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Prologue: The Weight of a Million Pages

The world smelled of decaying paper and dust—the scent of forgotten thoughts. Dr. Alistair Finch, at twenty-seven, felt older than the yellowed tomes that surrounded him. He ran a hand through his already unruly hair, his fingers tracing the spine of a heavy book: Prolegomena to Any Future Metaphysics. A title full of promise, a promise Immanuel Kant had failed to keep, in Alistair's opinion. They all had.

He wasn't a cynic. Quite the opposite. He was a true believer, the last of a dying faith. He believed, with every fiber of his being, in the Logos—an underlying, fundamental truth that structured all of reality. A truth he was desperate to know, not as an academic concept, but as a felt experience.

But here, in the hallowed silence of the university's deepest archival library, he was suffocating under the sheer weight of theory.

He had devoured them all. Plato's Forms, Aristotle's causes, Descartes' certainty, Spinoza's God, Nietzsche's abyss. He had argued their points in lecture halls, dismantled their logic in peer-reviewed papers, and earned his doctorate with a brilliance that had left his aging supervisors both awed and unnerved. Yet, for all his accolades, he was no closer to the Truth than the flea-market mystics he so thoroughly despised.

He felt like an astronomer forced to study the stars using only ancient, hand-drawn maps, forbidden from ever looking through a telescope.

A faint tremor ran through the floor. The old library, a gothic beast of stone and wood, often groaned under its own weight. Alistair barely noticed. His gaze was fixed on a passage he had underlined a dozen times.

"The thing-in-itself," he whispered, the words tasting like ash in his mouth. Kant's ultimate barrier. The noumenal world, forever beyond the grasp of human perception. "A prison," Alistair muttered, closing the book with a sharp thud that echoed in the cavernous space. "You built us a beautiful prison, old man."

Another tremor, stronger this time. A fine shower of dust rained down from the towering, nine-meter-tall bookshelf that loomed over his secluded desk. It was an ancient, monstrous thing of dark oak, crammed tight with centuries of thought. A vertical cemetery of ideas.

Alistair looked up, a sudden, cold premonition washing over him. He saw the colossal shelf leaning, its wooden joints screaming in protest. He saw the hundreds of books—thick, leather-bound philosophers and dense scientific treatises—tilting like a waterfall of frozen ink.

There was no time to think. No time for logic, for reason, for a desperate plea to the universe he so badly wanted to understand.

His last, fleeting thought was not of fear, but of a profound and soul-crushing irony.

He, Alistair Finch, a man who had spent his entire life searching for a single, tangible Truth, was about to be killed by the collected weight of a million useless theories.

Then, the world of paper and dust and ink came crashing down, and all thought ceased.

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