Rui didn't know what was happening, but as she left the room, she didn't immediately go to visit the room where Hina and Nifuji had sex. Instead, she went to the bathroom, sitting on the toilet, as she recalled what had happened previously, and the time she shared with Nifuji, as she questioned herself whether she should lose her virginity in the threesome.
Yes, it was absurd when she thought about it, yet somehow, her mind, body, and everything else screamed to her to go to the room immediately.
Probably, someone who had a clear mind would definitely scold her, as she was stupid, considering how she would give her first time to Nifuji, who was dating her big sister.
Yet, to be honest, the women of her age were stupid.
Yes, indeed, stupid.
Instead of having a clear mind, everyone, the women, followed the vibe, the atmosphere, and chose something based on what society judged instead of what they truly wished, or rather, they might not have a will at all, since in their minds, the wills of others, the one that was given by them, was their will.
Rui was in such an environment before, as in her previous school, she stayed with many girls, who said that being a virgin was uncool, lame, or even stinky, but when they lost their first time, it was great as if they owned the world, even though those women knew well that it wasn't as great as they imagined to be, and what awaited them wasn't the fillness, which they imagined to be instead it was the emptiness, which made them live in endless hatreds, and what did they do afterward?
They introduced their friends to the same mistakes, so they wouldn't be alone.
No one wanted to be alone, but for guys, they embraced it, or even being honest, since in many cases, many men were simply just too brutally blunt that they wanted to beat each other up, but for girls, they were dark, and they couldn't be truthful, so many of them often lied, and beautified their lies, even though the path where they led others was extremely black that it had no return.
In the original story, Rui was in such a case, as she tried to lose her virginity at a random time, without even feeling love or anything toward the one who took it, or rather, it was so empty and wasn't even that good.
However, in this story, Rui had no such problem, and she was still clean, without having any experiences except for Nifuji, who had licked and touched on that area, or her, who had stroked and licked him on that area, too.
Yes, this wasn't good, especially since the man, whom she had feelings for, was the lover of her older sister, and frankly, Nifuji was a scumbag, too, but this scumbag was responsible, and she loved him.
Yup, she couldn't deny it, as she had a feeling for Nifuji, and she was obsessed with him, so much so that she even locked the door of the bathroom, so that way, she could be with him, doing something naughty, even though there was a chance that her mother might discover.
Still, the thrill that she felt previously was felt by her at this moment, and she just couldn't help but feel how hot her body was as her eyes were in a daze, thinking of the pleasure that was given to her.
Yes, it was wrong, but somehow, she just couldn't stop it, and... even though she knew that others would say that it was stupid, she wouldn't change her decision, as she knew well that her feelings had changed from an ambigioyty of lust into something more determined, a love.
In the beginning, it was just a curiosity, wondering why her older sister could throw away everything for Nifuji, yet somehow, along her path, she started to realize the quality within him, and she just couldn't stop herself from being attracted to him.
His reliability, his handsome face, and the way he handled everything with ease even though she was a mess, it was just... hot, and even though she knew that she might not be able to function without him if he somehow left her, somehow, it didn't matter for her, as that what she wished, and being useless in his eyes, was probably made him unable to leave her, as he would be by her side, taking care of her.
Still, part of her also wished to be Nifuji's strength, and she knew well that being a chef was her only way to be his strength.
Nifuji had explained to her that he would start an oyster business, which he would sell to restaurants, and he might even open his own restaurants.
When she thought of that possibility, she knew well that she had chosen the right part, and at the same time, she pitied her older sister, Hina, who could do nothing except be a pet for Nifuji.
Yup, a pet.
Probably, this is how many girls saw the relationship between him and Hina, as they felt that Hina had practically done nothing except for being beautiful and also handling him in that area.
Yet, Nifuji, as he was, didn't really care about that since if for a cleaning up, or cooking, he could pay for someone for that, and if his women didn't really want to be in the kitchen, or take care of the house, it didn't matter as long as they took care of his "needs" on that area, and were loyal to him.
However, this also made the situation of the women critical, since, as Nifuji could live without them, they couldn't live without him, which led Hina and many others to try to make him stick around by letting him sleep with the others.
"But, I am different."
Rui knew that she was different, and this what she believed, but even so, she knew well that she was swayed by her older sister's tempation, especially when Hina's lewd cry continued to echo, and when she continued to hear them, she just couldn't help but take a deep breath, and walked to his place, as she opened the door of his room.
It wasn't locked, and yes, it was rude, yet even so, the intensity of sex, which was presented before her, really blew her mind, especially when Hina was all four, and Nifuji was behind her, holding her waist, like an animal mating, as Hina's boobs continued to sway while they kissed each other lewdly.
Yet as Rui entered, the awkwardness grew, but soon Rui took a deep breath, closed the door, and stepped forward, joining him as the room grew even louder.