After a boring talk about the painting and art in general, I went back to the living room where Yura was still very much occupied with selecting bags. "You are back!" Yura smiled on seeing me. "Come select a few ones you like." She urged. "Oh no! It's okay I am not really much into handbags" I gently rejected. "Eii come on, think of it as a gift from your sister in law."
"Sister-in-law?" There's no way.She smiled shyly. "I didn't want to let it out so soon but yes.We'll be getting married soon." My throat dried as a sudden wave of jealousy overwhelmed me and I didn't like it one bit.Why am I still in love with Kim seok min after all the hurt? Just why?
I've always had a crush on him ever since middle school.I even secretly purchased binoculars just so I could see him from afar when I knew I could not get close.He was my first source of happiness.The only ray of sunlight in my dark prison.Seeing his face each day at school was the most interesting thing going on in my life.
Highschool came and I thought I'd still be happy watching him from afar.I couldn't,I wanted more.The feelings kept on growing as months went by.
I eventually made up my mind to confess to him.It took all my courage and guts.He didn't reject nor did he accept.He said he'd give me an answer.A few days later,Yura made me come to the basketball court with her bag.She made me her slave both at home and at school, wherever we went together.She never let a minute pass by without reminding me of my place.The illegitimate,my father's dirty laundry.
There at the basketball court,I saw her and Min seok, kissing and making out without a care in the world.My heart stopped as I dropped her backpack to the ground causing a noise that made them pause.Yura shooed me away.
It was later that I realized she never needed the backpack.She just wanted me to see that she had him.She had been dating another student up until that week.It was obvious,she knew I liked him,then she made him hers.Soon, rumors flew around school about me trying to 'steal my sister's boyfriend' it's funny how people believe shit about a person without any evidence.I was bullied by my almost everyone in school.While Yura and Min Seok paraded themselves as the schools couple.The bullying got so bad that I dropped out.The most hurtful thing was that Min Seok did nothing.He practically gave truth to the rumor by being silent.
I just lived in my room waiting for the day death will decide to take me.I cared about nothing else.As time went on,my life became increasingly gloomy Yura and my stepmom played a huge role in that.Even the death and the universe did not.
One day I went to the rooftop to end my misery of a life since waiting for death seemed too long.