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Chapter 5 - Cut Me Instead

Snow That Fell Up

Snow rose from the streets—fine, white, patient—drawn into the rift that smiled like a courteous wound.

Shirasame Kōsetsu stood between sky and city with a plain blade and a calm that made panic forget its name. His Seishu—winter made into pressure—settled over Serenia in a hush that taught fire to reconsider and glass to stop screaming. Where that quiet reached, alarms swallowed their own voices and broke into hiccups.

Across the rooftop, Yua Aihara braced a palm against Ryo's sternum. His breathing stumbled, then chose to continue; heat pulsed at his wrist under torn cloth—the gold birthmark trying to be steady and not quite managing.

Shirasame didn't look away from the rift to check the boy. Captains learn to hear breaths without eyes.

"Third Seat," he said.

"Sir."

"Protect him."

"Yes, sir."

A pale hand reached from the tear—long fingers, a ring worked into a black sun. Blood lifted from alleys and gutters in hair-thin threads, drawing upward as if gravity had been politely asked to hold the door.

"Return what was taken," purred the gentle voice behind the wound.

Shirasame's blade moved a finger's width. A line of frost wrote itself in empty air. Snow avalanched down again, hardening in a sheet across the avenue. The blood-threads crystallized and shattered, falling back as crimson hail.

Gōshin tilted its not-head, mask split and stealing pieces of faces it had eaten. "Captain," it crooned, tasting the word. "Do you have anything you will not spend?"

"I have no time for ownership," Shirasame replied, voice even as snowfall. He stepped once. The roof learned how to hold.

He cut. Not grand—just correct. The frost that spilled from the stroke bit the reaching hand at the wrist. Fingers jerked back, surprised to be corrected by a city that had remembered a craftsman.

"Name yourself," Shirasame said, not louder—only clearer. "Or close."

The hand hovered. The ring turned, lazy and bright, like an eye that preferred not to be seen working.

"Then be named," Shirasame decided, almost regretful. "Intruder."

The rift shivered.

"Yua," he called without turning.

"Sir."

"When I tell you run, run. There will not be time to feel brave first."

She swallowed whatever protest had been loading. "Understood."

"And, Aihara—"

"Captain?"

"It was wise to disobey before you met me."

She almost smiled. It became a cough.

Gōshin lunged.

The sword-arm fell like a guillotine remembering an old job. Shirasame met it with a cut so quiet the air forgot to explode. Steel kissed hunger; frost leapt from edge to limb and skittered into the monster's joints. Gōshin tore free, annoyed that intention had to pay attention.

"Little winter," it purred. "You starve beautifully."

Shirasame's mouth tugged. A ghost of a smile no statue would catch. "I eat last."

He stepped into the only place left to stand, and the snow—noticing—chose to fall down again.

Lessons From Cold

Ōkari-no-Mori, years before.

A thin boy reset a broken snare and whispered apology to the rabbit that would meet it tomorrow. He didn't speak softly because the forest demanded it; he spoke softly because care is louder when it doesn't shout.

His teacher knelt by a cedar, sweeping snow from its roots with a straw broom. It took an hour to do badly, six to do well, and the old man would take nine.

"You're late," the teacher said without looking.

"Only to the parts of me I don't like," the boy answered.

The broom paused. "What name would you give the way you move?"

"I don't know yet."

"Good." The broom resumed. "Blades ruin themselves quickest by believing they are their titles."

That winter, the mountain tried to swallow three villages. From the fourth village's bones a thin Gate tried to grow. Hunters came in iron and left in ash. The boy learned that stillness can strike harder than speed, that apology can be written with steel, and that arrival is a discipline, not a hope.

When at last his teacher put a real sword in his hands, he named him Shirasame—Drizzle—not because he was weak, but because he was weather.

"Remember," the old man said, "you are a season, not a law."

"If I must judge," the student answered, "I'll begin with myself."

"That's the right lie to tell," the teacher said, and smiled in a way that hurt.

Border camp, a different winter

A young hunter stumbled in with a child on her back and shame between her teeth. She set the child down and kept her eyes on the ground.

"Report," said the new Captain.

"Failed containment," the hunter rasped. "My call."

"What did you learn?"

"That fear breeds speed, and speed breeds mistakes."

"What else?"

She swallowed. "That showing up is a skill."

The Captain nodded. "Name."

"Aihara. Yua."

"Welcome," he said. He meant: I will make room for you to learn where people can't afford your learning curve.

A City With More Children Than Mercy

Back in Serenia, sirens rediscovered their jobs. The tram car below groaned, but held. Power grids did arithmetic. A block flickered and went dark. The rift smiled as if it could taste each little failure.

Shirasame drew a small breath that he did not keep. "This city has too many children in it," he said conversationally, the way you tell a knife you see it. "I will ask you to leave."

"Ask harder," Gōshin said, delighted.

Shirasame did.

He slipped inside the arc of the monster's strike, hips square, elbows close. The cut he used would not impress a mirror. It took two tendrils, shaved a length off the sword-arm, and laced frost through the wound in a net that held just long enough to cost the enemy a choice.

The pale hand in the rift pinched.

Throughout the district, bandages bled through; stitches tugged loose; wounds remembered an earlier hour. Yua's side reopened under grit and stubbornness. Ryo's heart stuttered, as if double-clutching to catch up.

Shirasame did a thing Captains are begged not to: he poured Seishu outward, not into the fight but into the hurt.

A hush ran across Serenia like a white brushstroke. Blood slowed. Panic broke its ankle and had to limp. Screams found the ends of their sentences.

Shirasame's nose bled thin red. He didn't wipe it. A warmth left his shoulders as if he had set something heavy down with ceremony.

"Captain—" Yua started.

He didn't answer her name. He used her rank like a brace. "Third Seat."

"Yes, sir," she said, because protocol is the last blanket when winter comes in person.

"When I raise my blade the third time," Shirasame said, still teaching, still calm, "you run. Don't wait to feel ready."

"And Ryo?"

"You carry him," he said, like that was the obvious shape of the night. "He should get used to being heavy."

Ryo tried to stand straighter. His spine did not agree. "I can—"

"Not yet," Shirasame said without cruelty. "One day, if you're ugly lucky."

He stepped into range that didn't forgive mistakes.

He lifted his blade once.

Gōshin came like famine with posture. Shirasame's cut looked like nothing much—until you were the thing being corrected. Black matter parted. Ice wrote a pattern along the edge that made the monster hiss in a grammar the city didn't speak.

He lifted twice.

The rift's hand flashed. Light the color of old bruises scraped the roof. Shirasame put his body between that and a cluster of people he'd quieted with his earlier hush. It took his mantle to ash, bit deep into one shoulder, and found meat. He did not yield the place he had bought.

He lifted a third time.

"Run," he said.

Yua moved.

She hauled Ryo up—the boy heavier with tram-weight and Hiroshi's dumb wave and the people Ryo couldn't see inside dust. They staggered for the stairwell. The city tried to learn how to carry them.

"Captain!" Ryo shouted, because names are ropes. "Don't—"

"Arrive on time," Shirasame said, and somehow made it sound like an address and not an impossible order.

He stepped into the middle of Gōshin's next strike.

Take Mine

The world then contained three motions: winter, hunger, and a polite hand that claimed it only collected what belonged to it.

Shirasame took all of them.

He turned his blade flat, raised it, and offered.

Gōshin drove the sword-arm through his chest. Efficient. Rude. Red spilled and froze at its edges like hope refusing to learn. Shirasame's off-hand closed at the monster's wrist—gentle, as if holding a bird you didn't want to frighten—and pulled.

Not on flesh.

On the cut.

Every open wound in Serenia shivered and leaned a hair toward him. Every wet edge found a second, colder mouth. The ringed hand jerked, insulted to be outmaneuvered by a human trick.

Winter rippled out from Shirasame in a circle no eye could see and every ache felt. A secondary rift over the river tightened by the width of a breath. Another—gnawing at the financial district—stuttered, sulked, and held, not healed.

Gōshin screamed and yanked free. The sword wrenched in Shirasame's chest. Something crucial broke. He didn't let go until the city's bleeding had paused.

"Go," he said. It sounded less like a command and more like a kindness he was writing in pain.

Yua did not waste her scream. She spent it earlier; there wouldn't be another. She counted steps. Counted breaths. Counted how many times she would have to tell this correctly.

Ryo twisted to see. The sound in his head went sharp and thin, like ice tightening under foot. "No—"

"Eyes forward," Yua snapped. Mercy can be rude when it has to be. "Move."

Behind them, winter bought one last minute.

Shirasame lowered his blade around the monster's arm. "Tell Gentoki," he said, like mentioning he'd left rice soaking, "the thing I said didn't exist exists. Teach it to him anyway. He'll deny it."

"Yes," Yua breathed. She didn't know who she answered—old master, new city, or the man who had bent winter into a rope and handed it to strangers.

Shirasame looked up. Snow landed on his lashes and melted finally down, having remembered itself. He did not look at the rift or the thing wearing people. He looked at the sky as if he were satisfied to have met it.

He let go.

All the quiet he had poured into the streets snapped back through him like a river reclaiming its name. The rift hiccuped. The hand withdrew fast, ring winking once like an address put back in a pocket.

Gōshin tore its arm from him with a sound like a banner ripping free.

Winter collapsed into ordinary cold.

Shirasame Kōsetsu took one unnecessary step, sheathed his blade because he was a polite man, and went to his knees. He put his palm on the roof the way you thank a floor for bearing witness.

He fell like snow.

His ash-white mantle slumped into a shape the city would learn too late to recognize.

What Night Weighs

The hush shattered. People remembered how to sob. A siren found its voice again and sounded embarrassed. Somewhere a dog barked, locating itself. The tram car creaked and held. Ryo's mouth tasted iron. He tried to stand straight; his spine filed a complaint. Yua's arm under his shoulder didn't pretend to be stronger than it was and did the work anyway.

Gōshin stumbled, wounded, delighted. It lifted its stolen face and smiled with borrowed lips.

"Time," it sighed. "We have so much."

The second rift—half-laced by a life that chose to be thread—narrowed to a jealous slit.

"Return the star," murmured the polite voice behind it, as if embarrassed by its own appetite.

Ryo looked back once, because of course he did.

Shirasame's plain blade lay where its owner had set it—no howl, no glow, only steel that had served and now waited to be cleaned. Ryo reached, instinct and grief arguing in his fingers.

Yua closed her hand around his wrist and pushed it down. "Not yet," she said, soft the way you speak inside a shrine. "Earn the right. He'd prefer that."

Ryo nodded, because you can nod even when lost.

They limped to the stairwell. On the last step before the door, Serenia touched Ryo's shoulder with a cold finger. He looked out.

Smoke wrote new street names. A news blimp—cracked and limping—dragged EMERGENCY across darkening sky. The main rift over the square grinned, pleased with its night's work. Somewhere in the mess of broken corners, a boy named Hiroshi lay under too much night.

Ryo opened his mouth. The sound took its time arriving.

"I… wasn't enough," he told the city.

Yua didn't argue. Truth has uses too.

He tried again. The sentence came clean, merciless—a blade that refused to miss.

"I wasn't there when being there was the only thing that mattered."

The words rang in him like a bell that was going to keep ringing for years.

Up above, Gōshin lifted its head to listen, delighted by how people teach themselves to suffer.

The pale hand pinched the air once more. The black sun ring unfurled a quiet sign across the clouds like ink that refuses to dry.

Every streetlight in Serenia blinked in unison.

Then the city went dark.

In that measured night, the rift softened—not wide, only exact—and a figure stepped onto the far lip of the roof where Shirasame had fallen. Ash-white robe he hadn't earned. A lacquer mask painted with a black sun. In his hand—Shirasame's plain blade, lifted like it had always belonged there.

He turned the sword once, listening to how it moved, and smiled like a thief who knows the house's floorplan better than the owner.

"Kneel, Gōshin," the stranger said mildly.

The monster knelt.

🌀 End Of Chapter Five

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