Years had passed I thought it was over not until when the past resurfaces, I had to believe he was gone for good even though a part of me refuses to believe he was gone. The sun was scorching on my skin,it was a stressful week as it is, I needed to clear my head for a bit and decided to go for a walk when a familiar voice called out my name which made my heart to skip a beat cause it been years since I heard that voice, the voice I tried to forget but for some reason i couldn't forget the voice.
"Sarah",
I turned to see who it was that made my heart to skip a beat by the mention of my name. I could not believe the image of the man who was standing in front of me right now.
"Dmitri",
The man I gave the whole of me to, the man who gave me butterflies in my stomach when he just stared at me,the man I could kill and die for and the same man who caused me pain after leaving without a word or notice. I spent night and days crying my eyes out. As much as I will love to give him a tight hug at the moment and cry in his arms telling him how much I missed him I just can't bring my self to the betrayal that he left without saying anything. He moved closer to me with a bright smile,he looked so beautiful than the last time I remember. He looked more breathtaking,he was now taller than before,his hair fell to his forehead and slipped down his scalp,he wore a black pants and a black shirts which was accompanied with a brown coat and a black shoes,his eyes were as bright as the sun. I wondered if he ever missed me for a day,if he ever thought of me,if he ever regretted leaving or was he having all the fun while I thought of him for years and finding it so difficult to move on.
He was so close to me now, I had no idea what to do, if it is to give him a hot slap or just walk away. I stood there all numb and breathless,for some while there was a long silence in the air and then my alarm went off breaking the silence.
" I have to go" was the first word that came out from my mouth. When I turned my back to leave, he held my wrist and told me not to leave yet I turned to look at him in the eyes with anger in my voice.
"Why shouldn't I"? You left without a word and now you think you can just walk back into my life like nothing happened, like you didn't abandon me before now.
I pulled my wrist away from his grip in anger and frustration.
Right now I wished he was dead so I would not be so mad at him.
I didn't believe I would act so cold to the man I waited patiently for for years. I knew he was not going to let this moment slide, he followed me while I walked as fast as I could but I guess with my tiny legs I couldn't walk faster than him.
He held me by the wrist again and pulled me close to his chest and gave me a tight hug, he patted my head and whispered to my ears
"You haven't changed a bit".
At that moment my heart sank, I couldn't resist the emotions and just had to let tears flow out of my eyes.