For as long as Estelle remembered she was taught only one thing , keep your head held high walk with grace know how to carry yourself for you are a princess don't mingle with those of extreme low status never ever associate yourself with a being less than a the title of a noble , Growing up Estelle has heard those words more than she drank water or ate food heck she heard it more times than she breathes,
But Estelle was different she was born to the Emperors 7th concubine when Estelle's mother got pregnant with her she was just a war nurse tending to soldiers who got injured at duty that was when she met the emperor and one thing led to another leading to Estelle 's mother becoming pregnant, she had won the Emperors favour after getting pregnant and got promoted to a concubine everyone always looked down at her for her non-noble status she was always mocked by everyone around her but she didn't care because she had the emperor she loved him with her whole soul and devoted her self to him leaving her old life behind and moving to the palace , But after Estelle was born and the emperor who failed to conceive a boy for the third time now despised her mother for giving birth to a girl and she completely lost his favour she tried everything but he wouldn't even spare her a glance she couldn't even believe that was the same person she fell in love with soon he brought a new concubine , totally forgetting Estelle's mother no matter how hard she tried he wouldn't spare her or little Estelle a glance the emperor totally switched up on her she couldn't even understand or cope with how fast it happened she lost it and tried to harm the 8th concubine screaming that it's her fault it's all her fault that the emperor had forgotten about her , and the emperor after finding about about what she had done to his new favorite had her and Estelle banished to the east wing of the palace Estelle was only two at the time ,her mother started despising her saying that it's all her fault that the emperor didn't want them anymore 2 years passed , she started saying things like: Es don't you feel bad it's all your fault you know don't you feel bad for mommy huh? You know why daddy doesn't want you it's because you are useless you bring despair to everyone who crosses your path won't it be better to end everyone's suffering Es huh ?
Estelle: but I didn't do anything ma
Am I really a bad kid
I ate all the veggies and I didn't get my clothes dirty?
Mother: you won't get it now but you will thank mommy later I'm doing this for you ok do you want to go to a pretty place Es I will come to soon I just need to make sure you go first
Estelle: pretty?is it really pretty then I wanna go!!
Mother : ok honey you just have to drink this make sure to take a big sip ok
*Hands her a black swirly poison.
Estelle: *gulps it down
Ma it burns it burns badd
*Falls to the floor and starts to loose sight but not before seeing her mother sl*t her own wrists
Mother: see you soon es darling