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Chapter 72 - That ain't new...

My mind and heart have been tangled here lately.

But I don't need someone to come and save me...

Yeah, I love me,

I support me,

Don't ignore me,

I am confident every day...

But I can't see it,

What I need

It

Seems facetious,

All the memories seem to fade.

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I know that everything will be alright.

I just can't see the light today...

I try to keep the negativity at bay.

I tried so hard to shine my light your way...

I'm grew wary of that loveless fight.

I could never get your love to stay...

It got so hard for me to see what was right.

Why?

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I've been wrecked...

I feel useless.

I'm debating all my uses.

I've been wrecked by this world,

That ain't new...

I'm a mess,

I'm too damaged

Girl, your love tour off the handles,

I've been wrecked by this love,

It ain't new...

And it's all because of you.

Yeah, it's all because of you...

You will never see the truth,

But all this shit is due to you.

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I never felt complete

If I couldn't make you

Happier

than me.

I couldn't save you...

Fuck that.

You didn't love me

Nothing of me

What you wanted

Was so far from what I could give...

Now I sit with

All the thoughts

That flood my heart

As if my love

Was diminutive...

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I thought it would be all right

If I just kept loving hard.

But you can't love the pain away,

Seems nobody told me that part...

I grew tired of the sleepless nights,

So packed my shit that day...

I haven't looked back since I walked away...

Yeah, fuck that.

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You sent texts

Of your dilutions

So fucked up

With your intrusions.

I was vexed by my love,

That ain't new...

I was trapped,

Left upended

When you tour out

All my visions

I was tricked by your lies,

That ain't new...

I don't trust because of you.

I've been blinded by manipulation,

Uncouth.

No, I can't trust because of you...

You will never see the truth,

But all this shit is due to you.

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