After spinning me for 5 minutes they removed my blindfold to see my surprise and YEAH..... that's a my fvking dream car. Again my father proved why I love him the most. I'm soo soo excited I just want to drive it. I asked my father if I can drive it to college everyday and he said "I see why not". Now I got approval so I'm gonna show y'all how wonderful it feel to own a car than a boyfriend hehe. On the next day I went to college we only have 5 months until our graduation so we don't have much important classes but we have clubs which needs our attention because we are the final years and we have to take care of our juniors and also handover our position to someone who's worthy of it. I am head of literature club. I already have someone in my mind she's my junior who have potential to become a good writer and a good leader who can motivate the writers. We held a meeting for our club members and I assigned her to be our club head. The whole thing is finished. Now the only thing left is attending my final classes and intership blah blah..
At evening when I was going back to home my sister Liwei stopped me in the midway and said " Lian... I have something I need to show you" I was surprised when I heard it. I thought she's gonna gift me something or whatever but I never thought she was going to show me her boyfriend (😭 I wish I was dead ). She started explaining how caring he is and how loving he is, and now I miss my imaginary boyfriend more than any other day. It's not like she can't have a boyfriend but how can she have one when her sister have none. "It's okay lian you will also find someone in future, your first love is going to be fun believe it". I told this to myself to not feel more lonely. T_T.
After one week I went to college in my car..! And you know why? Because today is valentine's day and if I go on my bike I will have to see all these romance happening on the roadsT_T. But even tho I'm going in my car ,I can still see them through windows ahh...God I hate it soo much. Finally I went to my classroom and Wen came to me showing the chocolate Raon gave her. Again I miss my imaginary boyfriend. Instead of listening to them I started sulking how bad I want a boyfriend too. That's when Wen and my other friends started looking at me like I've done some crime and started explaining why I have no boyfriend until now "When our class president in 5 th grade gave you a rose on the rose day and proposed his love to you, you said no to him in the blink of an eye. And we know how much he cried that day while you acted like you've done nothing. And when we were in 10th grade our class badboy proposed to you on valentine's day with chocolate but the evil you, took only the chocolates and said no to him and ate them with no shame...and last year" Oh...stop stop stop I cut them off when they were trying to continue the story more longer. I just said NO because they are not my type they are not handsome enough and they doesn't even match my standards haha. Wen said " now... I know you have someone who matches your type these days... I hope he proposes to you today tho.. I just saw him buying a bouquet of roses this morning" I was shocked and excited after hearing that. Because I have someone who I like in our class and he is handsome,plays football, he's fit, 6'0 ft tall,have silky shiny hair, I've also heard from my classmates that he is such a sweet guy who helps others. His name is Li Ruan and I've been liking him from the beginning of this semester. But I hope he doesn't give this bouquet to any other girl in front of me because my poor heart can't take it.
We were talking about all this in the cafeteria while eating our lunch, speak of the devil he and his friends also came here when we were about to go outside after eating. He started walking towards me from the opposite direction and I just walked normal because I know he's not coming for me. But he held my hand while I'm passing by him and asked me if I have a second to talk to him. I said no worries even tho my heart was thumping like I've seen a ghost,and the thoughts in my mind flooding like typoon. I went outside and my friends and his friends came towards the windows looking eagerly like they are watching a live k-drama or something. He told me he has been watching me from 2 years and trying to talk to me from many days but everytime he comes up to me I was always being snatched by my other friends or always being around Ren and Wen and he said he gathered up all his courage to talk to me. He said " I've been in love with you since I saw you for the first time while you were crossing the road with your friends with a bright smile on your face and I have been observing you from since then and I always find you amusing because how cheerful you are and how supportive you are towards your friends and how loving you are... Everytime I see smile on your face it brings me joy and yet sadness because I am not reason for your smile. And if I could I would like to be the one who always makes you smile and who always makes you feel special and loving. If you could give me one chance I would like to prove my unconditional love towards you. So would you like to date me?" He proposed to me with flower bouquet which his friend handed him through the window. I just stood there saying nothing because my head is filled with lot of thoughts. But when he said this big speech my heart felt at ease and I felt like I was standing in the middle of a flowers garden and all the petels were floating around us when he said he love's me. I felt like I'm on the mars because this is my first time getting proposed like this,with this big heartfelt speech. Now, I understand how can someone fall in love so easily. And I am in love ..Yes I'm in LOVE. As I came out from my imagination I paused for a second and said " I see why not" with a smile on my face. Because if I say yes and get excited I might loose my cool that's why, keeping my cool composure I just said it. I can't even believe I said I see why not when I wanted to say yes yes I love you too and I'm very excited to date you T_T .