"How pathetic... this is how you die, Nobody to protect you! Nobody to save you, You have nobody. They are all out there protecting themselves. That's the reality of those pricesses you so latch onto-"
*Slash*
"Nolan!"
"Nolan Sama"
"Honey!"
"Nolannn!!!"
"Nolan san"
"Nol"
"Master"
"Nolan"
"Nonnie."
10 women lined up next to each other in a sense to protect the Guy Nolan.
My arch rival or rather someone i despise because he makes me realise just how worthless and alone i really am.
"This is how you dieee You bastard!"
My childhood friends screamed at me as they cast a spell do distructive it'd wipe my entire existence.
I... always thought that in the end there'd be nobody on your side to protect you when you most need them.
But... it appears that i was wrong.
I wanted him to know... how helpeless i felt when he drove me out of the academy and nobody stood by my side.
All because of a fake alligation made by some commoner women.
I was dragged out of the academy and thrown out into the slumps.
I lived day and night surviving with nothing but a loaf of bread.
To make that bastard realise that trust is a feeble thing.
I set various bad rumours against him and threw him into a corner...
But, the same people who threw me out believing those stupid rumours were the ones who shielded him from them.
Maybe... i shouldn't have seeken vaildation from people who aren't willing to give anything at all.
It was the case for me.
They all held a very important place in my heart but to them i was nothing more than the dude who followed them around.
I found the person who made the alligation and asked her why she did that.
The answer she gave me was... that sister was the one who asked her to spread it.
All the people who i held dear to me... ostracized me in a single day.
and... this is how I'm gonna die.
A spell right to my neck.
Piercing me whole.
The most precious people in my life... ended up betraying me and i ended up becoming an international Criminal while i was only trying to scrape by.
20 years of suffering amounted to absolutely nothing.
I said that the princesses were the kinds of people who would easily believe runours.
But... it appears that it was only in my case.
It was just convenient to them to believe in it because they wanted to get rid of me.
I could see tears in their eyes as they watched my body grow cold.
Haa... well, it appears they have some kind of humanity in them.
But ofcourse... not caring about my body growing colder by the second.
They started healing the 'hero' instead who had only minor injuries.
It was funny... because i could have still been saved.
But... it appears they had no intentions in doing so.
I am going to die and... there's nothing i can do about it.
Is... this really the end?
Are they seriously not going to save me?
Memories started flashing in front of my eyes as i saw the back of the women who used to be my childhood friends.
They were truly exhausted from the injuries and they they were doing their best to save the hero.
Even my sister didn't bother glancing my way.
She was too busy with the hero.
I thought to myself at this point...
If i ever regress back into those days, I'll completely ignore the heroines and live a modest normal life. I'll discard anyone and everyone who hurt me and turned me into what i am now.
'I'll take the path of the loner... Which I'm so familiar am comfortable with.'
'I Don't need a father or mother, I don't need that wretched sister nor do i need any of the women who doscarded me like i was a used up match stick.'
I'm truly done with humans, i don't need romances this time.
I don't need any familial ties.
I won't yearn for them, i won't beg for them.
If I'm having to beg my mother to give me some love than I'm better off leaving her side forever.
Haa...
Well... what's the bloody point?
It's not like I'll go back in time or anything like that.
That shit only happens in novels.
In reality... if i die than i stay dead.
I... should just close my eyes, I can't bear to watch that scene in front of me anymore.
They... truly received a happy ending but i on the other hand... died as a 3rd rate villain.
They'll probably go and fight the demon lord and get a happy ending but... i on the other hand will be forgotten by everyone.
Goodbye old friends, I hope i never get to see your faces again.
...
"Ved... hey ved!"
Huh? Where... am i?
What... is this place?
Am i in a hospital...
"Get uppp!"
did they save me?
"Hey Ved, get uppp! What are you doing sleeping here."
"Huh?"
The moment i opened my eyes to the constant jerking... i saw the figure of my sister.
Jerking me, with a beautiful smile on her face.
She was nowhere close to having those cold disgustful eyes when she saw me.
Why... did it happen.
"Alicia! Why do you always have to involve us with your brother like that?"
"You know we don't like him right?"
"We were having so much fun already, you had to wake up the sleeping demon."
I heard shouts from the others.
It was the heroines.
"Come on guys... don't be like that, I know you guys can be good friends."
"Tch! If it weren't for you... we'd have never neen friends with a guy like him."
I could hear intense displeasure coming from their words.
Their actions too... were the exact same.
Filled with displeasure and hate.
While i was flabbergatsed watching the faces of mere 10 year olfs showing such disgustful expressions...
I was comfused by something else.
Have... i come back in time?