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Chapter 10 - The heart has so many secrets

I walked into the kitchen.

Turned on the tap.

Poured a glass of water.

The house was quiet.

No staff.

No music.

Just the hum of the refrigerator and the distant sound of the city outside.

I brought the glass to my lips.

Cold.

Clear.

Real.

And then it hit me.

A thought so sharp it made me freeze.

What if someone else takes my place?

Not me.

But someone.

Another woman.

Someone who says yes to Julian.

Who wears his ring.

Who believes his lies.

And if she does…

Won't she also live my fate?

The slow erosion of trust.

The hospital bed.

The divorce papers signed without a glance.

The betrayal by the person who promised to love her forever.

I set the glass down.

My hands didn't shake.

But my heart did.

Because for the first time, I wasn't just thinking about my pain.

I was thinking about hers.

Whoever she is.

Whoever she might become.

And the truth settled like a stone:

I don't want to marry Julian.

But I also don't want to replace myself.

I don't want to step back into that life.

And I don't want another woman to step into it either.

So I made a decision.

Right there, in the quiet of the kitchen.

Let Serena have him.

Let her wear the ring.

Let her hear the vows.

Let her be the one who finds the hotel receipts.

Let her be the one who dies with his lies in her ears.

Because she wanted it.

She always did.

While I was busy trying to be loved, she was already planning how to take my life.

And now?

Now I see.

This isn't about revenge.

It's about choice.

And mine is simple:

I won't fight for him.

I won't beg.

I won't even speak to him.

I'll just… step aside.

And let them have each other.

Let them build the life they've already been living in secret.

And when it collapses?

When the lies unravel?

When he looks at her the way he once looked at me—like she's no longer enough?

I won't be there.

I'll be somewhere else.

Somewhere free.

Designing.

Living.

Loving on my own terms.

I didn't go to my room.

Didn't open a sketchbook.

Didn't write a single word.

Because words can be found.

Notes can be read.

Plans can be stolen.

And if Julian or Serena found out what I knew?

They'd destroy me before I could rise.

So I kept it all inside.

Just me.

And my mind.

And the quiet hum of the refrigerator.

I imagined it:

Serena, glowing in a white dress.

Julian, smiling at the camera.

Me—nowhere near the wedding.

I imagined her moving into his apartment.

Finding my old scarf in a drawer.

Asking him about it.

I imagined her crying when he came home late.

Again.

And again.

And again.

I imagined her, years later, looking in the mirror—older, sadder, wiser—and whispering, "Why didn't I see it coming?"

And I imagined myself.

Not at a hospital bed.

Not alone.

But in a studio.

Sunlight on my face.

Fabric in my hands.

A woman walking into my boutique, tears in her eyes, saying, "This is the first time I've felt beautiful."

And I'd smile.

Not because I'd won.

But because I'd left.

And in leaving, I'd saved us both.

Me.

And the woman who would've taken my place.

Because I didn't just escape my fate.

I broke its cycle.

And no one—no one—would live it again.

Not even her.

I finished the water.

Put the glass in the sink.

Didn't turn on the light.

Just walked to my room.

Sat on the bed.

And for the first time in two lifetimes?

I didn't plan a battle.

I planned a life.

And I did it in silence.

Because the loudest revolutions…

start in the quiet.

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