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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5 : Superman Without a Name

The rain washed the night off the city and left it louder.

He woke before dawn, the motel room blue and thin with light. For a minute he forgot where he was and who he wasn't. Then the pipe in the wall hissed, the upstairs faucet coughed, a truck downshifted outside, and every sound slotted into place like pieces of a puzzle he didn't ask to build.

He sat up slow. Hands flat on the blanket. Count. One, two.

The flip phone and the key lay where he left them on the table. 

He showered until steam fogged the mirror and the noise of the water filled his head enough to feel like quiet. He dressed, slid the key into his pocket with care like it might bruise, and stepped out.

The bodega's TV had switched from last night's fire to morning shows. The same clip rotated through three channels: shaky phone video of a blurry man lifting a bus; then a different angle of a figure smashing into a giant armored suit; then the figure hovering over smoking wreckage while people pointed up and shouted a word he refused to own.

The ticker at the bottom played with names. FLYING MAN SAVES BUS. WHO IS "SUPERMAN"? ANGEL OR ALIEN? Experts on couches argued about physics they didn't understand and motives they invented.

He bought a breakfast sandwich and two bottles of water. The clerk looked over his shoulder at the TV and then back at him and then away, like a person seeing a stray dog he wanted to feed but didn't want to invite home.

Outside, the air smelled like wet concrete and hot coffee. He ate with his back to the wall. A kid in a hoodie walked past, arms out, making whooshing noises. The kid's mother said, "No flying in the street," without looking up from her phone. He tried to smile. It didn't make it to his face.

Across the street, a deli had taped a printout to the window: BLUR IN THE SKY—SEND YOUR VIDEO. A man on a stool by the door scrolled on his phone, thumb steady, eyes wide. "There he is," the man told nobody. "Told you. Superman."

The name landed like a coin on his tongue. Wrong.

He could feel the city talking about him. Not words. A shift in pitch. A lightness in the air around conversation. Curiosity bright as static. Fear under it like a note you only hear if someone holds it too long.

He pulled the flip phone out. He didn't love needing anyone. He hated how much he needed the quiet room.

He typed with his thumb like he was learning a language from two decades ago. It's Jack. Quiet room? He stared at the screen for two seconds, then three. The little rectangle might as well have been a confession.

The reply came thirty seconds later. Text STOP if you don't want instructions. Otherwise: two blocks south, brick with green door, third floor, 3B. Don't break the lock. Key fits. I'll bring food later. —N

He flipped the phone shut and held it for a beat. The hinge made a clean click. Something about that honesty calmed him.

He didn't go straight there. He went back to the motel first. He packed his world into a plastic bag in five minutes: a spare shirt, the dead phone, the wallet he couldn't show to anyone. He left the key on the counter in the office and the woman behind the glass slid it into a drawer without looking up from her soap opera.

The green door building sat above a bakery that smelled like butter and memory. The stairwell was narrow and honest. Paint peeled in long strips that only came off if you picked at them. He didn't.

The key turned smooth. "Don't break the lock," Nat had said. He didn't.

The quiet room looked like a place someone had intended to furnish and then forgot. A couch that had been new once, a small table, a TV with an antenna that had lost half its fight. The best part was the walls. Concrete. Not drywall that begged for an accident. A single window faced a brick wall across a narrow alley. There was nothing to look at and everything to be relieved about.

He set his bag down. He stood in the middle of the room with his hands at his sides and waited for the panic to come. It didn't. The quiet here was a kind of noise he could negotiate with: the hum of a fridge, the faint whoosh of a vent, the shiver of footsteps somewhere two floors down. He locked the door from the inside and tried the TV.

Static. One channel came through. A podium, a crowd of microphones, a familiar face at the center.

Tony Stark looked like a man who knew cameras and loved them anyway. He cracked jokes like someone trying to keep a lid on a boiling pot and failing on purpose. The crawl at the bottom said STARK PRESS CONFERENCE. The room of reporters leaned forward as if they could climb into his mouth and pull out the truth.

He watched without blinking. He had seen this before. Not here. Not like this. In a theater with sticky floors and friends who threw popcorn when the credits rolled. He had laughed then. He didn't laugh now.

Stark smirked at a stack of cue cards and then set them aside. He took a breath, looked up, and said it plain: "I am Iron Man."

The room exploded. Reporters stood. Cameras flashed. The TV sound clipped and then returned. Stark's mouth quirked like a kid who just broke a rule he dared the world to write.

He sat on the couch because his knees decided he should. The noise of the press conference dropped to a hum in his ears. He felt the city tilt a degree. A myth had just given itself a name and a man to hold it.

He stared at the TV. He felt something he couldn't name. Envy wasn't right. It was more like respect,. Stark could stand under every light and choose who he was. He didn't get to choose yet. He had a name that wasn't his and a body that didn't listen every time he asked it to be ordinary. He had a woman with a calm voice telling him to breathe and a city calling him a word he wouldn't claim.

He turned off the TV, and the room returned to still concrete, low humming, and stale air.

A knock came an hour later. Three soft raps, the same spacing as the finger rhythm on the motel table. He opened the door slow.

Nat slid past him with a paper bag and a metal thermos. "You didn't break the lock," she said, as if that was an achievement worth noticing. Maybe it was.

He nodded at the TV. "He told them."

"He would," she said, unpacking containers onto the table. "He likes being the most interesting person in any room."

"You think he is?"

"In a room of one," she said. "Eat."

He did. Pasta with olive oil and garlic. Bread that tasted like it had been baked downstairs an hour ago. She poured coffee into a chipped mug and set it near his hand like she'd measured the distance and weight.

"Everyone's saying the name," he said.

"Which one?"

He didn't look up. "You know which one."

She leaned against the counter. "You don't have to be what they call you."

"It doesn't matter if I don't. It sticks." He rubbed his thumb over the edge of the table until the wood warmed. "And if I say I'm not that, then what am I? 'Jack' wasn't an answer."

She watched him a beat. "You're the guy who moved a bus without dropping it," she said. "You're the guy who didn't burn a woman and a baby when the heat behind your eyes wanted to prove it could. You're the guy who lifted a bumper two inches, not two feet, because the first number saved a leg and the second broke a frame."

"That's not a name."

"It's better," she said. "Names are easy. Choices are work."

He sat with that. He chewed. He thought about the lines he cut in the wall and the sound they made and the way the baby's thin breath felt against his shirt.

"Do I stay here?" he asked. "Or do I try to be normal out there until someone with a badge gets tired of being patient?"

"You stay here until you can walk through a door without cracking it. You go out to eat at times when people aren't filming their forks. If you hear something you can help, you help and you get out fast. No press. No crowds. No speeches." She hesitated, then added, "And if someone with a badge shows up without calling me first, you don't open the door."

"What if it's you?"

"You'll know," she said. "I'll knock the way I knock."

He believed that. He didn't want to think about the day someone else knocked like that as a trick.

She finished her coffee and left him a second thermos. At the door, she paused. "There will be people on roofs with long lenses," she said. "There will be vehicles that look like plumbing vans with the wrong plates. You don't have to pretend you don't see them. You don't have to wave either. Just… don't let them decide your route."

"Are they yours?" he asked.

"Some," she said. "Some aren't." The corner of her mouth ticked. "Don't pick a fight with a camera. It's the only weapon you can't win against."

After she left, he stood by the window and watched the brick across the alley not move. It felt like peace. It felt like a cage he chose. He could live with that for a day.

Midday, the noise under the city shifted. The kind of shift a person who doesn't want to listen can ignore and a person like him can't. Low metal scream. A wrong shout. He put his palm on the glass as if that would let him feel which way to go.

He shouldn't. He knew the rules. He should text Nat. He should let a truck be a truck and a problem be someone else's.

He slipped out anyway.

He didn't fly. He walked and then trotted and then ran in a way that would look like a fast runner to anyone who wasn't paying attention and a problem to anyone who was. He cut down two side streets and turned into a block under scaffolding.

A delivery truck had clipped the support on a temporary walkway. The scaffold tilted, metal snapping at the joints like knuckles popping. Two workers on the planks froze the way people freeze when they realize their feet have been lying to them. A woman with a stroller stood in the kill zone, looking up and not at the shape of what gravity would do next.

He moved. "Back!" he said, palms out as much to himself as to the crowd. The woman flinched and the stroller wheel caught the edge of a crack. It stuck.

He slid under the slant of the scaffold and pressed both hands against the nearest vertical pipe. Cold steel. Thick. Heavy. He didn't push. He leaned, slow, and found the give. The whole framework moaned. One bolt spit and fell.

"Don't climb down!" he shouted up. "Stay still." He didn't look to see if they obeyed. He adjusted his grip a millimeter and then another. He pictured the bumper with the bike wheel. Two inches, not two feet.

His feet skidded on dust. He corrected, tiny shifts, finding a stance that made the load feel like a number he could carry. The metal remembered being straight and wanted to be again. He gave it permission one breath at a time.

A man reached for the stroller like a reflex. "No!" he snapped, too sharp. The man jerked back. He swallowed the tone and tried again. "I've got it. Pull the stroller handle. Slow."

The woman did. The wheel came free. She dragged it backward until it cleared the line the structure would draw if it fell.

"Call for a shutoff," he told someone who looked like a foreman. "No one else under this. Get a brace. A real one." He had no idea if that was exactly what they needed. It sounded like a thing a person in charge might say.

The workers above shifted and the whole frame leaned again. He adjusted. He heard the threads on a bolt grind themselves thin and thought he could feel each spiral. He didn't try to be a hero. He tried to be a hinge.

Two city workers ran up with a heavy jack on a dolly. He didn't know where they had come from that fast. Maybe the right people always appear when the wrong things are happening. They slammed the jack into place and cranked. The frame lifted a finger's width. He lowered his hands half an inch and let the load tilt away from him and into the steel that had been built to want it.

The foreman swore and then laughed with his whole body. "All right—okay—nobody die today," he said to the sky, which was the kind of prayer the city understands.

He stepped back. His hands shook. He flexed his fingers and watched the tremor. It mattered that it was there.

Phones were up. Someone shouted the word again his not-name, in a voice that wanted to belong to a story. He put his head down and shouldered through the edge of the small crowd and didn't run.

Back in the quiet room, he washed concrete dust off his hands until the water ran clean. He looked at his palms in the yellow bathroom light. They were the hands of someone who could pretend to be normal for five minutes at a time.

The flip phone buzzed where he'd left it on the table. Roof scaffolding on Allen? Nat had typed. Nice hinge work. Take the praise in carbs. Don't go back to look at yourself online. You'll hate it.

He stared at the screen. Are they going to keep calling me that? he typed before he could stop himself.

The pause was longer this time. Yes, she wrote. Until you give them something else, or until they get bored. Either way: eat. Sleep. Repeat.

He set the phone down. He made pasta on the stove and burned the first batch and ate the second like it was a trophy anyway. He turned the TV on and then off before a host could say his not-name with the wrong smile. He lay on the couch with his eyes closed and listened to the city not trying to kill itself for a few minutes.

In the early evening, a van parked across the street with a decal that said ROTO-PLUMB. He didn't look at it. He didn't need to see the wrong plates to know what it was. He left the light off and sat in the window's shadow and breathed to the fridge's rhythm while some lens across the way tried to make a picture out of a shape that wasn't moving.

As the sky went from gold to gray, the building shook once—just a truck going over a pothole he told himself—and then settled. He got up and found a cheap spiral notebook in a drawer that had a menu takeout tucked inside. He wrote a line at the top of the first page. Not a manifesto. Just something true enough to say out loud.

No speeches. No names. Help and go.

He looked at it until the words blurred and then came back into focus. He added one more line underneath, smaller.

Don't point the heat at people.

He closed the notebook and set it beside the phone. He stood with his palm against the cool concrete wall because it wouldn't break under him. He imagined holding up a bus, a scaffold, a building, the sky. He imagined not needing to.

They thought he was a hero. He didn't know his name. Maybe both things could be true for one more day.

He turned off the light and lay on the couch, shoes on, hoodie up, a stranger in a room that didn't ask questions. He counted breaths until the fridge hum carried him somewhere almost like sleep. When the not-name drifted in from a TV two apartments over, it floated past him and hit the wall and fell. He didn't catch it.

Tomorrow could try again.

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