I look deep within myself as I'm trying to meditate deeply.
'wow... they really made this look easy on Tv... how do I unlock Ki again'
I'm thinking deeply about how to unlock my Ki.
'hmm... thinking about it now, I should probably do more than just meditate deeply... if I wanna unlock Ki then I guess it's best to sense the flow of my energy'
a few months later I finally learn on how to crawl on the ground.
'ok that's good, the stronger my body gets, the better chance I would unlock Ki in the future... I only probably needed a few more months at most, I already feel a tiny bit of energy deep within me so it shouldn't be too long now'
after just about 6 months in total of meditation and crawling, I manage to unlock Ki.
'wow... so this is Ki huh'
I feel the energy within me that is hard to control the flow of my energy.
'I just unlock Ki, so right now my energy isn't going to be too useful considering how weak I am at this moment... however that will soon change when I start cultivating my Ki'
I'm training on condensing my Ki at the same time circulating my Ki.
'ok good... the harder it is for me the better result it would be for me at the end'
I'm focusing on growing my energy more and more in my body as I soon feel my body strengthen drastically from the cultivation.
'holy shit did that feel good. I can't believe that people didn't learn on how to use Ki... I mean like seriously, unless I'm a special exception considering the fact I'm not originally from this world than people in this world seriously must be as dense as a sack of bricks. I mean like seriously, I can't be an exception here right?'
I look deep within myself and see that I cultivated nicely.
'wow... and just to think I thought that there are no hope for me in the future, if I ever manage to go back in time, I would probably tell my past me to shut up and not embarrass myself. I mean it isn't like I would lose face here considering the fact that nobody notices my internal struggles, but still'
I look at myself and realize that throughout my training and cultivation that I grown quite big for a one year old infant.
'wow... I sure grown nicely throughout an entire year of training my Ki and movements. if I didn't know any better, I would assume that I'm a three year old... I think my body might be grown drastically because of my Ki'
I try standing up but I ended up falling flat on my butt. 'um... hopefully nobody saw that'
I stand up once again but this time I hold my balance.
'um... ok. this is definitely going to take some getting use to. my legs felt nothing but jelly, and the feeling of being on my feet for the first time in this life isn't at all helping'