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Chapter 4 - The Comeback That Wasn’t

Lakshmi Rajyam's name was once a currency in Telugu cinema.

Not just a star's name on a poster — but a guarantee that the film would have substance. She could carry an entire narrative on her shoulders, whether it was a historical epic, a courtroom drama, or a women-centric family saga. Her early career had been a rare fusion of glamour and gravitas, and unlike many who stumbled into the industry by luck, she had a solid artistic foundation.

That foundation was Bharatanatyam.

Her adavus were crisp, her mudras precise, her abhinaya intense enough to hold an open-air audience in breathless silence. She had learned from gurus who measured talent not by applause, but by discipline — hours of practice before sunrise, rehearsals that pushed her beyond exhaustion. She never saw dance and cinema as separate worlds; for her, one informed the other. Every character she played had rhythm, every dance piece she performed told a story.

Then came the shift.

By her early twenties, the scripts offered to her began to change. Strong female leads gave way to ornamental roles. Her talent was asked to serve as screen presence rather than soul. Industry whispers told her she was too intense for the new market, too niche for younger audiences, too demanding for directors who preferred actors they could mould.

The offers dried up.

The glamour magazines stopped calling.

That was when her marriage — to a wealthy indian businessman from Los Angeles — took her across the world.

At first, she thought the distance would free her to focus on pure art again — to tour with classical performances, to teach workshops. But the USA arts circuit was not the Telugu sabha scene. Audiences were smaller, sponsors fewer, and funding for traditional dance far more limited than she had imagined.

Then came Instagram.

Her PR manager convinced her that social media was the new stage.

At first, she resisted — the thought of distilling a varnam into a 15-second clip felt almost blasphemous. But the likes, the comments, the brand offers — they were intoxicating in their own way. Slowly, the long, narrative-driven performances were replaced by bite-sized reels. She could still dance, yes, but the sringara and bhakti gave way to trending beats and beauty endorsements.

By the time she decided to return to Telugu cinema — nearly twenty years after her last film — her image had changed. She was no longer just the actress who made people cry in emotional scenes or the Bharatanatyam dancer who could make stone idols weep. She was also the NRI influencer with perfect hair and luxury sponsorships.

Her comeback project was a mid-budget Telugu drama with a respected director — a role written for her, about a woman confronting her past after years abroad. The irony of the plot was not lost on her. It was supposed to mark her artistic resurrection.

But before the first day's shoot in Hyderabad, she had agreed to appear as a celebrity judge on a popular dance reality show to reconnect with the masses.

It was there that Sathyamoorthy found her.

The studio was a temple of distraction — LED walls flashing sponsors logos, hosts with scripted banter, contestants performing heavily commercialised versions of folk and classical forms. Lakshmi Rajyam smiled and played her part — doling out praise, offering light criticism, holding hands with nervous dancers for the cameras. She knew the game. She knew the TRPs this kind of show brought in.

But Sathyamoorthy was watching from a shadowed corner backstage, his mind overlaying two images: the Lakshmi Rajyam of a decade ago — eyes fierce, voice unshakable in courtroom monologues — and the Lakshmi Rajyam before him now, smiling on cue, adjusting her saree to please the camera angles.

In his mind, this was not the woman who once dared to challenge the audience's complacency. This was a version of her repackaged for algorithms.

The opportunity came in the short chaos between ad breaks — a corridor cleared for a quick costume change.

The abduction was exact, almost surgical: a cloth, the chemical scent of chloroform, the weight of her body shifted in silence, the exit timed to the crew's confusion over a missing prop.

By the time the audience realised the judges were short one, she was already gone.

She awoke hours later in a small, bare room — walls grey, the floor cool beneath her hands. A camera stood before her, silent and patient.

He spoke first.

"You were supposed to return as an artist."

Her eyes narrowed. "I am."

"No," he said. "You are returning as a brand with a script."

She exhaled sharply, a mix of anger and disbelief.

"You think I wanted to end up here? You think I don't know what I used to be? I fought for good cinema until there were no good roles left. I kept dancing until organisers told me classical was too 'slow' for today's youth. You call it surrender. I call it survival."

"And in surviving," he said, "you've taught the world that this is all art can be — trimmed down, packaged, and sold. You were more than this."

"You have no idea," she snapped. "Do you know how many women in my position face harassment disguised as opportunity? The hands on our shoulders that linger too long? The 'casting suggestions' that are really propositions? Social media gave me control over my image. Over my safety. Maybe it's shallow, but it kept me visible — and visibility is power."

He didn't argue immediately. His silence was heavier than words.

Finally, he said, "Then why are you here, talking to me instead of performing your first scene back in cinema?"

She had no answer.

The questions that followed — light, empty, rehearsed — were a cruel mirror.

"What's your skincare routine?"

"What's your happiest memory on set?"

"How do you stay so positive?"

Her answers started smooth, then faltered. By the last question, her smile collapsed.

"This is what you've let them make you," he said quietly. "A pleasant mask."

"Then tear it off," she said. "Show them."

"I won't. The tearing is yours to do."

And then, just like that, he left her.

The next morning, she was found walking barefoot along NH16 outside Hyderabad. By noon, the news cycle exploded — a trending hashtag, television debates, speculation about sabotage to her comeback film.

But Lakshmi Rajyam stayed silent. The only thing she couldn't stop thinking about him. She knew she had seen it before, perhaps years ago on a film set or at a cultural event.

Weeks later, she quietly withdrew from brand endorsements. She told her director she wanted her role rewritten — deeper, truer, less cosmetic. She signed up for a Bharatanatyam recital in Vijayawada, a full Margam after six years, no lights beyond oil lamps.

Her chosen piece was Draupadi Vastraharanam — not just a performance, but a statement on harassment, humiliation, and the way women's dignity is bartered for spectacle.

And somewhere beyond the glow of the lamps, Sathyamoorthy watched — knowing her return to cinema would never be the same after this night.

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