Annabelle's Pov
I can't believe my dream day is here. The long awaited day. The day I will be strongly and officially belong to someone.
The most exciting thing about this day is that my best friend turned sister Mia. My darling will be here to celebrate this day with me.
Mia has stood right with me through all my struggles, when I am sad, when I am happy, when I am broken, when I am a ghost of my own self. Mia has been there, oh what a friend, she is the kind of friend any girl wishes for.
I can remember back when I was 19 going to 20, I had the biggest breakdown ever. I was so depressed, I entered the darkest part of my life. The part that only a miracle can draw me out of.
But she was there, even if I wasn't myself at least I can remember her doing all she could to get me out of bed.
I slept for days, didn't eat, didn't bathe, nothing, just dieing slowly and crying everytime till I was out of tears. I was shit at that moment but I had Mia.
She was there, she was never tired of me, she stayed with me, she cried with me, she lifted my spirit again, she gave me hope in life, I believed her, I trusted her, I took her as my own just as she did with me and now look here we are.
Unlike other friends they would have been tired of me but not her. She was patient, loving, caring, compassionate and had my best interest at heart, I loved her and I know she loves me too.
I can't be grateful enough to have a friend like her, it's very rare and I got it , I am lucky.
That's why today I am the luckiest bride on earth
I have the best husband to be and the best friend. I am the happiest bride.
My fiance, a total gem, yeah we have had our ups and downs but he still understood me, he still stayed, he finds different ways possible to make me feel loved, despite all the ups and downs the love didn't was still there, unwavering.
I have heard of his past and it almost broke me but seeing the man he is becoming and all, I can't be proud enough. Yes he was a very flirty kind of person and was a well known badass chronic playboy, I heard it too.
But he has changed, he is now a breakfast in bed type of guy, a guy who tucks me in when I go to bed at night, gives me soft kisses on my forehead at night and signs me a lullaby just like I loved it when I was little.
He takes me to go shopping and stays there to give me the best compliments ever and chooses the best clothes for me.
I started to feel like I was living life again, I started feeling alive again, I started feeling like there was something for me in this world. I became happy, maybe happier. I loved life and I was ready to live every bit of it.
Thanks to the two of them, I wonder what I can possibly do without them. Yeah yeah I do have my suspicions about him but what do you think? I am only human and we love being loved and being able to love. It just feels good.
So whenever I am with them I can't find a reason to be sad , because they both are always ready to help me.
I am blessed.
I feel like the perfect bride and the perfect best friend. First in history I have a reason to be happy. I feel special, I feel blessed, I feel appreciated, I feel seen.
I love me!
Randomly remembering my first date. I was so scared, after recently finding out about his playboy past, his economic status and his life, I was scared it felt like I was willing to enter a trap.
But I decided to go anyways what is life without risk and I am proud of the fact that I did because I wouldn't be here now! I wouldn't be as happy as I am.
I fucking feel special. Can't stop smiling.
A whole five star restaurant, it was just a single table in the middle, two seats and beautiful sky blue flowers. Pianists play nice music, slow, sexual, classy and all. Shivers ran down my spine.
It was just a first date, it was a fucking first date, why all these? What is he trying to prove?
Now I see, he wanted me to get every glimpse of his perfection even if he has had things a little Stormy in the past.
So finally, a day to be happy for me, a day to celebrate me, a day for me to be loved and feel loved, with my perfect diamond designed sparkly white dress designed personally by the Dsquared bros.
They are so iconic, wearing this dress makes me feel like Yasmin, cause what the fuck is this master piece? So detailed, so beautiful, so beyond perfect.
Everything is screaming perfection, I can't be less happier.
My mum, she has longed for this day, all she wanted to see was her beautiful daughter with someone she deserves, someone that sees her worth and appreciates it.
It's true that my mum hasn't been such a big fan of John but the energy I am getting from her today, it seemed like she was now ok and happy with everything.
My cake was screaming perfection and so was the detailed design, I started to feel like I was in a cotton candy coma In the rainbow up in the sky. Everything was looking so good to be true.
But it is, and it is for me. It's all for me, a perfect bride like me.