8. "INTERLUDE 003"
After seeing that she's moving on, I started talking to girls again but because I wasn't ready, I did a lot of bad shit to a lot of good hearts, so many females paid the price for a cost that they weren't even responsible for. I fucked, I played, I lied, I shut down, I fought, I changed girls but it wasn't supposed to be like that, I was supposed to find somebody who was gonna help me move on from the heartbreak. I indulged in lust, sex and meaningless ties, simply because I was tryna move on while I wasn't ready for that part.
9. "INDECISIVE"
( A Conversation With Samu about Loveness )
Your mommy probably told you a few years ago that you shall not accept shit like this, a guy that's caught up in his past while you're trying to prove your love to him.
You don't deserve the stuff that I've put you through, the lack of validation from me, the sex addiction and the toxic treatment, it's my fault why you're competing with somebody that isn't a part of my life anymore, all because I just can't stop looking for her in everybody.
I'm so indecisive, sometimes I don't want her, then I love her, sometimes I regret her, then I miss her, I just can't make up my mind, I'm sorry for putting you in this position. Nobody wants to be with somebody who is in love with their ex, nobody wants to be competing with a past but this is my reality, you're trying to love me when I'm still holding on to my past.
I'm indecisive about her, we're still in contact, I think about her from time to time, I still love her and I care about her.. Your mommy probably told you about guys like me, forgive me babe, I can't be available for you emotionally because I'm still holding on to my past.
10. "TELL ME (MAKE LOVE)"
( This is Theodore talking to Nicole )
Tell me what you wanna do, like what you want me to do to your body and tell me what you need me to bring, I'll light the candles, pour you something to drink and ease your mind. Tell me how you really feel 'cause I feel like making love.
I'll help you out of that dress, I'll take it off your shoulders and pull it down to your feet while I breathe in the perfume on your skin. I wanna be in contact with your body, I want to feel my fingers rubbing on your soft skin, so tell me what you wanna do because I wanna make love.
Allow me to put my lips on your soft thighs, allow me to run my hands through your hair, I'll be in your ear, telling you how good this shit feels. My body is trapped under the influence and the only thing I can think of is making love to you as slowly, gently and passionately as it could ever get.
Tell me what you wanna do because I wanna make love..
11. "FORNICATION ( Poem)"
Drugs for the distraction,
Sex for the pain,
Running away from love and emotions,
Chasing pretty girls and thick thighs,
It's just fornication.
Sleepless nights,
Sex tapes and lust,
Late night company for a good night sleep,
Insomnia caused by loneliness,
Faded mornings from a busy night,
Anger triggered by emotional scars,
It's all darkness.
Cussing and fighting,
Bridges burning and chapters coming to an end,
Separate ways and dead ends,
New girls, new beginnings, new habits,
My sex, my body,
It's just fornication.