down the floor and filled the room, she was smiling brightly and she had nothing to worry about. This is normal for our age. I was envious that she could smile like that. I wouldn't be able to smile like that even in a million years. She stopped me from crying with such funny faces. Then she started talking to me and introducing herself to me. She said her name was Elly. I even felt embarrassed by her name. She said to me calmly, "What's your name?" I said, afraid that she would laugh like the whole class at my name. I didn't want to cry again. My name is Yuna. She said, "Then why do you want to change it? It's the cutest name I've ever heard." My heart trembled violently and I went back to crying. Elly was laughing. It was one of the best moments of my life that saved me at the last moment Eli become my best friend and my dearest friend as well and as for my old friends I noticed that they were laughing at me that day along with the rest of the class This was a shock to me but it made my character a little stronger but I noticed that I don't needed anyone but elly She stands by me every time I get bullied by the kids in class It would have been so scary Without her I would never have been able to live a normal life Although it's not normal yet Apparently the lady who adopted me has a new boyfriend So she forced me to go back to work at the store and school at the same time It wasn't a great store It was just a regular boring grocery store The customers are surprised when they see I'm a kid working But they don't care because of my skin colour I've come to hate it so much And now that woman comes home late at night So I have to eat snacks from the store for dinner Sometimes I go to bed hungry But I won't complain Because I used to sleep on the floor at the orphanage At least here I sleep on the couch in the living room Regardless The house looks scary at night alone But I control myself So I don't get thrown out on the street like a pauper I have to be happy with what I have Or it will be taken from me I wait impatiently for the morning to go to Ellie at school And there are some nights I couldn't sleep from excitement The weekend was like a nightmare to me I was just working at the damn store while she had a great time On trips with her silly lover, he must be her lover, they are alike in everything Suppose it's Ellie, I have some good friends, I met a boy named Bruno and a girl named Maria, we became like a band, it was fun, we used to go during break time, help the pregnant cafeteria worker, and go stop bullies, until Ellie started changing for some reason, when I try to talk to her, she ignores me and doesn't play like me, like we used to do since Maria came into our lives, she tries to steal her from me, she steals my best friend, like she tells her that I'm ugly and dark, that they should stay away from me and stuff, I was very sad because Ellie started hating me, but Bruno is still with me, but I noticed that he also stops playing with me, I got mad at her because she steals my friends from me, and I wanted to hit her hard, but so I went to Ellie directly, Maria is trying to break us up, but her response was like a thunderbolt to me, she said that she didn't love me from the beginning because I'm poor, she loves Maria because she has money and buys her everything she wants, and I don't do anything for her, it turns out that Ellie is my good, kind friend with her wonderful laugh, she She's fake and her laughter and she doesn't care about money I thought I was rich at the time because I was doing my own hair and dressing well and getting some snacks from the store and as for Bruno he seemed to be into Ellie so he got close to me to show her so when Ellie walked away he walked away too This incident was a huge change in my personality for the worse, I became spiteful and violent by nature, my personality became shaky, I stopped going to school and started going to the library near the store, of course without the lady knowing, if she knew I would have definitely died, because she would get angry quickly for any trivial reason, and would come home drunk and beat me for the most trivial reasons. But what saved me from this situation were books, they took me to another world, and writers have minds other than ours, they have a much greater imagination, I loved any kind of books, but my favourite were fiction books because they created a new world in which there was no racism. The situation continued like this for a month until the lady discovered that I would not go to school after I almost died in her hands with my head bleeding, and after she did not care, she sent me back to school, but I insisted on not going, so I was transferred to another school. Of course I had no friends, and no one applauded me at my welcome party, but I did not care. My biggest concern was excellence, I was just studying and I studied until I reached the third grade, I was the top of my class and the teachers loved me for my excellence, some students didn't like this, but there were some dark-skinned students who didn't care about their colour like me, but we became friends, I started playing and having fun, one day I went to school early to play more and I found three students in the class, a girl and two boys, I went to sit in my seat to prepare my things and the boys started to harass me, I tried to ignore them, but my personality became violent, I stood up from my seat and started running around the whole class chasing them to hit them, and after I almost caught up with one of them, my foot tripped and I fell and my eye hit the edge of the table, when I raised my head my classmate was screaming and crying, I said in panic "What's wrong?" She took out a mirror and showed me what I looked like, I was bleeding profusely and the whole class was covered in blood as well as my clothes. She grabbed my hand while I was crying and took me to the nurse's room, when I arrived she was amazed by my appearance, I was crying hard, she lifted me onto the bed and started cleaning and bandaging the wound and brought me my bag from the class and asked me to give her my guardian's number, I refused because I knew that if the woman knew I would be dead, but she did not listen to me, she took my ID and the number and called her, and when she came everyone was nervous from the way she looked at me, as if she was going to kill me, she took me in her car and when we got home she raised her hand to hit me, but at the last moment she received an important call and left, we all know that a call from that evil eye withdraws her money because of her love for him, it does not matter, the most important thing is that I did not die, it is the first time I am grateful to him, and as usual I went to the library, but I could not see well, so I returned home early, unlike usual And of course she doesn't know anything called comfort. All she cares about is enjoying her time with that silly guy. So I had to work in the store all the time. After a week and some tests at the clinic, my vision was damaged and I started wearing glasses. I had to go back to school. I didn't really miss it, although I played with some kids. I knew the end. I became known at school for my intelligence and in the library for my talent for reading quickly and my great love for books and my appreciation for them since they were my only reason for life. It's okay for me to stop going to school, but I won't stop reading books I was ten years old in the same situation, then the woman who adopted me married her second lover, and after that they travelled on their honeymoon to France with the money that she had saved from my work in the store, and I was left in New York in the store. Let's say that I got smarter in mathematics, and it was spent on me, but I did not lack anything. Never, but I never had the most important thing in the world, which is a family. The warmth of the family is the only thing I never had in my life. All the children in my school have a family that cares about them forever. I go to school with some sweets And snacks, but the rest of the students brought lunch boxes full of delicious meals. They were telling me how lucky I was because I brought sweets with me. They did not know that the opposite was true. The situation continued like this for a month when they returned from their honeymoon. We discovered that the lady, forgive me, I cannot call her my mother. Let us continue. We discovered that she was pregnant. I knew at the time what pregnant meant, but I did not have a real family to tell me that the bird would bring the child after nine months. No, they explained to me how the birth took place, so that I was working as a slave for her while she was pregnant In her fifth month, I started going out and shopping. Her husband hit me because I did not go with her. Then she came back and continued beating me because I made her beloved husband angry. I don't know how the nine months passed without me dying, but I was fine. When I went to the hospital, she did not tell me. I was used to her absence, but she called from the hospital after For two days, she said, "Clean the house. I am coming." I did not refuse. When she returned, the baby was a girl. They called her Lily. She was very cute, but they did not let me get close to her because I am brunette. But I did not give up. I played with her every minute Lily became five years old and I became fifteen years old. I used to love Lily very much and would take her to buy clothes and sweets. The store became in my name and the two gentlemen became like parents to me because I had been patient with them all this time and excelled in my studies and won many reading competitions and became very social. I entered high school, and one day I made a lot of friends. The school was busy. The teacher entered the reading room and introduced herself, saying, "It was nice to meet you. My name is Lamar, "I will be your teacher." She sighed and then i i remembered my days With her, she went under the desk and began to cry. Until the end of the lesson, I left the classroom and followed her. When I caught her, I eagerly told her, "I am Yona. Do you remember me?" Lamar fell to the ground in shock and began to cry. She said, "I did not think I would see you. You have become a beautiful girl who has really grown up." We lived together for a while, and we lived together for a while. We cried. I missed her warm embrace. As I hugged her, the crying increased. She took me to the teachers' room and started asking me about my condition when she found out that I had a new sister. I was really happy to discover that the teacher, Lamar, had it She has a son a year older than me and in the same school called felix. We got to know him and now we are lovers. I lived the rest of my life in love and peace with my loved ones. I graduated, and because of my great love for books, I became a writer and wrote many stories and became a famous writer with my name, which I did not love, and my sad past. Without a family, I did not have anything, but now I have everything. I married felix and now I have twin girls and a boy at the age of three, and the family I dreamed of is now mine. Because I was very patient, I did not give up halfway through Don't give up on the friends who abandoned me. I have much better friends now. Path friends. I'm glad I didn't fall.