"Five days that changed everything—between passion, betrayal, and forbidden love."
WHO IS HAIDA LEE?
My name is Haida Lee, and what I am sharing is my story with my husband Steven. I am a housewife, and my husband holds an important position in a large international company. Our sex life is different from that of typical husband and wife couples.
For us, sex is a part of being human, seeking beauty and pleasure. Our principle is that the husband and wife relationship is a form of love, while sex is a way to build togetherness in love.
The story of SUBMISSIVE WIFE OR SLAVE - HAIDA LEE is a glimpse into my and my husband's sex life. I am not a prostitute, but my husband has shaped me to be like a prostitute for his sexual fantasies.
-------- BETWEEN LOVE AND PLEASURE --------
My eyes opened from sleep because I felt someone hugging my body. Slowly, I gathered my awareness. Whose hand was hugging my body. The hand was dark and muscular; I tried to see the owner's face. But I could only see a broad chest.
One by one, I collected my memories. This must be Jhosua. The owner of the hand hugging my body gave warmth to my naked body. The last person who shared the pleasure of love with me.
I smiled; Steven had never given warmth by holding my body like this. There was a feeling of comfort and being protected when my small body was in Jhosua's embrace.
It was very romantic to me. My head rested on his muscular arm as a pillow. My waist was held by his other hand, as if he did not want me to get cold from the air conditioning, not wanting anyone else to disturb me.
The puzzle of my memories was finally complete in my mind. I remembered how my body was used like a sex doll by Jhosua yesterday. His penis was lodged inside my body, giving warmth and multiple orgasms.
Warm!... Jhosua's warm semen inside my stomach was the last thing I felt.
I touched my vagina; there was still a lot of sperm in it. I knew it was the semen of five men who used my body yesterday.
This bedroom was full of the sharp smell of sperm. An erotic aura came from this room.
So I had fallen asleep from the exhausting orgasm last night, after finally fucking with Joshua. I also remembered earlier being shared by Jermain, Andre, Ricardo and Damiun. They made me orgasm dozens and dozens of times.
Joshua moved in his sleep. He changed position, lying on his back and snoring softly. His hand slipped from my waist, but my head was still cushioned on his arm near his armpit.
Ah... this big body made me comfortable. Even though during the fucking he always said degrading things to me. Always making my body convulse.
I inhaled deeply the smell of Joshua's body. The distinctive scent of a masculine sweat that would be imprinted strongly in my brain.
My eyes focused on Joshua's penis, black, shiny and large. Although still flaccid, it showed that it was a gigantic penis. The head of the penis was smooth, indicating a clean, well-kept penis.
I touched the still-sleeping shaft. I did not want to disturb the owner of this penis. It made me itchy imagining this shaft when it was erect. I stroked it while remembering the feeling he left in my vagina.
My vagina throbs remembering the action of this penis when it made me orgasm. It fills every inch of my vaginal walls, as if my vagina doesn't want this penis to leave its grip. The semen inside my vagina increases my arousal. It feels sticky in my vagina, but it feels good.
I lick that penis shaft like an ice cream slowly. Not wanting to disturb its owner. The scent of intercourse still lingers there; even though the fluids have dried, the smell still strongly hits my nose.
Not an inch of its skin surface escapes my tongue. I enjoy the aroma of Jhosua's penis, and I record it in my mind with my eyes closed.
My vagina starts pulsing intensely. I'm sure it's already wet from arousal. My finger tries to touch my vagina... it's wet. Vaginal fluids from arousal mixed with leftover semen from a full day of fucking yesterday. Because I'm fixated on this penis, my lips try to nibble the head of it. Hey!.... Jhosua's penis begins to rise.
This is the first time I've witnessed the erection process of a penis. From limp, it slowly stands up tense and hard.
I smile, like a child who found a toy. Happy to be able to use it to play. But I wonder, this penis wakes up first while its owner is still sleeping and snoring.
His penis stood erect like a pole in the middle of a field.
My mouth could no longer reach the head of the penis that was now 40 cm high. The penis was fully erect, the shaft swaying. I had to squat so my lips could reach Jhosua's glans.
My vagina throbbed hard, my clitoris hardened, my arousal began to rise.
I couldn't stand holding back my horny feelings anymore; I stood and tried to insert that penis into my vagina. The semen remaining in my vagina helped Jhosua's penis to enter.
Although I had doubted before whether a penis this large could be taken by my vagina, I forced it in and felt it touch my cervix. But my position was uncomfortable because I was half-squatting.
I changed position, my body crawling over Jhosua. But because of his large body my thighs had to spread wide so as not to disturb his sleeping.
I enjoyed the throbbing of Jhosua's penis inside my vagina. I savored the touch of that penis's skin against the nerve-lined walls of my vagina. Only then did I begin to rock my hips slowly, enjoying the friction of the penis inside my vagina.
"Aaaaahhh oooohhh it feels so goooood ooooohhh."
Several times my hip swings made my veins throb. The pores of my body became sensitive to welcome orgasm. My body hair stood on end from the pleasure I received.
Because I was too lustful when my hips pushed my vagina to swallow the penis, Jhosua's eyes opened. He woke up.
"Hey! ... What's wrong, dear? What's the matter, Haida?"
"Ooooh Master. I'm horny, I want to fuck Master."
He woke up but didn't yet realize that his penis was already buried inside my vagina and that I had already stroked it several times with my vagina.
He grabbed my body, holding me in his muscular arms. He only realized that I had inserted his penis into my pussy when he was about to move his butt.
"Oowh ....."
"You'll get tired later, dear. This is the last day of my agreement with Steven. They will come this afternoon. Your husband will also be here later. Make sure your body doesn't look exhausted."
"Ooooohhh just once, Master, dump your sperm into my pussy, please."
I begged while shaking my hips, to maintain my lust. I pulled his penis with my vaginal mouth.
"Please Master, allow me to do it, please."
"Ok then do it Haida. But don't let your body get tired."
His hands held my body tightly. Below, his penis swung, thrusting into my vagina. It was very romantic. Not brutal like yesterday. Jhosua's penis seemed to pull my vaginal lips along when withdrawn.
"Ooooooohhhh Master. Your whore will miss you so much after you leave oooooohhh."
"This whore of yours will ache from longing for you. Ooooohhh."
"I want to be your sex slave forever, Master."
"Oooooooooohhhhhh aaaahhh."
"Oooooooooohhhhh .. so good ..... My vagina will always yearn for your thrusts, Master. Oooohhhh aaaahhh."
"That's enough, Haida. I'll try to arrange for us to meet later."
"Oooohh aaahh until when, Master? Oooooohh."
While speaking, Jhosua swung his penis, thrusting in slowly and pulling out slowly. Teasing my arousal all the way to the top of my head.
"I want to cum, Master. Oooooohhh harder, Master oooohhhh. I'm cumiiiiing. Thank you, Master oooohhh. It feels so good aaaaahhh."
This morning's intercourse, though not as rough as usual, gave me a very memorable orgasm. As if done by lovers, not a master and his whore.
Jhosua withdrew his penis. He did not take this chance to orgasm using my vagina. He chose to delay his orgasm.
"Enough for now, darling. Clean your body. They will come at twelve noon. Later you will adorn your body and make up your pretty face. This afternoon show that you are the prettiest. I like it when you look beautiful and sexy."
Then he opened the wardrobe. From inside he took a small bag and handed it to me.
"This is the gift I promised you yesterday. One hundred thousand Singapore Dollars is for you. You can use it for yourself."
Then he hugged my body very tightly, kissed my forehead as I tilted my head up to look at his face. Tears welled at the corners of my eyes. There was a feeling of fear inside me, fear of losing. I did not know what was happening to my heart.
"I don't want your money, Master. This is not what I'm looking for. I thought this was part of your game. I cannot accept it, Master."
Jhosua put his finger to my lips.
"Enough, Haida, the money I gave is purely my gift. It's a sign of my affection for you. Indeed, it was part of my discussion with Steven for that scenario. But this money is completely outside my and Steven's script."
"Take it, and don't think about it. I also have to keep my promise to Steven to be naked every day in this house."
Oooww ... Steven knows my weakness. I can't stand seeing a naked man. He knows I don't need stimulants to awaken my desire.
I felt Jhosua's embrace as the hug of a lover, not the hug of a client to a prostitute. I'm sure no prostitute receives such a tender hug from a client. I cried in his arms. I let my tears fall on his chest.
"After this, when will we meet again, Master?"
Jhosua was silent, his eyes looking deep into mine. He didn't want to express it in words. His gaze pierced deep into my eyes, sending a mysterious message into my heart.
My tears flowed, running down my cheek. That was the look of a lover!... not the look given to a prostitute who sells her body.
Steven had ignited me. The agreement he made with Jhosua planted a new seed in my heart; the risk I would bear was finally proven. These four days had grown feelings beyond sex.
I don't know if these feelings are one-sided, if I'm the only one who feels the pain of parting. Four days have changed me.
These five men have already entered my heart. Engraved in my heart and feelings, it pains me to recall this fifth day, the last day of Steven's agreement with Jhosua.
I let my tears flow. I wanted to press my face deeply against Jhosua's chest. I didn't want this embrace to be released.
"That's enough, Haida. You rest in your room. Let me clean my room. Oh yeah. Where's the washing machine?"
While crying I told him where it was. He wiped my tears with the palm of his hand.
I walked to the door with a heavy heart. Jhosua nodded to me with a smile.
It turned out that outside Jhosua's room there was still no activity from those Jamaican men. They were still sleeping.
I took the time to sleep first. To gather the energy used up yesterday for a whole day.
---------- TWELVE NOON -----------
My body felt fresh, my body smelled good. I soaked and cleaned myself for a long time. My vagina and anus were my top priority. I didn't want them to be disgusted by me.
I checked my makeup again in front of the mirror. I looked beautiful there. My hair looked black and shiny; I wasn't using hair dye. My makeup was light with red lipstick but not vulgar. I guarantee my lipstick wouldn't smudge even when used. Everything I used was waterproof, it wouldn't run from sweat.
My breasts were firm and full with a medium size. The nipples were hard and taut with a light brown color. They looked shiny because of skincare. Not only my breasts shone but I had covered my whole body with skincare. So when visible, it looked oily.
My butt is getting rounder now from frequent fucking, looking sexy because of the skincare I use.
I wear glossy black stockings to match my shiny body. I also wear 10cm stilettos to support my body that's only 160cm tall. I wear a body belt lingerie; this time because the theme isn't bondage I'm using one made of latex. It fits my body perfectly.
The small golden bell also isn't disturbed by this body belt lingerie. It's similar to the body belt lingerie I wore the other day, only the material is different. The one before was made of synthetic leather while this one is pure latex.
Kriiiiiiing! Kriiiiiiiing! Kriiiiiiiiiiiiing! ...
A call from Jhosua. Like a teenage girl in love, I immediately picked up the call.
"Yes, Master."
"Haida, can you come out of your room now?"
"Yes, Master."
I came out of my bedroom, stepping gracefully. The results of my etiquette school have indeed added value to me. I carefully guard how I walk in high heels, how I stand, and how I sit.
Gracefully I entered the living room. There were many people there. Five people I had known for the past five days, naked without wearing any clothes, with penises hanging between their legs. And there were five people wearing formal attire with suits. Four men and one woman.
And when my gaze accidentally swept to the corner of the room, DAMN! Steven was there. Naked too, just like the five people I knew.
The difference was he was sitting on a chair with his hands and feet tied to it. The sofa and chairs that were usually in front of where he sat had been moved and arranged in a circle around the room. There was a black carpet in front of Steven.
"Haida, stand over there."
I stepped to the place Jhosua pointed to, beside Steven.
"Gentlemen, as requested by Mr. and Mrs. Lisa Elizabeth. This is part of the service from the company where Mr. Steven works."
"Let me introduce you to this extraordinary woman.
She is Haida Lee, Mr. Steven's wife. For the past four days she has been handed over by Mr. Steven to serve us as our sex slave. And this sex slave is very obedient. Whatever we want she will serve well."
"Haida, these are the gentlemen and ladies from the marketing division of my company. They must be tired from negotiations in Indonesia. Can you entertain them?"
"Yes Master, I will do whatever Master commands."
My eyes stole a glance at Steven. His penis was erect, not big or long. Asian standard. He was horny seeing my body and imagining what was happening to me.
"Okay Haida, try telling us, what have we done to your body?"
"Alright Master. I have been paid by Master Jhosua as a prostitute. Because I have received payment from Master Jhosua, Master Jhosua is free to use my body for anything he desires. Besides being a prostitute, my body was also made into a sex doll. Always ready to be fucked."
"Hhhmmmmm where are you being fucked, Haida?"
"Anywhere. In every area of this house except my bedroom."
"Haida, which holes in your body have we inserted a penis into?"
"Every hole in my body, Master. My mouth, which I have used to hold sperm in my mouth and drink it."
Sounds of amazement came from the five people who had just arrived, except Steven. He looked shocked.
"What moment did you like the most?"
"Every moment, Master. But the most memorable was when my body was gangbanged and I had a super orgasm."
"What is a super orgasm, Haida?"
"I can't define it, Master, but what I felt was consecutive and continuous orgasms for a fairly long time. I don't know what was happening to my body, but I fell asleep while orgasming and in my sleep I felt like I was dreaming of orgasming."
"Hahahahahaha you don't know because you fell asleep, Haida."
"Andre, show what Haida just described. Ladies and gentlemen, let's watch the recording of Haida orgasming."
Andre turned on the monitor in the living room. The screen was fairly large, about 100 inches. Steven usually used it to display data to his colleagues when they discussed work at this house.
On the monitor my body was being fucked by Jhosua, inside Jhosua's room. When he seemed to orgasm and after a few seconds he pulled his penis out, a lot of semen came out of my vagina.
But that was not the film's focus. The effect after the penis was withdrawn from my body was what Andre focused on while filming me.
There I appeared to convulse, then squirt. Every arch of my body was accompanied by squirting. Sounds came from my mouth; the words were very unclear and could not be understood.
I remember that my muscles moved on their own and were difficult to control, including the muscles of my lips and tongue.
My body convulsed and squirted on the monitor for quite a long time. Then there was a scene of a hand stroking my thigh. When that hand stroked my thigh, my body arched and a very strong stream issued from my vagina. The fluid spurted about three meters in distance.
The next scene was a close-up of my face. My eyes looked unfocused. My two eyes were not synchronized. Many people would call that cross-eyed. That condition lasted for quite a while. After that my eyes began to droop and then closed.
But my body was still convulsing and squirting. This scene lasted a very long time. From Andre's narration I became sure it wasn't edited. The scene ran for about an hour. Meaning while asleep I was squirting. No wonder Jhosua's room smelled of semen and was messy.
"Well Haida, to convince the master and mistress here. I order you to masturbate in front of us. You must ask permission to orgasm and you may not stop masturbating until we order you to."
"Yes Master."
I stepped forward one step, still beside Steven. All eyes were on me. The naked men's penises began to rise and stiffen.
I touched my pussy, I slowly rubbed my clit. With the other hand I shoved a finger into my anus. Then two fingers. Now my fingers played at my crotch hole.
I displayed my clean crotch and anus, my pink vagina exposed before the men.
"Oooooooooohhhhh oooohhhhh aaaaahhhh."
Everyone in the room was silent, watching my act.
"Aaahhh aaahhh ooooooohhhh Master Jhosua oooooohhh allow me to orgasm Sir oooohhh."
"Not yet Haida, we are not satisfied watching. Your coming is too fast."
My fingers I kept playing. Holding back so I wouldn't orgasm. My position that had been standing, now arched, supported on my knees and my cheeks.
"Oooooohhhh please Master... let me cum... ooooooh... I beg you Master oooooh."
I couldn't hold it any longer, but I waited for Jhosua's permission.
"Do it, Haida."
I was relieved; finally I was allowed to orgasm.
"Oooooooooooooooooo I'm cumiiiiiiiinnggg ooooooooooohhhh."
My body convulsed. I couldn't support my weight and finally I fell face down.
"Don't take your finger out of your anus and pussy, Haida!!..."
My finger started playing again; I enjoyed this masturbation while imagining Jhosua's penis inside my vagina.
The men who had been wearing suits began to undress.
"Haida Lee! We want to fucking your body. Where can we dump our sperm?"
"Oooohh ooohh make my body your closet Master... aaaaahhh. My mouth can accommodate your sperm aaaahhh. I can drink it Master.."
"My vagina can too Master... aaaaahhh ooohhh if Master wants me pregnant. Ooooooohh. Master can release sperm from his penis into my womb aaaaahhh."
"My anus is always clean, Master. ooooohhhh. I always prepare it for fucking. Please ejaculate your sperm there ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhh."
Unable to bear the image of my words, I finally orgasmed without Jhosua's permission.
"You have broken the rules, Haida. Your pussy must be punished."
"You have violated Haida's rules. Your pussy must be punished."
Andre stepped forward first. He stabbed my pussy without warming up. He swung his hips quickly. Like a piston, his penis jabbed my pussy.
"Oooooohhhh ooohhh it feels good ooohhhhh."
He was very lustful in pounding my pussy. The clinking sound of the bell on my clit was very noisy.
Ting! Ting! Ting! Ting!...
"I'm cumiiiiiing ooooooooooooooooooooohhhh."
He kept thrusting his penis in and out of my pussy quickly. He was like he was beating a prostitute's vagina.
"Oooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhh i'm cumiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing."
Andre pulled his penis out before he orgasmed. He was replaced by Damiun.
Just like Andre, he did the same to my pussy. There was no time for me to rest. My pussy was wet from Damiun's actions.
"Oooooooooooohhhh i'm cumiiiiiiiing Masteeerrrrr."
My legs trembled from my orgasm.
"Ooooooohhhh i'm cumiiiiiing againnnnn Master ooooooohhh."
For the second time I orgasmed with Damiun's penis. He withdrew his penis quickly after I orgasmed.
Ricardo came. My body was behind him. My body was made to crawl. He stuck two thumbs into my anus. He was targeting my anus. I prepared myself waiting for Ricardo's penis to go in there.
I pulled my buttocks apart so my anus was wide open and ready to be entered by a penis. I no longer cared that Steven was there. This was for my pleasure; Steven only enjoyed it.
But I was mistaken. Ricardo's penis penetrated my pussy and immediately went to work there. My orgasm came very quickly.
"Master Ricardooo I'm cumiiiiinggg oooooohhh."
It turned out Ricardo just lubricated his penis with my vaginal fluids. After spitting on my anus, he thrust his penis into it. My head tilted back and my mouth opened wide. The pose Steven liked from my body.
He rocked his penis slowly while waiting for my anus to be ready. It seemed he didn't want to hurt my anus. There wasn't much mucus in my anus yet to lube his penis. When Ricardo felt it was enough, he swung his hips like his two friends did.
"Master Ricardo i'm cumiiiiiinnnnggg."
Like the others, he withdrew his penis at the moment of my second orgasm.
My anus was soaked with my mucus. My crotch felt very wet there.
Jermain stepped forward, he took my anus to fuck. It wasn't difficult for him. My anus was already slippery from Ricardo's earlier actions. His hip thrusts seemed to taunt the helplessly tied Steven, but his penis was fully erect.
His eyes watched the scene of his wife enjoying another man's penis. An orgasm from being raped in front of him.
"Oooooohhh delicious. Oooohhh aaaahh so hard, Master. Oooooooooooooooooooooohhh."
Jermain was replaced by Damiun. He chose my vagina. His penis was thrust into my pussy and pressed deep, reaching my womb. It felt a numb ache in my stomach.
"Oooooooohhh delicious. Oooo keep going, Masterrr ooohh ooooh I'm cumiiiing again ooooooohh."
They took turns fucking my body and withdrew their penises before they came. The same with the four men who had just arrived. Taking turns until it was Jhosua's turn. His giant penis was ready to batter my vagina.
Slowly his penis was thrust in. Carefully he pressed my pussy until it hit my womb.
"Ooohh Master, fuck my hard pussy oooooohhhh."
Jhosua began to rock his hips, thrusting his penis very firmly. Although my pussy could only take half of his shaft. But when Jhosua pulled his penis out, it felt like my pussy was pulled along.
The fluids in my vagina looked foamy from Jhosua's pumping. He began to swing faster.
"Ooooohhh ooohhhh keep going Master ooohhh keep going ooooooohhhh."
My cries of pleasure filled the room. No longer just moans. I went wild because of Joshua's penis. I orgasmed repeatedly from the thrusts of his penis.
My hips began to tremble, my orgasms coming in succession.
Joshua's penis started throbbing inside my pussy. He was approaching orgasm. My hips, jerking from the storm of orgasms, helped him reach climax.
"Ooooooooooooohhhhh I'm cumiiiiiiiiiinnng Master!"
"Huuuuuuuuuuuh aaarggghhhh"
We came together; I felt the burst of semen in my womb. Warm and so delightful.
Joshua pulled his penis out and aimed it at my lips.
"Clean it, Haida!"
I nibbled this giant penis with my tiny lips. I licked the foamy semen stuck there. So much of it; I gathered it in my mouth and then swallowed.
While I was still cleaning Joshua's penis, Andre's had already entered my vagina from behind.
My vagina was pounded mercilessly, making my body sway forward.
Crok! Kling! Crok! Kling! Crok! Kling!...
The splashing sound from my vagina competed with the bell-like sound on my clit. Steven seemed mesmerized by my condition. It was the first time he had seen his wife's vagina fitted with a bell.
I saw Steven's penis erect. Poor him, he must be in great agony. Seeing me. His beautiful wife with a body like a goddess statue being raped—her vagina and anus.
Although not as big as Jhosua's penis, Andre's penis was still longer and larger than Steven's.
"Oooooooohhhhhhhhh. Feels good Master ooh keep going.... the hard one oooooohhhh Master.... rape me Master oooooo I am going to come ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
Once again I came, my body arching to hold back the explosion of orgasm.
They raped my body one by one and gave me no chance. And the froth of semen stuck to my penis became my lunch.
Every part of my body became a disposal for their semen. My vagina and anus foamed and flowed with a lot of semen. My stomach felt full from the semen I swallowed earlier. My body was still trembling, my orgasms hadn't stopped.
Meanwhile Steven just resigned himself to watching my body bathed in semen and lying in front of him without being able to touch it.
"Miss Lisa, you seem very horny. Why don't you unleash it on the idle penis over there."
"Ok boss."
The woman approached Steven; without ceremony she guided her vagina onto Steven's penis. Her hips moved wildly in Steven's lap. I felt jealous—my husband fucking another woman.
Practically only that woman was active, because Steven's hands and feet were tied. The woman kissed Steven's lips; I hoped he wouldn't respond. But… the devil… Steven's lips crushed hers.
Lying beneath them, I could clearly see the woman's vagina taking Steven's penis. My husband's penis gleamed with vaginal fluids.
But in the end I made a decision: I was still their whore, I had to play their game.
Before long they climaxed together. The woman's butt pressed down on Steven's penis. Their genitals joined.
"Miss Lisa. Let Haida clean your pussy."
"Come on Haida, clean my vagina of your husband's sperm. Clean it until there's nothing left and no trace!!"
The woman straddled my face. Steven's sperm dripped onto my face, not very much. Maybe at the hotel he often masturbated while imagining me.
Steven's vagina was filled with semen right in front of my face. I licked the semen that was there. I sucked that vagina so Steven's semen would come out. My tongue probed deep into the vagina to look for any remaining semen of Steven.
"Ooooooh it feels so good.... smart whore... keep going... find your husband's semen with your tongue.... ooooooooooooohh."
This woman's hips jerked against my face. I gasped because of her pelvic movements. Her crotch pressed against my face.
"Thank you, Boss Joshua. This whore's tongue is so good. Boss is clever to train her as a whore."
I was actually offended by this woman's words. But my body was weak and helpless from the series of orgasms I had experienced.
Joshua moved close to my limp body, then he removed the bell from my clitoris.
I saw Steven's bindings being untied by Damiun and Ricardo. Joshua appeared to be talking with Steven; Steven nodded as he listened to Joshua speak. Then they shook hands and embraced. And Joshua took Steven's palm, placing my gold bell in Steven's hand.
Steven approached me. He lifted my body and carried me.
"Come, dear wife. Your body looks tired. You can rest in your room."
Steven walked toward my bedroom. From time to time my body still convulsed; these orgasms still came, though not as often.
Steven carefully laid my body on the bed.
"Forgive me, my love. Sleep. Rest. When you wake up your body will feel refreshed again."
Steven closed the bedroom door and left me alone. My body was too tired. My eyes felt heavy, growing heavier by the moment.
--------- A FEW HOURS LATER ------------
Knock! Knock! Knock!
"Yes, who is it?"
Steven entered the room. We looked at each other. Our gazes felt awkward. I quickly shifted my eyes to the floor. And Steven didn't dare look at me directly.
"Darling, when you're done getting ready. We're waiting for you in the living room. They want to say goodbye to you."
Steven immediately left the room, closing the door slowly.
What? ... this soon. I truly felt like someone who had lost something when I heard Steven's words. My eyes went blank, tears pooling at the corners of my eyes.
I checked myself in the mirror. My makeup was already perfect. I took off my bra and my panties. I threw them on the bed. I hoped I could hold on for a few hours.
I left the bedroom; my steps felt heavy. The distance to the living room wasn't far, yet at that moment I wished it were much farther.
They were already gathered in the living room. When they saw me coming they all stood up. Andre was at the far end, the one I had to pass.
"Madam Haida, we would like to take our leave from Madam Haida, please sit on the sofa."
"Yes Master Andre I ...."
"No no!."
"Don't, Madam."
"No no no."
"No, Madam Haida."
"No!"
"Enough Haida, don't call us Master. The game is over."
They all simultaneously stopped me from continuing to speak. They together invited me to sit on the sofa. Very contrasting with the treatment over the past five days.
"Haida, forgive us if we hurt your feelings while we were here. Forget what has happened. Just pretend this didn't happen."
Jhosua began the conversation. My lips trembled, I couldn't answer. I cried. I let my tears flow freely. I felt shattered, as if abandoned.
"Forget it!!..... it's so easy for you to say 'Forget it' ..."
"You people here are all evil! All of you!!"
I cried very loudly, I let go of everything in my heart, my feelings. I buried my face in the chair. My expression was one of emotion and fear.
"You are evil! Including you, Steven!"
"You betrayed my feelings, when now I depend on you. You left ....."
I don't know what this feeling called 'Love' is. And I also don't know whom 'Love' is directed to. Is it to Jhosua? Is it to Jermain? Is it to Ricardo? Or Damiun? Or to these five men?
What is in my heart is that I am afraid of losing them. I don't want them to leave me. Maybe it's childish. But this is what I feel, and I'm terrified of being abandoned.
"Haida my dear .... please you understand ...."
"Understand what?!!!!"
"I understand you enough, Steven. I understand your wishes enough! But after I need ..... my body needs .... my heart needs. You cast me aside just like that. Do you have no pity for me?"
"Do you have no pity, Master Jhosua?"
"Do you have no pity for me, Master Andre?"
"Do you have no compassion for me, Master Damiun?"
"Do you have no mercy from you, Master Ricardo?"
"What about you, Master Jermain?"
They together stopped me from speaking. Their hands signaled don't 'don't continue'. But my emotions made me want them to know the contents of my heart.
"After these five days, what you have given me, you will forget just like that. Indeed!... for these five days I have become your prostitute! You say it's just pretend. But today you make me feel like a real prostitute. My body you toss aside like a prostitute's. After you've enjoyed it, you throw it away like nothing!"
"You all! What's the point of your concern when we were pretending, acting."
I let out my emotions. My fear and anxiety made me angry at them. I did not want more from them, I just did not want to be forgotten.
Jhosua approached me, hugged me tightly. My tears soaked his shirt. He pulled my head to his chest. He let me cry on his chest.
"Haida, listen to me."
I tilted my head up to look at his face. I let my tears stream down my cheeks.
"Haida, forgive us. It's not that we abandoned you. It's not that we left you just like that. According to Steven, you already knew about the themed sex we planned."
"Honestly Haida, you didn't deserve to be in that place. It was outside our expectations. You deserve to be loved more. But it's already happened, the show must go on. You also got too into your role. We thought we had to match your performance."
"Forgive us Haida, we didn't mean to hurt your feelings."
Jhosua's words, which soothed my heart, made me realize. Steven and I had discussed these consequences before. And Steven understood the consequences that he and I would bear. Either I fell in love or my co-star fell in love. Hence my commitment came out: my love is the love of a wife for her husband. The sex I have is sex to seek pleasure and sensation to fulfill sexual fantasies only.
"Jhosua, I know, forgive me for loving you."
"Safe travels, don't forget me."
"I won't, Haida. You are part of my memories in Singapore that I will never forget for the rest of my life."
My emotions had calmed, but my eyes still shed tears. This time it was tears of farewell.
"I want to be hugged, Jhosua."
I looped my arm around his neck, I kissed his lips for a long time. I felt my kiss received the same response. My heart was comforted by Jhosua's response.
"Safe travels, Jhosua, take care on your journey."
He nodded his head.
Damiun stepped forward to me, he took my hand and kissed it. A form of respect toward a woman, I knew that.
"Forgive me, Madam, please don't think about it later."
I smiled while crying.
"My name is Haida, Haida Lee. Please don't call me madam."
I grabbed his neck, I kissed his lips. At first he was quiet and shy because Steven was there. But my tongue hooked inside his mouth and eventually Damiun returned my kiss. I deliberately lingered kissing his lips.
After my heart was satisfied, I released Damiun's lips.
"Farewell Damiun, don't forget me."
Damiun nodded his head and stepped back.
My eyes were still shedding tears when Andre stepped forward and kissed my hand.
"Forgive me Haida, maybe I was too rough with you. Forgive me."
"It's okay Andre. It's all happened."
I kissed his lips. We kissed for a long time in front of Steven.
"Farewell Andre, don't you forget me."
He nodded respectfully.
Ricardo also stepped forward and kissed the back of my hand.
"Forgive me Haida."
"Forgive me, Haida."
I nodded while staring into her beautiful eyes. I kissed her lips for a long time.
Then Jermain came and kissed my hand repeatedly.
"Forgive my words yesterday, Haida. Forgive all my behavior toward you."
"Naughty child."
Although tears still streamed from my eyes, I could already smile broadly.
We kissed for a very long time. I don't know how I could fall in love with five men at once. Those five days truly left a mark on my heart.
I turned away, leaving them while still hiccupping; my crying hadn't fully stopped. I didn't want to watch them leave.
I waved my hand.
"Goodbye, everyone. Take care on your journey. Don't forget me."
My feet carried me into the room. On this bed and pillow I poured out my tears, my sorrowful weeping. I emptied my tears until I was tired and fell asleep.
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HAIDA LEE'S NOTE:
This is Haida Lee's sex story, truly tragic. But is Haida Lee's sex story over? Haida Lee's sexual adventures are still long. Regards.