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Chapter 37 - The Weight Of A Name

The park was quiet, the fading sun casting long shadows across the ground. Adrian hadn't moved since turning off the engine, his hands resting loosely on the steering wheel, his gaze fixed on the lake.

Amara sat still beside him, her fingers twisting in her lap. She could sense it....the storm behind his calm expression, the heaviness pressing on him like a tide he'd held back for too long.

When he finally spoke, his voice was low, measured, but threaded with something raw.

"There are things about me you don't know," he began. "Things I don't usually talk about. Not because I don't want to, but because… every time I have, it changes the way people see me."

Amara's chest tightened, but she stayed quiet, letting him lead.

Adrian exhaled slowly. "My family… my father, especially… he's not the easiest person to live with. To him, I wasn't really a son...I was an heir. A tool. Since I was a kid, he's drilled it into me that my life has one purpose: the business. Everything else....hobbies, friendships, dream...they didn't matter. Not compared to the company, the name, the legacy."

His hands tightened briefly around the steering wheel before he released it, flexing his fingers.

"I grew up in boardrooms more than in playgrounds. My childhood was… negotiations, business dinners, lessons in strategy and numbers. And every time I wanted something different..every time I tried to just be normal...he'd remind me: I don't get to be normal. I'm an Adrian."

He let out a bitter laugh. "Do you know what it's like to grow up believing you're not a person, just a role? That no matter what you do, you'll never belong anywhere outside the shadow of your family's name?"

Amara's throat ached, but she said nothing, afraid that even a whisper might break the fragile courage it took for him to speak.

Adrian's eyes shifted to the lake, his reflection broken on the rippling water. "People… they don't see me. Not really. They see the money, the influence. When they find out who my father is, suddenly they want to be my best friend, my business partner, my...whatever they think they can get out of me. Even the ones who don't say it outright, you can see it in their eyes."

His voice dipped lower, heavy with something unspoken. "And when they don't see the wealth, when I keep it quiet, they assume I'm some spoiled rich kid hiding behind the name. That I don't have to worry about anything. That my life is easy."

He shook his head. "But it's not easy. It's… lonely. It's like living in a house full of mirrors, where everyone's reflection matters more than who you are underneath."

Amara's fingers curled into her palm, her chest swelling with something painful....empathy, sorrow, anger for the boy he must have been.

"I don't tell people," Adrian admitted, "because once I do, I stop being me. I become the 'second-generation rich kid.' The one who doesn't struggle, who doesn't need ambition because it's already handed to him. And I hate it. I hate how fast people decide who I am before they even bother to ask."

For the first time, his voice cracked, just slightly, but enough to make Amara's heart ache.

"I've spent so long convincing myself that I don't need anyone," he said quietly. "That it's safer that way. Because if no one knows me, really knows me, then they can't use me. They can't look at me with those eyes...like I'm just a wallet in disguise."

Silence fell again, thick and unyielding. The weight of his confession hung in the car, filling every corner, pressing against Amara's chest until she thought she might break with it.

Finally, she whispered, "Adrian…"

He turned his head, and for the first time since she'd met him, she saw him

L....not the composed, aloof, untouchable Adrian everyone else knew. But the boy underneath. Vulnerable. Tired. Human.

Amara sat there, her lips parted, but no words came at first. She had never seen Adrian like this...raw, exposed, vulnerable in a way that stripped away the walls he always carried. And for a long moment, she didn't know how to respond.

Her instinct was to reach for him, to tell him she saw him. But something in her chest ached, because his story resonated too deeply, almost painfully so.

"I…" she started softly, her gaze dropping to her lap. "I actually understand what you're trying to say."

Adrian turned, his brows furrowing slightly, as though he hadn't expected that.

Amara let out a slow breath, her voice trembling at first, then growing steadier as she spoke. "My family… they're not at the same level as yours. Not that powerful. But they're wealthy too. Clothing industry. Brands. Stores. A name that means money."

She gave a small, humourless laugh. "From the outside, people think it's glamorous. That I grew up spoiled, with everything handed to me. But the truth is, I grew up fighting for my own life in a house that wanted to design it for me."

Her fingers twisted in her lap, restless. "My parents had plans for me. Not just plans—blueprints. Who I would marry, the kind of life I should live, how I was supposed to carry the family name. To them, I wasn't their daughter. I was… an extension of their ambitions."

Adrian's breath caught, his eyes fixed on her.

"But…" Amara's lips curved into something softer, bittersweet. "My grandparents....especially my grandfather....he didn't let them cage me completely. I was their only granddaughter. The only girl in the family, surrounded by cousins who were all boys. So, they cherished me. Treasured me in a way my parents never really did."

She paused, her eyes glistening. "They created a trust fund for me. Something only I could access when I came of age. It gave me… freedom. The chance to choose something outside of their reach. That's how I escaped. That's how I ended up here, in this city. They don't even know where I am right now. And honestly… I don't know if I want them to."

Silence stretched between them again, but it wasn't empty. It was heavy, layered with two stories that somehow mirrored one another.

Amara's voice softened, almost breaking. "So, when you say people don't see you… I know what that feels like. To be looked at as a role, a tool, instead of a person. To feel like your worth is tied only to your family name. The difference is...I was lucky. My grandparents gave me a way out. You… you didn't have that. And yet, you're still here, still fighting to be yourself."

Her eyes lifted to meet his, steady despite the tremor in her chest. "So believe me when I say… I don't see you as just Adrian-the-heir, Adrian-the-rich-boy. I see you. Just you."

The words hung in the air, trembling between them, fragile yet unshakably real.

Adrian sat there stunned, her words replaying in his head like an echo he couldn't silence. I see you. Just you.

No one had ever said that to him before. Not without strings attached, not without some unspoken expectation. For a long time, he could only stare at her, as though she'd suddenly cracked a window open in the suffocating room of his life, letting fresh air in.

"You… really mean that?" His voice was lower than usual, stripped of its usual confidence, almost boyish in its hesitation.

Amara nodded slowly, her eyes steady, unwavering. "I wouldn't have said it if I didn't."

Something loosened in his chest then, something he didn't even know had been wound tight all these years. Relief. That was the only word he could find. Relief that maybe...for once...he wasn't alone in this feeling. Relief that she understood, that she didn't look at him with the same calculating eyes everyone else did.

He let out a shaky breath and leaned back against the bench, his head tilting slightly toward her. For a while, neither of them spoke. The silence wasn't awkward anymore....it was heavy, yes, but warm. Comfortable. Like a quiet acknowledgment that words weren't needed to fill every gap.

Without even realizing it, Adrian's hand brushed against hers on the bench. It was barely a touch, the kind that could have been accidental. But neither of them moved away.

Amara glanced down, then back at him, her cheeks warming. She didn't pull her hand back.

Adrian swallowed hard, his gaze catching hers again. This time, he didn't look away. He saw her not just as Amara....the confident, stubborn girl who challenged him...but as someone who carried her own scars, her own burdens. Someone who understood him in ways no one else had tried to.

"You know…" he said quietly, almost a whisper, "it feels… lighter, telling you this. Like I'm not carrying it alone anymore."

Amara's lips curved softly, the kind of smile that wasn't about amusement but understanding. "That's because you're not."

Her words slipped into him like warmth against winter cold. For the first time in a long time, he believed it.

They sat there like that for a while....hands touching, hearts both heavy and yet strangely lighter.....drawn into a closeness that wasn't rushed, wasn't forced. Just natural.

For Adrian, it was terrifying. And comforting. And utterly addicting all at once.

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