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Chapter 3 - Chapter Three

8. "Here's My Truth"

What you hear about me ain't lies, I've been around with different types of girls, I've got a player past but that's just that, a past and even if you may doubt it, I'm for real about you and this relationship.

Girl here's my truth, I haven't had somebody in my life for so long, you've brought my damaged heart back to life, I'm starting to feel again, you've wiped away my pain off my eyes, now I can see light clearly and even though my trauma can get in between us, I try to keep the best of our moments in mind so that I don't shut down on you.

Girl it's true that I've been with a lot of girls, I went around and did many things with many girls, I've got a bad reputation when it comes to girls but that's just my past, don't let it mess up what we've been working on, I admit it, my heart has been scarred once and it made me cold in many ways but when it comes to you, I feel safe.

I wouldn't break your heart, knowing that you've got my best interest at heart, I don't wanna let this go because of things that I used to do in the past, I stumbled upon an angel in a dress and I swear on everything that I don't wanna lose this, so bear with me and I'll show you how changed I am.

 

9. "Gimme Some Time"

Yeah you're damn right, I shouldn't be worrying about her anymore nor should I give a fuck about the shit she posts and who she's in love with this season, she's just a girl "falling in love" again & again but really it's just infatuation all over again.

I hate seeing the changes, falling in love with somebody who isn't me, got me tripping over an old breakup, now she's kissing somebody else.. these thoughts aren't good for me.

If it was ever love, we wouldn't be communicating as exes, she wouldn't be wasting her time with these fools and I wouldn't be in a moment of isolation. I'm not perfect but I'm perfect for her, she's gonna keep "falling in love", tryna replace me and forget me, all she gotta do is to bring her ass over here.

I guess these days exes don't really go seperate ways, a few nights ago, she was telling me I can talk about what's on my mind, she's here to listen.

She's in love again, I'm seeing it all again, she's posting all about it, I wonder who she's in love with this month, for some reason, I feel like I'm realer because I haven't gotten close to anybody since her.

10. "YOURS NOW"

Girl this right here is yours, nobody will ever come between us and no girl will take what's yours from you. You keep bringing up old stuff while I'm tryna create a new thing with you, why do we keep fighting over a girl who's just an ex?

Everytime I don't do anything right, you're quick to quit, this thing of yours is really starting to mess with my attention, I can't be stressing about my own bullshit and then stress about your distance. I'm writing this simply 'cause I think it'll get my point across, I don't give a fuck about anything of the past, I'm here with you and you're mine now.

Just because you fell for my looks doesn't mean every other girl will, even if they did, who said what I have with you isn't enough?

I know that the messages might've been upsetting but that's all it is, she's just an ex from a relationship that doesn't mean shit to me anymore, can we settle this and focus on our love bubble?

Girl this right here is yours, nobody will ever come between us and no girl will take what's yours from you. You keep bringing up old stuff while I'm tryna create a new thing with you, why do we keep fighting over a girl who's just an ex?

 

11. "I'll REMIND YOU"

It seems like these two days of arguing have gotten too far, you don't even say my nickname when we're talking, this morning I woke up without a text, since when do I gotta double text you? Before you run, I'll be outside in less than 30 minutes, so keep your phone close.

It seems like you've forgotten the reasons why you fell in love with you, I'll pull you in as soon as you step out of the gate and I don't wanna argue, just lay your head in my arms and lend me an ear. I was wrong to bring dead flowers into your garden of red roses, I didn't mean to be reckless and inconsiderate, from now on, there'll be no past in our present.

Look in my eyes when I'm talking, it's still got the same effect, inhale when you're in my arms, my skin still smells good and pay attention to how I hold you safely, that's one of the things you love about me.

I don't need sex to ease this tension, I can only kiss, hug, touch and hold you the way you love me to because it seems like this tension has erased our moments in your brain, so let me jog your memory.

I'll remind you all the reasons why you said you'll never leave me.

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