My life was never one that was exciting or enjoyable.
Even now, as I stare down the empty pill bottle of SNRIs prescribed to me yesterday, I feel nothing.
The only regret permeating through my soul is that I wish I could do it all over again.
I wish I could've made something of myself.
No.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
I'm not ready! I'm not!
A soul-crushing headache pulsated throughout my brain.
The nerve-endings in my palms and feet became numb as I began to lose my senses one by one.
Someone please! Help me! I don't want to go out like this! I changed my mind!
oh.
I forgot.
The reason I'm here in the first place is that there was no one to answer my call for help.
I finally gave in to the emptiness.
My headache, pain, and emotions all left me.
Right...
This is for the best...
...
...
...
AUGH
What is this!
In what felt like an instant, all the pain, feeling, and emotion rushed back into me.
Am I alive? Was I just resuscitated?
But why can't I see anything?
As if to call me out for my statement, a bright light started to shine through, one that felt alien to me.
A crushing feeling dawned on me as liquid splashed around me.
I felt something tug slightly on my lower half as the crushing pain finally started to dissipate from me.
I reopened my eyes to see where I was.
"P*M.K&:1](-0+0!ZjKgi$,LFY@3#0x"
"Y0&d+4z9XWZ]=NC:mg@b+2%.SN;TcE
Huh?
What did they say?
A man picked me up as if I weighed nothing and dropped me into the hands of a woman.
'What, was I kidnapped by giants!?"
...Was what I tried to say but all that came out was "bleh bah beh!'
"S*M.C&:1](-"
As I looked into the woman's kind and loving eyes, I realized.
I hadn't seen someone with this look in their eyes directed at me.
'I must've been reborn in another world'