I left you
All those years ago.
Alone with your devices...
I hope that you've been well
That you have felled
All of your harmful vices...
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Sometimes I think of you
And honestly,
It's mostly negative shit.
I realize
Through open eyes
That I don't miss you
Just one bit.
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I used to.
Yes, I used to.
Now that's faded
Like you used to
Be that thing
That made my heart beat wild.
A farce...
You caged my inner child.
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Behind those doors,
That was your world...
My affections were never
More than a small hobby...
I know that it was all a lie,
But in my mind
It felt just fine.
I've realized
That next to you
I felt like somebody...
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It wasn't because you made me any better.
I would have survived all those chains.
Any weather.
My love was a shield
But your heart was a fretter.
I forgave her acts
But I'll never
Forget her.
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I left you
All those years ago.
Alone in that big house.
I hope those cats
Will keep you company.
I hope you've found a spouse.
Someone who
Can do the things you want
And need.
The things I couldn't.
All the things I told myself that I won't do.
I knew I wouldn't.
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Now, when I think of you,
I wish him luck.
I hope whoever is next
Won't get stuck.
Won't be struck
By your lies.
I meant webs.
Your ill luck.
I hope he can love you.
I hope you can wake up.
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I'll forget her.