The day has dragged, I spent lunch in the holding cell, alone. Max is still in secure.
Classes have dragged since max left. My mood is dull. It's boring without anyone to talk to.
Im currently watching the clock tick by, it has my rapt attention. We have two minutes to go before the bell goes. I wait patiently. Dying to get out.
John knocks on the door then opens it. His late by three minutes. He steps in then calls me.
'Hope come along' I stand up and practically run to him. He gestures for me to go through so I do.
John closes the door then grabs my shoulder lightly and walks me out of the building.
'You seem excited to get back hope, is everything alright? You know you can talk to me' John says.
'My minds a mess John, I need a shower to calm my thoughts, they're overwhelming' John hums in response.
When we get to girls dorm block the bell goes. The door buzzes and unlocks so John pulls the door open. We both step inside.
We walk to my room, John pulls the door open and I step inside my room.
'How's max?' I ask hesitantly. I'm worried.
'His fine, took him quite some time to calm down though so his staying the night, you'll see him tomorrow. Its half term for the next two weeks though so when everyone has left your both moving into secure, so pack your home clothes up' I nod my head in response.
John nods then closes the door. The door buzzes and locks. His clearly overridden the locking and unlocking system. The trees are still being removed.
I pull out some jogging bottoms and a T-shirt then take them into the bathroom. I peal off my clothes and climb into the shower. I turn the water on and step under when the water is hot. I scrub at my hair and body until I'm clean then shutting off the water, I step out.
I dry my hair with a towel then wrap it and I tuck it at the back. I then dry off my body. I brush my teeth then slip into my clothes. I grab my dirty clothes and take them into my room, chucking them into the laundry bag at the bottom of my bed.
I unhook the towel then brush out the knots in my hair. Now I'm dressed and ready I grab my suitcase from in my wardrobe and pull it over to my draws. I grab my underwear and clothes and chuck them all in my suitcase. I then throw in my brush, my iPod and charger and a few books from on top of my table. The next two weeks are probably going to be boring. Now I'm packed I zip up my suitcase and haul it to the door.
I can't really do much now as I'm locked in. So I turn on the tv. We have 5 channels. It sucks. I click on channel one and watch the news. It's quite boring but it passes the time.
When the door buzzes and unlocks I turn off the tv. John opens the door so I get up off the bed. I step out and John walks me into the hall. He stays by the door though. Probably keeping watch so I don't try to escape.
I grab a plate and pile on some chicken curry and rice. When my plate is full I turn around. I spot Allison who is currently waving enthusiastically at me. I smile lightly and head over to her.
I place my tray down and sit beside her.
'Hey, I'm leaving today, I'm not coming back to hellhole after half term' I shoot a small smile.
'You're lucky, I'm going to miss you' I say. Allison flings her arms around me then says quietly.
'I'll miss you too, you stay strong'. We both pull back. I can see Allison has tears rolling down her cheeks. She wiped them away subtly then starts to eat. I eat as well.
When we're finished eating Allison gets up.
'I'm sorry I've got to go grab my suitcase' she walks off waving happily. I wave back at her and smile lightly. I'm glad she's getting out of this hellhole but I wish it was me.