{Author- I'm sorry I was gone for so long and wasn't writing but I was waiting on my new cover from fan/reader and she did a great job on the cover that you see, but I'm back now so I hope you guys will continue like the story's that I have written along with checking out my fan-fic for the fiesta fan-fic contest Tensura: That time I was reincarnated as a Hybrid. But I'm Also thinking of add another to the competition, for I'm thing of putting Walking dead: Futa in it as I would rewrite it and you guys could get updated chapters for it. But let me know you think if you want me to add Walding dead: futa to the fiesta fan-fic contest.}
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Feeling the true meaning of what she said while also feeling the others feeling through the bond, I feel the tears start to form in my eyes before hugging her back pulling her close to me while burry my face in her neck sobbing now with it felling like something has finally been freed letting my heart fell light but with the lingering feeling of guilt still there.
(The next day)
Waking up with Zina holding me I snuggle against her to feel more of her warmth just when I get comfortable, I hear her gentle voice "morning Hanna did you sleep well?" While she pulled me closer to her before kissing my forehead causing me to smile "morning Zina thanks for staying with me that was a lot to take in yesterday..." stopping when I recalled the memories I had gotten from Luna Lyna 'will I continue on gaining her memories from now on? Also, what about my sisters... did she manage to save them back then or at least one of them. Then there's also what happened to the girls... I have to get stronger in order to save them from the cruelty that I have to go through as... it should only be me that has...' Stopping my thoughts when I was sudden brought to sit up and see both Casey and Zina in front of with gentle but serious faces while the others where behind them see in their looks, I knew they had an idea of what I was thinking.
Mia: "Hanna didn't we just talk about this last night? Just be who you are and let us get to know the you of this era for we already know how Lyn is, so we can tell when you are taking on her treats but most in important we do not regret the choice of going this with you at all we made this choice knowing of that we would have to undergo some trails even if you didn't want to tell us."
Biting my lower at what she said while lowering my head before as I let my hair cover my face "you guys may say that but I knew that you guys still long for Lyn even if you have accepted the fact that I'm not her...not truly even if I get her memoires, I will never be here... and I knew you want to truly get to know me but you guys will always miss luna Lyn... and more that I get her memoires more you guys will be remained of her. Can you guys truly get to know me and develop feeling for me. I mean even my own wolf...."'
Jane: "Hanna I am your wolf and only yours even if I have the memoires of when I was Lyn wolf that is not truly me for, I am not them just like you are not Lyn and Casey along with the others feeling for you are true along with their wolf even if they don't you. Even if you keep on getting Luna Lyn memoires, we want to get to know you for you are their mate and only mate."
Biting my lower lip harder to were it draw blood after hearing what Jane said when I feel a hand placed on my shoulder having me lift my head, to see that it was Casey that had put her hand on my shoulder.
To see the hurt, sadness, longing for... her mate to accept her but the most of all that had showed were understanding, causing me to look at the others to see that Zina, Tasha, and Lacey also have the same look in theirs.
Casey: "Lyn...Hanna, I know that it's all a lot to taken in especially in such a short time and it might seem like another life for you... and it is but to us...seeing you now...alive and well after the last time that we did... seems like it was only yesterday but really a century has passed.
To us this a chance for us to truly get to know you and be with you for it is a chance for us to experience all of the things that's we missed out from when we didn't know the side of you that was battle harden, and secluded only showing us glimpse of the you we see now."
Feeling the tears going down my cheeks only to choke down the sound me wanting to somb "that's it Casey, Zina, and Lacey I don't want you girls to have to go through that again when this fate was suppose to be only for me but the most of all... I don't want you girls to be tortured to only see glimpses of the women that you all knew for I can never truly become the first Luna that you all knew.
Even if you accepted that I am a totally different, I will keep in getting her memories and it have me show side of the Lyna that you all know, knew, and loved getting your hopes up.
I know you all want to say that it's not true but deep down I know all of you want Lyna to return and she...won't for... I am not her... for I never will be for how she went about things an how I will are only going to make you suffer more for it will only force you realize that I'm not the Luna you all truly want and crave for."