I want your hug
The Beat Pub was alive with a vibe that was impossible to put into words.
Only someone who lived for the dance floor could really feel it—the pulse, the rhythm, the electricity in the air.
The guys standing behind Jin were completely caught up in it.
They watched with awe, unable to stop themselves from reacting.
Smart's performance had them hooked, spellbound.
Jin, just a few feet away from them, felt every bit of it hit him—every word, every flicker of desire, every spark of emotion they were giving off.
The pressure he'd been holding back finally snapped.
He shot to his feet like a storm ready to hit, every ounce of him exploding.
Everything he'd been bottling up inside was breaking free, and there was no way he was stopping now.
Leo yanked him by the arm, slamming him back into his seat.
"Damn it, Jin, control yourself," he hissed through gritted teeth.
"If you throw down now, it'll be chaos—and Smart will know you're here."
"Let go!" Jin barked, jerking up again.
"What the hell are you doing? Move out of my way.
You can't stop me—and you know it.
They're already in deep," he growled, shoving Leo's hand off him like it was nothing.
"I said calm the hell down.
Think before you do something stupid," Leo warned, grabbing him hard once more and forcing him back into the seat.
"Do you really think this was improvised?
No. Not at all. They've been here before — they've seen Smart before.
Did you hear the bullshit that came out of their mouths about what's mine?
And you're telling me to calm down???
What the hell were they even saying?!"
He stopped for a moment and looked Leo straight in the eyes.
"Do you understand how I'm burning inside?
Do you understand how I feel right now?"
"I heard it, and I know how you feel.
And I swear, I want to hit them just as much as you do," Leo said calmly,
not wanting the situation to blow up.
"But not now."
Leo knew exactly what Jin was feeling at that moment,
and he understood how hard Jin was holding himself back.
If he were in Jin's place, and someone dared to talk about Ren like that,
he would've lost control even worse than Jin —
and destroyed everything without thinking.
But in a public place, with famous people all around,
Jin couldn't act like that, since he was a well-known figure himself.
Any impulsive move from him
could cause serious damage —both to his relationship with Smart
and to his company's reputation.
Every move had to be carefully controlled,
not driven by anger.
Right now, my anger is bigger than all of that.
"I'm losing control inside.
I can't let this happen.
For fuck's sake — I'm losing control.
"How am I supposed to sit here and do nothing?" he said,
his fist slamming hard against the table.
"I don't want anything else except to hit those assholes who talked about my guy,"
Jin said under his breath.
"Smart is yours. No one's taking him," Leo replied.
"Calm down—because if something happens, it'll be even worse if Smart finds out.
You know that, right?"
"I swear… I can't handle it," Jin said, his voice heavy with rage.
"It's stronger than me. "It's fucking choking me-"It's tearing me up inside."
I just want to go there, grab Smart, take him to my apartment,
keep him there for days, just to have him in front of me…
close. Mine."
"I know that feeling," Leo said quietly.
"And I swear, I get you.
Breathe. Calm down.
Just remember—that handsome guy is yours.
Only yours. No one else's."
"I promise—we'll deal with them.
But not now. Not tonight. Not like this."
"Come on," Leo said softly, guiding him to a table farther away from those guys
Jin had never imagined himself in a situation like this before.
He had had many relationships, but with no one had he ever felt like this.
He had just been selfish before—fulfilling his own desires, and after that, he didn't care about their feelings or their lives.
But with Smart, it was different.
Even he couldn't believe it himself.
He couldn't fully understand the name of this feeling.
💛
Zoi, Nela, Ren, and Han ran straight to him, almost smothering him with hugs,
jumping from excitement and pure joy.
Zoi threw her arms around his neck, shouting at the top of her lungs,
"Whose is this most talented brother in the world?!"
Ren, Han, and Nela shouted all at once,
"Yours, of course!!!"
Leo watched them, smiling at how happy they all were.
It was the kind of atmosphere Leo wished he could share with Ren in moments like this.
Jin, on the other hand, had turned into a storm—restless and tense.
The place couldn't hold him, and his eyes kept drifting back to those guys.
Suddenly, someone walked up to the group, greeting everyone.
His attention settled on Smart as he stepped closer.
"Hey, Smart—congrats on the win and the performance you just gave,"
he said with a smile.
"Let me introduce myself. I'm Den, the choreographer."
Jin immediately turned his head and locked eyes with Leo.
"Fuck… how did they move so fast?
So this was planned.
They must've had their eyes on Smart for a while.
I swear, I could kill them right now."
💛
Those guys had already sent their choreographer over to make their move.
And the choreographer had agreed—Smart's dancing had completely blown him away, and he wanted him on his team.
Den was one of the most well-known choreographers in the country.
Around twenty-nine, though he looked even younger.
He was very talented and liked by everyone.
Just his looks alone were enough to make girls fall for him.
Smart smiled and shook his hand.
"I know who you are, and I truly admire your choreography.
Thank you for everything you told me. I really appreciate it
What you gave me was an indescribable feeling.
I really would love to work with you.
I'd love for you to be part of our team!"
"There's going to be an audition soon for the famous group *Us* to pick the right dancers for the crew!
If you're interested, I'll leave you my card and wait for you on the audition day."
He took the business card, and as soon as Den walked away, everyone burst into cheers
Smart smiled softly, feeling a deep happiness inside him.
It was an opportunity he had dreamed of for years, and now it was becoming real—but why did he feel a little empty?
Despite all the noise, emotions, and cheers, only one image appeared in his mind:
Jin's cute face!
God! How I wish you were here with me right now!
To touch me and feel proud of me!
How I wish I could share this joy with you—Smart thought, and without overthinking or even checking the time, he grabbed his phone and started typing a message!
Jin noticed, and at that moment felt almost breathless.
Who the hell is he texting at this hour? —he whispered loud enough for Leo to hear.
Suddenly, his phone screen lit up.
He grabbed it instantly.
On the screen appeared Smart's name.
His heart started racing!
So, this *hell* he was texting… it's you — Leo laughed loudly, lighting a cigarette.
Jin opened the message and read:
📱 Smart:My Jin! I want your hug!
Jin looked at Smart and realized that, despite everything, he was constantly on Smart's mind.
After all those tough moments for him, this message came at exactly the right time!
Even though he knew the night wasn't over and that plenty of other things could happen, for now… it felt like everything else could wait.
He started typing:
📱 Jin:
Cute! If you act like that, you know I can't hold back and I'm coming to you.
Smart, eyes wide and laughing:
📱 Smart:
Sorry for waking you!
It's only a few hours apart, but I swear…
It feels like eternity.
Jin read the message and suddenly shouted,
"Fuck, he's so cute!"
Leo glanced at him, shook his head, then looked back toward Ren.
Jin typed again, fast and heated.
📱 Jin :
Smart!!!
Don't make me come right now.
A few seconds later, the reply came.
📱 Smart:
Now sleep.
See you tomorrow.
Don't forget… you're mine.
Jin felt like his lungs filled with oxygen again.
He lit a cigarette, a smile refusing to leave his face.
📱 Jin:
I know.
Just like you're mine…
Smart was still holding his phone, rereading the message, when suddenly Han—bursting with happiness—jumped into his arms,
wrapping his legs tightly around Smart's waist.
He kissed Smart's cheek several times, telling him how happy he was for him, how proud he felt, and that he would always be his biggest supporter and fan.
Smart leaned closer and whispered teasingly:
"Don't tell me you're getting used to this position…
or worse—starting to like it?"
"Smart… you've turned into a real bastard," Han complained,
"and even in the middle of a celebration, you're still teasing me??"
"Careful not to push my limits right now. I'm a little dizzy, and I don't even know what I might do," Han whispered in his ear.
Smart took a deep breath and kept teasing him.
"Alright then… how long are you planning to stay in this position?"
Damn, still teasing… Han thought.
He stayed quiet for a few seconds before calling out his name.
"Smart!!" he said, eyes first on his lips, then up to his eyes.
"Are you gonna ask me again if I've got the guts to kiss you?"
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