Unspoken Promises
Her voice at last shattered the silence, low, hesitant, a quiver of naked exposure running through every word. "Victor… why? After all this… why now? After all these years…"
He shut his eyes for one heartbeat, allowing the fresh night air to calm the turmoil of feeling he could not wholly express. When he opened them once more, they blazed with unspoken determination, a measured compromise of desire and restraint. "Because… if I remain in the relationship you wish, Sasha… I would be a deception to you. I would be an imitation of what you deserve. I can't… not yet." His voice came soft, tinged with regret, longing, and vulnerable honesty. "But that doesn't mean I don't care.". That doesn't mean that I don't… He hesitated, between impulse and control, before recovering the substance in his words, determined, unflinching, with the unthinkable in every vowel.
