"Fuck! Arghh! Dammit!"
I felt a sharp pain as I stepped on that one Lego piece lying on my floor. A tear of pain fell from my eyes as I held my leg, then slipped on a can of soda while jumping on one foot, and went unconscious from the sudden hit of my head on the ground!!!
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... Ummm... ahhhh... yawns
...i slowly opened my eyes while rubbing them with my one hand
How long has it been since I've been lying here like this? Ahh, where am I??? Oh yeah, I fell on the ground and went unconscious because of that. I feel thirsty... I want water to drink. My mind feels blank and numb
I looked around, and my room felt all gloomy and dark, filled with the smell of soda cans, leftover dishes, and rotting food that I hadn't washed, just lazing around this whole time
Ughh... I stood up and filled a glass of water from the tap next to me while scratching my cheek with my hand, then walked toward the window and opened it to get some fresh air
He sat on the wide, flat part of the window frame, his legs hanging out, quietly watching the silent street below
I slowly looked up at the pitch-black night sky with flashing white stars, and then memories of regret started rushing in to remind me of my worthless self. I shook my head, grabbed a can of beer from the fridge, and sat on the frame again, pulling my hair back so it wouldn't touch my eyes and get in the way of my view
I used to be a very promising child when I was small, but it doesn't end well for everyone. I hoped to have a good wife, a family, and everything else a kid dreams of , but I got kicked out of my school just when I was daydreaming of all this because of a false rape allegation
I got pulled into all this just because I used to sit with the girl who got raped, and to save their face, the school put all the blame on me to bury the matter
As I was an orphan, I didn't have much financial or mental support, so I just agreed to all their terms and conditions. Eventually, everyone got to know about it, so I stopped going outside my house, buying groceries only at night to save myself from showing my face. But the lady at the grocery store is very sweet and polite to me despite knowing about my situation, and somehow she trusts what I say. So I only buy stuff from her
Sigh... I lay on the floor, looking at the shooting star, and wished for a better future before falling asleep while hugging a pillow in my arms.
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Bzzzzt! Bzzzzt!".
Bzzzzt! Bzzzzt!"Bzzzzt! Bzzzzt!"
Bzzzzt! Bzzzzt!"Bzzzzt! Bzzzzt!"
Grmmhh...