it about a boy how's mother was killed and he want take revenge

I felt like i was going die my was beating very fast like it going to remove why did you leave me .I went to my and locking the door of my room then someone came nocking the door knock-knock -knock ''how's they '' i said in a very sad voice ''it me your dad''. ''Dad is that you'' ''max open the door' 'dad in sad voices ''what happen '' i ask in very low voice ''max i know how you feel '' ''you don't know how it feel to lost a mother because you are the one how kills his mother '' ''dad i love mother and love my family even you .you how i love mom i can't live a life without my mom .i run as fast that can i went to the montage to what happen then at night i decide to go to mom grave to pray for her and i was about to i felt like as some one hold my culler and push me away ''dad what are you doing here''